yellowdays

so ive moved to chilliwack. ive been here a month. i cant find a job, other than delivering pizza(which although barely keeps gas in my car and a bit of groceries in my fridge, i find very calming and i enjoy much more than i thought i would) so i just applied for EI.
i have a tattoo artist working on a piece for me,...
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i should start working out again. im cutting dairy out again. it makes me feel gross.
im thinking about getting a third job. that would make life interesting.
ive been thinking about incorperating my poetry onto my canvas for my sculpture paintings.
ive been thinking a lot lately.

i am having a bad day. my son has bronchitis so i stayed home from my second job today. he is feeling much better now that he had a dy where i made him sit still (really hard to do with a 4 yr old btw) we watched movies all day. it was fun. i slept a lot. and yet i am still VERY tired....
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so i can officially drive my own car. damn stick shift was tricky.
it dawned on me today while driving around, that i have a car. its was cool when i bought it, but ive been realy down about how i couldnt drive it. it made me feel kinda useless. just like a little helpless kid. i feel very empowered today. i feel like i...
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back from beautiful british columbia to very cold snow filled newly dubed by my roomate "Alberia" le sigh. good buy flip flops and skits, hello wither boots yet again. puke in my mouth. 4 more months and will reside there. with my big sister and her lovely family. we got matching tattoos last week that read 'sestra' and 'soeur' wich is sister in bosnian and...
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should i stay, or should i go now. if i stay there will be trouble, if i go there will be double

life is interesting.

i am enjoying my new house so much. it is so interesting to live with 3 teenagers who are more responsible than my baby sister. the one that smokes ciggs smokes them outside and never smokes weed while loki is awake. he hasnt set up his xbox cuz he knows that most of the games are unsuitable for loki so he said he would rather...
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so i moved 2 weeks ago inot a friends house. we have been friends like 6 yrs.
when i first met him he was working at a gas station in town and i was a night owl for various reasons. he worked grave yard shift and i thought he was super cute so i would go in at 2am for an excuse to see him....
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tomorrow i move.
i am happy.

13 days

can't it just be april yet?!

so i saw a kid from town preform last night. Little T, The Littlest Biggest Deal in the wonk, he lived here for a bit while he was in high school and is real good friends with my son's godfather. it was a real good night. i was DD and my mom was out for her staff party too, so i drove everyone to the...
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