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dumped...I've been dumped.

(Honestly it's supposed to have been mutual because we don't get along or whatever, but I totally wasn't ready for it yet.)

First time being truly single since before freshman year in high school.

I hate everyone, really.

If there is an invisible force instilling this kind of hope in people that there's someone that fits them like a precisely cut puzzle...
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johnnyu:

Im sorry to hear about this.... and just after i stumbled across u... read ur blog.... and found u fascinating....

But forget about that, let's try to deal with the now.....
Take a deep breath.... maybe 20- 30....
Here's a back rub to relax u....


And some '60s counterculture stuff to distract u.... Peace!

In the 1960's, young people questioned America's materialism and cultural and political norms, much as they've always done. Seeking a better world, some used music, politics, and alternative lifestyles to create what came to be known as the counterculture. Americans in that era faced many controversial issues-from civil rights, the Vietnam War, nuclear arms, and the environment to drug use, sexual freedom, and nonconformity.
The counterculture lifestyle integrated many of the ideals and indulgences of the time: peace, love, harmony, music, mysticism, and religions outside the Judeo-Christian tradition. Meditation, yoga, and psychedelic drugs were embraced as routes to expanding one's consciousness.

The movement, greeted with enormous publicity and popular interest, contributed to changes in American culture. A willingness to challenge authority, greater social tolerance, the sense that politics is personal, environmental awareness, and changes in attitudes about gender roles, marriage, and child rearing are legacies of the era.

Some children of the sixties counterculture dropped out and left the cities for the countryside to experiment with utopian lifestyles. Away from urban problems and suburban sameness, they built new lives structured around shared political goals, organic farming, community service, and the longing to live simply with one's peers.As part of a spiritual reawakening, some members of the counterculture rejected drug use in favor of mind and spiritual expansion through yoga, meditation, and chanting.

The Woodstock Music and Art Fair made history. It was, depending on one's point of view, four days of generosity, peace, great music, liberation, and expanding consciousness, or four days of self-indulgence, noise, promiscuity, and illegal drug use.

Woodstock enabled thousands of middle-class young people to experience the communal spirit. For the first time, these young people felt empowered by their numbers. Politicians and manufacturers in the music and clothing industries took note of the potential of a growing youth market.A

Americans were moved by the Vietnam War, racial injustice, fear of nuclear annihilation, and the rampant materialism of capitalist society. Many were inspired by leaders such as John F. Kennedy and Martin Luther King Jr. Small groups staged sit-ins at schools, local lunch counters, and other public facilities. Masses gathered in the nation's cities to protest what they saw as America's shortcomings.
Many members of the counterculture saw their own lives as ways to express political and social beliefs. Personal appearance, song lyrics, and the arts were some of the methods used to make both individual and communal statements. Though the specifics of the debates were new, arguments for personal freedom, free speech, and political reform go back to the foundations of American society

Article by Lisa Law

"We are here to make a better world.

No amount of rationalization or blaming can preempt the moment of choice each of us brings to our situation here on this planet. The lesson of the 60's is that people who cared enough to do right could change history.


ps Don't get too down.... ur pixs and ur profile show u have a world of potential.... he musta been an asshole to leave u
meow:
Thanks for the comment on my multi with Bunni in member review! kiss

miao!!
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Okay, so I think I've got a one year plan of sorts.

THE 2009 MAGIC MISSILES PLAN (IE IT CAN'T MISS, AT LEAST IN V3.0):
I'm going to pay off my credit card (I kind of lived off of it in college when I was only making $200 every two weeks). That'll take a couple of months and then it's on. I'm looking to get...
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k2photostudio:
I've seen that SG and the boyfriend dynamic a quite a bit. Good luck with the new life plan!
ellette:
Thanks!
kiss
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Goddamitt! I don't know how my blog got a little bit erased after I just wrote a ton~! Geez!
In short: Hooray for knowing the bartender and getting free shots of Jager and bumming a cig for the ride home.
I think the guy in the first pop punk band I saw tonight, Horrible, Horrible Creatures works in the Starbucks in my shopping center and...
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Mmmm...Ramens and grilled cheese. lol
It's my day off and I'm heading up to High Rollers in West Chester to get my chestpiece finished up with the color and all.

After this tattoo, I can focus on paying off my stupid credit card and saving up for an apartment in January. Fun-ness because I don't know how much longer I can keep hiding my new...
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otoki:
I tried the halfling thing when I was a rogue, but now that I'm playing a human I'm kind of kicking myself in the ass because humans get extra skill points, and rogues pretty much depend on their skills. Bah!

However, I could see how being a halfling magic-user could be useful, since your small size adds to your AC, thus partially alleviating the problem of not being allowed to wear armor.
hockey1:
happy birthday
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So, I figured I'd just suck it up and get an account instead of waiting to possibly have a member review set go live. lol So I'm here to make the pink background lol. I applied a couple of years ago, but let it go because of the intellectual property clause in the contract, but since the contract's been amended, it's on like Donkey Kong...
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schiavona:
Welcome to SG! Great ideas all. smile
garrettf:
Also, 1.