tragic_kat

Hey doll. Too much rest? Does that have something to do with hating your job? The more I fucking sleep the less motivated I feel, the less motivated I feel the more I despise, simply, moving. I always thought it would be cool as hell to be a bartender. I dig being social but I suppose it would be different if I were forced into it as a form of occupation. So what kind of Religious studies are you into? I'd like to hear about, sounds interesting. Its Sunday, the Nascar race just went off and I have no desire to go anywhere tonight. I had off from work Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I go back tomorrow and then I have off Tuesday and Wednesday. Tuesday is a Metal show so that should be fucking cool. I hope all is well, and remember, a smiling Bartender gets the most tips...........L8er doll...........Aj

Psssshhhhhhhhh. Why stop drinking babe? I am obsessed with doing the right thing, with helping people and accomplishing everything I feel I need to accomplish. Maybe you should stop drinking and do homework but to what end? Take the hangover as a reasonable consequence for enjoying your life. There are fuckers I know that have never known the thrill of screwing around or screwing up. Enjoy the moment you are in right now babe. This moment in time that you are reading this is a small one but it is one that will fade from memory as being extremly trivial, but this is a moment in time that you or I will ever expierience again. There are alot of things in life worth taking for granted, time is not one of them........L8er...........Aj

No mistakes Kat, only choices, only choices. Mistakes can make a person feel like they have don't the wrong things, like they did, said or promoted something stupid. I don't believe in mistakes just choices that might not have been aligned with paths we were meant to follow, but didn't..........L8er.......Aj

Get some caffein, girl! I can't even function without caffein.

Nothing wrong with being consistent babe. How is a person to find thier classes when they offer no means of motivation. Fuck it, thrill in the hunt of searching for the lost class.
No book even? sounds like a great start, lol, it makes me laugh. I need to go to the book store. No shit, i've read everything in this apartment about 20 times. I'll probably get some time to make it out this weekend. I haven't had coffee in days, its been too hot and humid for me to drink coffee, I've been sweating enough. Anyway, take care Kat..........L8er............Aj

Hey Kat work is done so I'm able to comment Freely. I have a wicked escapists attitude. Music is key but books do it for me as well, once again, its the light upon a diffrent persepctive or outlook. The ability to FEEL music though is the best isn't it? So many fuckers say that they are big into music but you know what, if it doesn't make you move, infect the soul and manifest physically then I wonder how much they actually feel. To me there is really no such thing as a good dancer, just a good conduit.
And let me tell you, creating music is frustrating because it is created from the mind and the mind is as far from the soul as dealings of the heart are from logic. The best music in history are written by fuckers that are so far out of thier minds on drugs that all they are creating upon is feeling, instinct and vibration.
I really hope all goes well with your brother doll. And yeah, I completely fucking understand. Most have a greater appreciation for anything that they are close to losing or believe they are going to lose. Anyway I really think I've made this entry way too long so I hope I haven't bored you to fucking tears. It was all me and my opinions largely. Take care..............L8er.........Aj

Thats awwesome that you like the Stereophonics, Jim Croce, Clapton and the black crowes you got great taste in music

I'm truly sorry to hear about your brother. Spinal injuries are hard for everyone to deal with. I hope that his recovery goes well, but as you said, it could take a while. Sometimes, the body can have miraculous ways of healing itself. That must have been one hell of a fall. How in the world did he go through a window? Anyway, stay strong. Thing are not hopeless. You and the family will get through this.

Yeah, what he said. That's one of my worst fears, that I'll break my neck doing something I should have known better than to try and never being able to run again.

I don't think I'd survive the weather you're describing. We get that kind of weather in Pittsburgh, but later in the summer, and it usually doesn't last that long. It sounds like you know just how to handle it.

I noticed one of your favorite movies is The Life Aquatic. I just watched it for the first time a couple of nights ago. While I love Wes Anderson, it wasn't one of his better movies, but it was still pretty funny. Maybe I need to watch it a couple of more times. The Royal Tenenbaums is still the best.

I'm sorry. When I was posting the original comment, it accidentally double posted.

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