i hope everything goes back to normal soon. But she came outside and sat next to me. and she told me that things aren't going to be normal again. it hurts to hear people voice your deepest fears. it hurts more when that voice is completely confident in itself. i want things to be normal again. but then again. when was anything ever normal?
i hate not knowing anything for sure anymore.
i wish ... i wish ...
i wish everything was simple.
but this my friend, is not a sit-com. we are not prime-time teevee.
i don't know what i miss. and i don't know who to talk to. and i don't know how to explain everything. once i say it, maybe it will be easier.
i don't remember what it feels like to be in love.
i don't want help, because i know it's not there for me.
went out skateboarding with some friends this morning.
it's been so long.
then it started raining.
i didn't want to leave.
tried to land a trick and bailed.
now it hurts when i walk.
i hate not knowing anything for sure anymore.
i wish ... i wish ...
i wish everything was simple.
but this my friend, is not a sit-com. we are not prime-time teevee.
i don't know what i miss. and i don't know who to talk to. and i don't know how to explain everything. once i say it, maybe it will be easier.
i don't remember what it feels like to be in love.
i don't want help, because i know it's not there for me.
went out skateboarding with some friends this morning.
it's been so long.
then it started raining.
i didn't want to leave.
tried to land a trick and bailed.
now it hurts when i walk.
exam . . . . dnt want to say may jinx me-self!
but it does get better. It has to.
And the scary truth is I don't think anyone can ever explain everything, just little moments of truth that we barely even realise we've learned. If that makes any sense.
But I can't skateboard and I wish I could, but its maybe just as well because I'm a clumsy fool...
l love ghost world too.
xxx r