zero_the_hero

I have class from 9:00a.m.until 4:00p.m. today
Didnt sleep a wink last night
May not sleep a wink tonight
And I missed the Virgo sacrifice
:Sigh: I miss L.A.
Some people in central FL have joined SG lately, and many are near my own age

I am updating.
I got to see the Doctor, and, I am (hopefully), going to be better in a couple weeks.
I wish I werent so tired, so often though.
At least Ill probably drop a few more pounds before its all over

Did anyone read this?

I am shaking, and I am hurting and I am bent and almost broken.
Worst of all, I am getting quite lonely.
I am lost.

Of course, the storm is supposed to hit the day before I get to see my doctor.

I am developing as an artist though...
Yet I still have a very long way to go.

I'm twenty.
and it blows my mind...

Fuck..
Life is fine, depression is making it seem much worse than it really is.
It is getting harder to roll out of bed everyday.
And I am sepeated by thousands of miles from those that I want to see.
Fuck grammar and spelling at this point. I may transfer sooner than I expectected... but to what SoCal college?

I had had to run out of state to survive...
So I went to the Outer Banks, NC

I have returned.
I made it back to school safely, and, now have internet again
This is the first time I have been online since I posted that last journal entry
The guy assigned to share the apartment with me decided (on a whim) that since his parents are paying for it, not him, that sharing the cable modem over a network (thus splitting the...
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In Katy TX, near Houston...
Full details later...
Leaving soon...

I didnt have time to get pierced.
Leaving soon, must unplug computer
Update tomorrow, if I can
Now going lost

Nothing good happened today. Nothing.
And I am still in San Dimas.
I may get pierced tomorrow.

Voltaire kicked my ass last night.*
I already miss L.A, and I still have one day left
:Sigh:

* on the pool table.

Tonight will be a good night. I am giving it no choice. Fuck destiny and free will. Tonight, it will be Zero will, Zero destiny.
Edit to add:
I will return later, probably as a sad and broken man...