the 4th. Last year I was tripping balls. Think I'll pass this year. I got some companions today. I got some rats I think I'm going to name them Castor and Pollux because they look like twins. Cute little buggers. I'm all alone here at home with a can of Skoal and coffee. Nicotine and caffeine, all the food groups represented. All the program stuff...
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Sober today. Day like 25. Glad my buddy Chris is here to keep me on the reservation. Haven't had a cigarette in like ten days. I ate two cans of spinach last night and had fruit for breakfast. I suppose this is what normal people do but its all new to me. I would truely love to say fuck it and go get wasted, and...
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unskeptic:
Corned beef hash: 5 for $5. Meats back on the menu!
Lazy sunday. One of my my roommates moved out today. He has a girlfriend and he's moving in with her. I'm really happy for him she's really cool and he's a great guy. So anyway I'm going to be having a friend from the program stay here for three weeks while he gets his life in order. He's kicking in three hundred of which I...
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suzy_kabloozy:
Money is tight for me right now, too. No roommates though. No way. I hope this all works for you. They keep promising that fear of financial insecurity will leave me. And emotional insecurity. I sure hope so. How are you doing? You hanging in there okay?
unskeptic:
Hey, thanks for responding. I'm sticking close to the program, eating chocolate for the cravings, and calling everyone in the program I can get a hold of. I haven't been sober this long in three years. I'm really not financially insecure I just have been trying to spread the love, and pay all my bills at once. The result is rice for dinner for the next three weeks. The rice is actually not that bad I made a rice vidaloo with some curry paste. I think that eggs from costoco are in my future. I don't have to work so I can't complain. although I am used to new york strip almost every night but then again I don't have kids or even a pet (yet, I may get some rats next month). I really don't feel emotionally insecure, YET. I'm waiting. Cute kid by the way. I got dumped a well over a year and a half ago which fueled my partying and self pity for quite sometime. I was such a wreck. We were living in the same house for ahile after we broke up while she got ready to move to NYC (leaving me for her Boss, the owner of the phone sex company she worked for) and she started to act like I was going to hurt her physically. I was on a plane the next morning to Hawaii where I now live. Hawaii is great for the broken hearted, and I love the program here so net win. The only downside was when I went back to get my stuff she'd sold it all. 
My roommates are very supportive and glad to see me not drinking and even let my friend form the program come to stay this month aginst the desire to let the house air out. Its been a zoo here with the roommate with the girlfriend being here all the time. As you might imagine the partying here is out of control with some of the best ganga in the world. Luckily I'm was never in to the really shitty drugs like ice, what the locals call meth, and I never got jammed up legally. I just woke up after passing out on this woman I'd somehow picked up with that pitiful incomprehensible demoralization you hear about in the big book. I'm hanging in there but its harded this time. Thanks for caring
My roommates are very supportive and glad to see me not drinking and even let my friend form the program come to stay this month aginst the desire to let the house air out. Its been a zoo here with the roommate with the girlfriend being here all the time. As you might imagine the partying here is out of control with some of the best ganga in the world. Luckily I'm was never in to the really shitty drugs like ice, what the locals call meth, and I never got jammed up legally. I just woke up after passing out on this woman I'd somehow picked up with that pitiful incomprehensible demoralization you hear about in the big book. I'm hanging in there but its harded this time. Thanks for caring
we need a graphic novel group.
I'mmmm baaaack!!! Missed you guys! So far this summer I have mangaed to quit drinking and smoking. It wasn't easy. Smoking in particular was a bitch until I found this non toxic tobacco snuff called snus. You get it from Sweden at dipsmart.com or the northerner.com. The portionssnus is in little packets so no mess. The best part apart from the nicotine is that it...
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I'm being stalked (T). Will be opening a new account later. laters.......
My roommate is psychotic, and I know psychotic...He bought rat poison to kill the neighborhood cats. I had to throw a fit and threaten him with the humane society to get him to back off. Totally nutz. I need this like a hole in the head. Seriously this is fucking whack. Being den mother here is over rated. I'm planning my escape already.....
fatality:
My neighbor poisoned my poor kitty, and he died!
......again with the bored.
Okay so I actually go out tonite which I never do. I do the bar scene. Guiness x 8 and there is this fine local woman all over me. Kewl right?!?! Wrong! abusive ex shows up. She bolts drunk and all. I call because I'm a gentleman and clueless. I had no idea why she bolted. I mean who puts up with the shit she's...
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OMG bored. Maui is beautiful but there is a serious lack of things to do. I need a vacation.
congrats on the 28 days too!