throughnthrough

This isn't for me but for a good man...

Spark

I always resented all the years, the hours, the
minutes I gave them as a working stiff, it
actually hurt my head, my insides, it made me
dizzy and a bit crazy-I couldnt understand the
murdering of my years
yet my fellow workers gave no signs of
agony, many of them even seemed satisfied, and...
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_luvthis_:

Miss you.... I hope you're well

Sep 20, 2012

cartman197:

Nooooooooo!!!!!!!!

Nov 15, 2012

i would give up anything and everything to turn back the clock 3 months...

i am done fucking up... my life is my own and i am dying in this bed that i have made for myself...

what to do other than throw that bed out the fucking window and prove to myself and the ones i love that i can be a better person....
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takoon51:

Do you love

Always got faith in you

Aug 13, 2012

pappa69:

You can do it cos I have faith in you my freind

Aug 13, 2012

Well...I got a job- part time, nights and weekends as an associate...pending a background check which will come back fine...

back in retail...not management for now but i'll probably move up when the other assistant relocates... anyway- right now, it will be sad to be away from my son but good to make money of my own again...i want a tattoo, so i think i'll...
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brightredscream:

Congrats

Aug 8, 2012

skullgrid:

yes, congrats

hope it works out well

Aug 8, 2012

What's a girl to do? My body is in so much pain- I've just been so stressed out and I literally feel like a twig about to snap. I need a massage, or a lobotomy...can't tell which...

Either way- I have so much to do and think about but I just want to stay in bed. My son is the only thing that gets me...
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brightredscream:

I know that feeling that you're talking about so well...it sucks

Aug 6, 2012

chefdaddy:

I always like to start turning my shit times around with a first bold step. Nothing huge sometimes it is just saying "OK I am going to get off my ass now" and sometimes that leads to other more productive things, sometimes it leads o sitting back down but change follows doing. Obviously I do not know your specific situation but your sentiments ring in my ears like echoes of my dark times past. Keep your head up.

Aug 6, 2012