yes i can do happy ones too ppl lol
I'm here without you, Baby
Painting memories of silvered tongues,
slipping beyond beautiful,
touching upon things I never knew existed.
She never walked,
she floated,
As motorized steps carried.
My Eden!
God forgive me for tainting perfection,
by comparing desires to possession.
Even if reasons,
were to merely ease the pain of rejection.
One day when...
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I'm here without you, Baby
Painting memories of silvered tongues,
slipping beyond beautiful,
touching upon things I never knew existed.
She never walked,
she floated,
As motorized steps carried.
My Eden!
God forgive me for tainting perfection,
by comparing desires to possession.
Even if reasons,
were to merely ease the pain of rejection.
One day when...
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So I'm at work right now .. I logged in to say hello to the 4 people who actually read this ... lol
OK so I wish what I was about to say was done in the line of fire .. where courage and honor superseded the instinct to crawl in a hole and cover your head .. I wish I could stand here .....
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OK so I wish what I was about to say was done in the line of fire .. where courage and honor superseded the instinct to crawl in a hole and cover your head .. I wish I could stand here .....
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katerina:
no...no resume yet =(
thats definitly something i gotta get around to doing.
im just worried bc most of my past jobs are like....waitressing jobs =(
not very much skill involved there...
thats definitly something i gotta get around to doing.
im just worried bc most of my past jobs are like....waitressing jobs =(
not very much skill involved there...
jaclyn11:
hahah That's great. I keep my slding door blinds open usually. Anyone from the road can see me, if they have the eye-sight of a hawk. It's all good.
Well ppl ... I'm at work from 2pm till 6am .. My 16 hour day so leave me some love
Or not lol
Be safe
Or not lol
Be safe
rowanmayfair:
Be careful out there! I couldnt resist
Inside the Humbling difference
between the white passions of me
Sears a lonely fruitless romance
Wrought with change
Feeling the emptiness of singular existence
Within the openness of hollow hearts
Simple adjusted existence
Is all that explains the ire
For within the golden eternal ring
Lies broken time
And we realize
The only thing eternal
Is time
Sometimes we leave the light off
Because we...
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between the white passions of me
Sears a lonely fruitless romance
Wrought with change
Feeling the emptiness of singular existence
Within the openness of hollow hearts
Simple adjusted existence
Is all that explains the ire
For within the golden eternal ring
Lies broken time
And we realize
The only thing eternal
Is time
Sometimes we leave the light off
Because we...
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ausume:
Haha, I wont hit yah, that actually gave me the best laugh I had today.
ausume:
"ignorance is bliss, exept when we realize we're ignorant"
I agree
I agree
x143x:
The reason I wanna be in Canada
Some of my fav quotes ... some may be a quote from a journal entry i did some are just ones that I love
one day someone will come along and give you a million reasons why it never worked out with anyone else
sometimes when were in the middle of something we cant see it as a whole .. from the outside .. sometimes...
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one day someone will come along and give you a million reasons why it never worked out with anyone else
sometimes when were in the middle of something we cant see it as a whole .. from the outside .. sometimes...
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rowanmayfair:
"No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close." CHUCK PALAHNIUK
ausume:
i never really have to drive to masturbate...
Who can make a rainbow
Sprinkle it with smiles
And present this seemingly superficial life
In a clear and present emotional completeness
Beyond everything that I have ever known or believed
When does the silly satisfaction of reality
Finally reach even half the glory
As my fucked up ray of hope
I like to call
My Dreams
When like cancer it eats away at the...
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Sprinkle it with smiles
And present this seemingly superficial life
In a clear and present emotional completeness
Beyond everything that I have ever known or believed
When does the silly satisfaction of reality
Finally reach even half the glory
As my fucked up ray of hope
I like to call
My Dreams
When like cancer it eats away at the...
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I've always believed in my heart that some day I'd find that soul mate ... The person to complete my life .. Not complete me as a person but my life in general .. Sometimes I doubt it now ... Sometimes I'm more sure than ever ... Sometimes life's emotions seem to have me on this roller coaster .. No wait .. A bungie cord...
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iggy:
oh. my. god. I just saw the photo album you have of your dogs.
(I'm a dog person myself.....except when my aunts shar pei is bugging me to play with him at 12.30 am...like right now....)






(I'm a dog person myself.....except when my aunts shar pei is bugging me to play with him at 12.30 am...like right now....)
unsub:
You should never settle...I say eat steak. We all wait for that one person who will awe us, excite us, love us, stand behind us, pick usup when we fall and be our biggest cheerleader. I believe it when that person comes along it will take me 50 years to catch my breath again and I cant wait. Don't give up...The journey and the search makes the prize all the sweeter.

Wicked chastised feelings ... Locked in my pit of despair ... Haunting my every thought and emotion ... Shame on me for allowing the can nots to effect my cans ... Shame on me for allowing myself to sit idle at loves call ... Letting emotion and wicked selfishness rot in the hollows on my soul
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ... I scream at the wicked anticipation of...
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ... I scream at the wicked anticipation of...
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doxie:
The dogs had demodectic mange and looked much worse than the most recent photo. The previous owner had claimed to be treating their skin with utter butter with no success.... I prefer good ol' medicated dips and antibiotics
Utter butter won't do much against demodex mites.

rowanmayfair:
So does this journal entry mean we're not hanging out tonight?

something up beat .. I dont want to make ppl sad first thing in the AM lol
I wanna rock with you,
as dripping desires fuel ache beyond restraint.
Lay down my love and trust me with your essence.
So long I have yearned,
to taste your passion,
and offer my love,
within you.
Spreading your core with desire as it drips from my tongue....
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I wanna rock with you,
as dripping desires fuel ache beyond restraint.
Lay down my love and trust me with your essence.
So long I have yearned,
to taste your passion,
and offer my love,
within you.
Spreading your core with desire as it drips from my tongue....
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rowanmayfair:
WOW! I'm still sad though cause I want someone to write something like that for me *sigh*
fredericka:
Of course you can=)
and, nice work, my dear
and, nice work, my dear

As he licked the dirt from his paw he caught a whiff of that old familiar scent .. He knew she was about .. He knew .. soon she would walk by frantically he stood .. trying to look over his coat to make sure every stand of fur was in place he turned to pick up his bone and that's when he saw her...
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rowanmayfair:
You totally bummed me out 1st thing in the morning
Other than that it was a great story, It really held my attention, & I liked the twist at the end. Btw, love your new pic & your puppies are too cute. xoxo

x143x:
its not posta be totally sad cause at the end he got what he always dreamed .. total acceptance .. and the love of the "woman" he adored
However, ahem. Thank you for stopping by my little corner and spreading your n00b love. That was awesome. I'm glad you dug the entry because I'm hoping there will be plenty more to come.
In fact, work was nice and irritating, so I'm sure I'll have something cooked in the next few days. MMMMMM.
Catch you later, babe! =]
-A