i hope everything goes back to normal soon. But she came outside and sat next to me. and she told me that things aren't going to be normal again. it hurts to hear people voice your deepest fears. it hurts more when that voice is completely confident in itself. i want things to be normal again. but then again. when was anything ever normal?
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And now? Now, I watch you enter and leave as if it is my own arrival and departure. I watch every move, every breath I take, and I don't know why. I sneak glances.
I try to make myself understand what it is I want.
I try to make myself understand what it is I want.
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beaky:
hey Lauren.. just checking up on ya...
melvin_:
so it was u . . . . hiding behind a lamp-post only works in cartoons . . . . espeacially when ur dressed as jet girl . .
I get paralyzed sometimes. One day, we are in the shower and I want to say to him, I could be submerged in sixty feet of water right now, never drowning, never even fearing drowning, knowing I would always be safe with you here, knowing it would be okay to die as long as you are here.
i want to say this but don't.
i want to say this but don't.
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_v_:
you can dance if you want to....
or not
i sure as hell won't
or not
i sure as hell won't
_v_:
dance
dance
dance
dance
dance
my kittie woke me up this morning by walking all over me
he just wanted feeding
dumb cat
there was alread food out for him!!
he just wanted feeding
dumb cat
there was alread food out for him!!
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_v_:
i am kinda heavy
i might hurt you if you catch me
i might hurt you if you catch me
dekansilent:
whats wrong? anything you'd like to talk about? if so i'm here, message me or something.
-Dek
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-Dek
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cover up your scars ... put on your game face ...
"honestly, i try to write funny, happy songs and they come out kind of twisted and sad. Maybe it's from 15 years of dealing with depression."
Art Alexakis
i'm deep in and empty out
"honestly, i try to write funny, happy songs and they come out kind of twisted and sad. Maybe it's from 15 years of dealing with depression."
Art Alexakis
i'm deep in and empty out
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_v_:
so tell me about this trip
melvin_:
*puts on longsleeves and looks for corpes mask*
if i ever write a song its always deep and meanful . . . .
im not bad . . . . kinda bored even though i have shit to do . . . . i'd rather just paint random black and red stripeys on stuff . . . .
how u be doin?
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if i ever write a song its always deep and meanful . . . .
im not bad . . . . kinda bored even though i have shit to do . . . . i'd rather just paint random black and red stripeys on stuff . . . .
how u be doin?
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iansnotemo:
May 16 is such a fuckin good song. Lagwagon rock. Ok, I'm gonna go now...
melvin_:
hey . . . . u in here to! . . . . *shouts* lauren! . . . . shout back and i'll follow u voice then we can get us the fuck out of here!
ouchie
i had my tattoo touched up
made some plans to have it extended a bit
then i bought a minidisk player
i shouldn't have cause it cost a lot and i have no money anyways
nevermind
i had my tattoo touched up
made some plans to have it extended a bit
then i bought a minidisk player
i shouldn't have cause it cost a lot and i have no money anyways
nevermind
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dekansilent:
alright cool, thanks. i'm looking to get some tattoos done but i'm not sure what i want yet so i'm always looking to see what everyone else has.
-Dek
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-Dek
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melvin_:
yay for touchin up . . . . ink!
minidisc's rule but i dont get to use mine much no more!
i have a habit of buyin tiny bag's that u cant even fit the things u need in me . . . . he he he he that sounded sooo girlie!
minidisc's rule but i dont get to use mine much no more!
i have a habit of buyin tiny bag's that u cant even fit the things u need in me . . . . he he he he that sounded sooo girlie!
i can handle all the hell
that happens everyday
when you smile and touch my face
you make it all just go away
that happens everyday
when you smile and touch my face
you make it all just go away
dg:
I like your face
_v_:
so who had you on hold all day
I don't have the soft answers you need
all I have are questions and my shoulders just aren't strong enough
I'm the one you don't want to know
I'm waiting patiently and watching wherever you go
Hey, wherever you go . . .
all I have are questions and my shoulders just aren't strong enough
I'm the one you don't want to know
I'm waiting patiently and watching wherever you go
Hey, wherever you go . . .
dg:
You're the one that twists and turns
You're the one that makes me burn
You're the one that makes me burn
you know what really pisses me off?
when people call me at 6 in the fucking morning!
i had insomnia last night and spent sooo long trying to sleep
i had a couple of hours tops
and then some dumb fuck phones me at 6am!!!
i cant get back to sleep
i feel ... weird
fuck
i am so fucking mad!
i swear i am...
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when people call me at 6 in the fucking morning!
i had insomnia last night and spent sooo long trying to sleep
i had a couple of hours tops
and then some dumb fuck phones me at 6am!!!
i cant get back to sleep
i feel ... weird
fuck
i am so fucking mad!
i swear i am...
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dg:
now you tell me...
melvin_:
*big huggle*
i finally made an apointment at ultimate skin tattoo to have my stars touched up.
next wednesday - 12pm
got a new pair of black chucks
some trainers with little cherries printed all over them
and some of those everlast boxing boot things, they are so fucking comfy!
lookin forward to the weekend
what are you guys doing this weekend?
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melvin_:
goin to see HIM in london but asl always i've left inviting someone to the last minute! hopefully me lady can get time off work! otherwise i'll walk down the street and pick sum goth lady! all me other peeps arent really in2 the music. . . . and me best mate might get in weird mood and thats last thing i need. . . .gggggrrrrrr
melvin_:
yay u gone perkle too!!!!!!
exam . . . . dnt want to say may jinx me-self!
but it does get better. It has to.
And the scary truth is I don't think anyone can ever explain everything, just little moments of truth that we barely even realise we've learned. If that makes any sense.
But I can't skateboard and I wish I could, but its maybe just as well because I'm a clumsy fool...
l love ghost world too.
xxx r