hey boys and girls!
Been feelin kinda shitty lately, losing interest in a lot of things it seems. Money is so tight it's ridiculous, it makes me not want to do anything. Lots of stuff broke over the past week, car stereo, Ipod, computer mouse... apparently electronics all banded together to tell me to go fuck myself this week.
Another school class wrapped up this week, and on to the next one next week, no rest for the weary. 3 more after this one and I gots the paper I need to start changing my life.
So said girl from previous posts is out of the picture, she cant seem to put forth any effort to be in contact with me so I don't feel it necessary to do the same, since it's been 3 weeks since we first were introduced and she hasn't called once. I give up on women. I miss the female form so much, and the emotional and physical intimacy but its been so long, I don't think I even remember what it was like to be loved. I don't know how much longer I may stay a member of this site. While it is wonderful to see so many beautiful women, it is also depressing as well. This site is beginning to turn into my former myspace experience. I joined this website so I could meet people, people with the same interests as me, however in the year and a half I have been here, I have met no one. Out of all the people in my friends list below, not one of them has ever contacted me personally. It all seems like a waste to me.
I'm down to about 2 irl friends that still keep in contact with me, everyone else has faded away. But thats ok I guess, this is the life I was dealt so I have to play it. I just can't go through anymore games with people anymore.
Yep, this turned into one of those blogs...
Been feelin kinda shitty lately, losing interest in a lot of things it seems. Money is so tight it's ridiculous, it makes me not want to do anything. Lots of stuff broke over the past week, car stereo, Ipod, computer mouse... apparently electronics all banded together to tell me to go fuck myself this week.
Another school class wrapped up this week, and on to the next one next week, no rest for the weary. 3 more after this one and I gots the paper I need to start changing my life.
So said girl from previous posts is out of the picture, she cant seem to put forth any effort to be in contact with me so I don't feel it necessary to do the same, since it's been 3 weeks since we first were introduced and she hasn't called once. I give up on women. I miss the female form so much, and the emotional and physical intimacy but its been so long, I don't think I even remember what it was like to be loved. I don't know how much longer I may stay a member of this site. While it is wonderful to see so many beautiful women, it is also depressing as well. This site is beginning to turn into my former myspace experience. I joined this website so I could meet people, people with the same interests as me, however in the year and a half I have been here, I have met no one. Out of all the people in my friends list below, not one of them has ever contacted me personally. It all seems like a waste to me.
I'm down to about 2 irl friends that still keep in contact with me, everyone else has faded away. But thats ok I guess, this is the life I was dealt so I have to play it. I just can't go through anymore games with people anymore.
Yep, this turned into one of those blogs...