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Well in Butterfly's post she asked what everyones worst fear is, I didnt have a reply for that because, although I am not fearless it just never really occurred to me. One of the many things I choose not to care about or acknowledge until I am actually faced with it. That way there is less worrying about it and when it comes about it...
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Well I'm glad I got that out of my system. I didnt realize how pissed off I was until I read that later in the day. At least I got the call and I know I will be working soon. Well today would be a great day to go to the beach so I think I will see what I can do about making that...
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COCK SMOKING MONKEY FUCKING SON OF A MOTHERLESS GOAT!!!!! This FUCKING SUX, well i just got the call about the job. At the earliest next tuesday but sounds more like a week after that shitty shitty shitty AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! and then on top of that i was having a dope ass dream that i cant even remember anymore. All i want to do is start working,...
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AAARRRGGHHHH!!!!! I hate this contract work BULLSHIT!!!, I should be in San Fran working getting paid But NOOOO im still in So. Cal. waiting on my lazy ass Boss to call and let me know where the hell I'm supposed to be staying

well there was a slight set back on going to san fran. I was supposed to leave today but i found out the guy im working for is still in florida. I want to head up there like now but i have now where to stay until he calls and lets me know where they are setting up a place to stay. GRRRRRR. But other...
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AHHHH YES!!! Its 915 and I'm jsut getting back form my three day adventure with the National Guard. It was a fun one but lacked beer friday and saturday night, only because we were out in the field and someone forgot the cooler. But tonight was a good night, We finished at about 5 and went to Blondies, the local bar. We occupy this bar...
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This here journal entry is inspired by many alike.

A bunch of $h1T you may not know about me

Swam varsity four years and was captain of the team jr&sr year

joined the military right after high school, went to south carolina, georgia, texas and kuwait

was in kuwait 9/11/01

was part of the Engagment Control Systems crew that shot down an incoming missile

Have...
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HHHMMMM what to do, I'm bored out of my mind once again. Thats ok though cause this week will be over quickly and i will be in San Fran. hopfully Monday or Tuesday Until then I must keep from doing something stupid or crazy in my quest to no longer be bored

P.D. Its still me i just felt like changing my name. The things...
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went to santa monica with my sis and her friends and whatched a few pands play at 14 below. Its a cool ass place might have to go there more often

well last night was an interesting night. me and my friends went to a party that they were supposed to play at along with another friends band, but were unable to play because the drummer had to go somewhere. We went anyway to support the other band. when we got there we knew that a fight might go down because of an earlier fight a...
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Well I've come to the conclusion that I need to lose some weight. I would be happy with losing about 25-30 pounds which would put me at 175-180. The only problem is i hate running and I can always find something better to do than go work out. But today hopfully that will all change, I have a bunch of free passes to the local...
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WOW, I I just read some of Caradocs emails. All i can say is that I feel the same. When i was in kuwait during 9/11 it was kinda the same thing. The bunker runs and the threat of scud missles. It was all real, the feeling of being in that Patriot Battery on shift, watching a scud come in on the radar screen and...
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