Wednesday Apr 18, 2007

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Damn, I haven't logged on to SG since before I left for California. No cash = no money = no computer. So I just snuck on a friend's PC real quick and figured I would update.

So LA is pretty chill. I've already met a great group of guys to make films with and we have one in the works right now that I...
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hot_rod:

i guess i just missed you birthday, happy belated birthday

how are you holding up in cali?

montressor:

hey darling. give me a message if you are available. sorry i am a lazy bastard and did not contact you while you were in your and my former neck of the woods. if you come back hit me up. pm from this point.

Thursday Feb 01, 2007

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Okay, so I haven't updated in a long ass time.

I just got back yesterday from Merida, Mexico and fell in love. Minus the fact that they aren't exactly vegetarian friendly, I absolutely love it there. The architecture is gorgeous, the culture is unbelievable, and the crime rate is little to none (which for third world Mexico, is astonishing). And I must say...
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calina:

btw, you are gorgeous!

thriftx2horatio:

You've probably already done your homework on this, but if you have any questions about L.A., let me know (I'm from Georgia and live in L.A. now).

Sunday Dec 03, 2006

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I'm off to Cancun. To babysit on the beach. Pays to be a nanny for people who travel 24/7. wink
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kay:

Ha. smile

Next time I'm in Georgia, I will holler. Coffee or sushi sounds dandy right now.

How is your trip going? Are you well and amused?

~cheers

hot_rod:

thanks champ

Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

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So here I am in Lilburn, GA. Where one must pump his own gas to survive. You know, it's absoultely horrific to come down here and realize I have no clue what to do as far as pumping gas is concerned. I asked one of the attendants for assistance and he looked at me like I had five heads---"But I'm from Jerrsey...
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claudewildman:

Welcome to Atlanta where the playas play!.........Alright, I know Lilburn isnt exactly Atlanta but I never pass up an opportunity to use that lyric in my cheesy white boy style. But honestly, welcome to GA. It will take some getting used to but it's definately not impossible. If you're ever looking for someone new to hang out with I'm your man ;-)

p.s. - I'll pump your gas anytime! (Is that double entandre? I guess the world will never know)

vanessa:

Yup, the shoes are still available kiss

Thursday Sep 28, 2006

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Sorry I've been so inactive but after coming home from Atlanta I figured I loved it so much that I might as well move there. You know, it is a suprisingly very liberal city....And the people there actually smile at you when you walk down the streets, unlike the notoriously nasty New Jerseans and New Yorkers I am surrounded by. And while I...
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ferrara:

YAY! good for you smile Change can be so cleansing.
Glad to hear you are doing well.
take care kiss

montressor:

i am very happy that you are happy. atlanta is a cool town and i hope to come and cruise you around to all the spots. getting away from certain dramas and the people who cause them is key to allowing yourself to have a fulfilling life without the worries and struggles that are completely unnecessary that these said people bring with them.

i hope the move goes well and i hope to see you soon

atlanta is a hopping town and unless you are considering school we could party til the end of time.

life can be wonderful if one has the knowledge, resources, and ability to control the outcomes of days and weeks, not to mention years. soon the tides and winds will listen only to you if you know how to control them; in which case everything can be manipulated to your liking and you will never have to worry about life, but just any (if any) demons that may reside inside ones' psyche.

as it should be i am wasted again, but i wish i made some sense; regardless i am elated that you are coming down south.

Saturday Sep 09, 2006

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...Leaving tomorrow. For Atlanta. For much needed vacation.
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lucabrasi:

Hope your having fun... you look like Uma thurmansmile

montressor:

you are just about three hours away from where i am staying right now. too bad i cannot get in touch. would like to meet you, you know. but i did not have warning and no way for contact. we could have hit several towns instead of the cliched just 'the town'. well i hope to speak to you when you get back. salut my dear. hope everything is well on all fronts.

Saturday Aug 12, 2006

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A lot of things are in the process of happening. First and moremost, one of my good, good friends was just diagnosed with lung cancer....At 22, mind you. From smoking. I hate to sound like a PSA, but I'm so glad I've quit and hope that everyone else can do the same. He had his first treatment for it on Monday, and...
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akalucifer:

Thank you so much! I am having a wonderful day, and I definitely feel older than 20... but younger than 40!

xo

19travesty82:

Hey whats up? thanks for the comment. but to be honest, i don't have a cold anymore, lol.

Tuesday Jul 25, 2006

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Ah, I'm cleaning out my closet....of people. And bullshit. And drama. Yay.

I don't have the attention span to write anything even minutely prolific or semi-substantial but life is just going, going, going and I'm going along with it. Maybe it'll take me outta my bad energy infested household and hopefully outta Jersey? (Burning sage doesn't work for whatever...
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minnjohn:

Hopefully the funk isn't permanent. Hot women who sleep naked shouldn't have too much trouble finding places to sleep. Especially if you aren't freaked with pervs watching you sleep. : )

lboogie:

hey girl tarzana is like 15 mins from where i am right now we should def. hang when u get here i can show u around biggrin

Monday Jun 19, 2006

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I want to prove how strong I am. How I can subsist on my own will and shrink my world to the barest, minimal capacity. I want to cancel out the excess--no drama, no drugs, no depression, no more bullshit. Right now my senses are still dulled, but I know there's a way out of the madness if I want it. Which I do...
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darlinginvalid:

i find it easy to be lazy about any and everything in the heat. Popcicle sticks will cure! For sure. whatever

montressor:

i know you did not mention friends in the context of drama and perhaps *maybe* their impact on your laziness, but a way i find to break through such things are to do things by yourself. if a perfect, i mean this in a very loose sense, fantasy escapes you then spending time with you is an easy way for self-analysis and discovery of what one wants most. you mentioned madness and a need to escape from it but *if* moderation, virtue, can be applied then this state of mind can actually reveal what you most want through flights of fancy. drop all of the accusations of yourself and of others (remember only your opinion really matters and as you said beauty and from what i intuitively know, your intelligence as well, should provide a great basis for a lifting of spirits; i know this sounds like [i slipped typing that last word saying Life instead of Like] (i know useless information) major self-indulgence but it works.

and if the madness is especially bad then someone to talk to would be the best elixir, a down-to-earth non-dramatic close friend or if this is serious a professional might be the best choice if you are inclined even though a mention of drugs was stated in a negative light but whether legal or illegal i shall apply to this to both since i do not know.

i understand about being thwarted in endeavors happens all the time, and is a severe blow to perfectionists, but sometimes things are out of our control no matter how much force we might exert trying to influence the outcomes. tactically choose your battles and then throw everything you have at winning (and i know winning is not the best word but if you figure the best path not only for you but who or what you are dealing with then not only will you feel better about everything but treating one's enemy well will breed goodwill which will long-term make the victory doubly rewarding. philosophy works for me through insight, knowledge, plain enjoyment, and ways of conquering demons both internal and external.

sorry for the length, i hope this helped, hope you are doing better, and sorry for not contacting earlier, i was off destroying obstacles of my own and it is hard

best of luck

Monday Jun 12, 2006

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Okay, so I've been MIA for months but I'm back and a little confuzzled by the new layout. I've missed everyone on here but I kinda fell into a downward spiral not to mention was w/out the luxury of a computer. So yay!! I'm newly single, working on a lot of my issues, and getting my shit together once and...
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rigadoon:

Yay!!! You're back ♥

I've been alright- cut all my hair off. Haha, people thought I was crazy, but I love it. Ever in the city?

posthummusly:

biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

Tuesday Mar 28, 2006

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induldge a girl?
tell me something i do not know
or ask me something ridiculous
come on, it'll be a grand ol' time
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throb:

Well...let me think about that one. I'll have to get back to you.

schmidt:

how does a sorority fuck work?

Tuesday Mar 14, 2006

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I want to...

Be a slave to substance or the 12-step-program or God or either two out of the three. Be studious and hard-working or not give a flying fuck about my GPA. Be the center or attention or just fade into the workwork. Say "fuck you" to everyone who has dicked me over or not say "fuck you" because the phrase has lost it...
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piski:

Thank you!

Who's to say you can't embody it all, or move between opposites in phases? I guess it does feel like moving between entirely separate personalities. Anyway... I don't really have any words of wisdom, other than saying that I'm in that place a lot too, and I think that you worded it very eloquently.

limegreen:

Im not too sure what Im going to be shooting yet. I am mostly into non fiction or music video. commercial parodys are also up my ally. What is your short about?