throughnthrough

well...i did get drunk last night...at least i stopped before i got plastered (good sign ) and i will be putting in a four week (tentative) notice at my job at the end of this week...the hubby might have an idea about the job upstate by Thursday, so fingers crossed...it IS only two hours away so, the Wubba and I will make midweek and weekend...
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can someone seriously just punch me in the face?! life just couldn't get any worse...i'm quitting my job as soon as possible- my sanity AND physical health is dictating it at this point...the hubby might have to take a job 2 hours away that is 7 days a week, 12 hour days...he wouldn't see me or my son...it would be A LOT of money but...i...
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jimcurt99...officially the most amazing person ever. I have never felt so beautiful...go check out his blog!!! I'm in it!!! *teehee*

Well, 'tis a new day! A brighter one, at least.

Work on my website is somewhat delayed/ not going to plan...i honestly just haven't had time to build on inventory. SO! I think I shall start with the poetry...as I did last night, and will continue to write. I feel like I've had writer's block for the past 6 years of my life.

Good news:...
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sleep time..i hope... a few words...a few of my own tonight...

"You fall away-
as a child to
dreams.
late October streams
from your
elegance.
phantom branch,
a limb: thumb
of a lover's
heart."

"A swollen sun
Falls victim
To the molten azure
Of twilight
Red wine stains
Your lips-
I havent tasted it in months.
Such longing-
I bleed as
Your mouth
Cries rust...
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dreary day outside...perfect to start working on my website...wish me luck!!!

alright- to put inquiring minds at ease, I am starting my website to include dream-catchers, tumble stones, custom jewelry, stationary, paintings and other custom oddities, tattoo flash (if i can convince my husband to participate), and YES! there will be prints of both myself and other things if possible...also, I will be posting poetry, both my own and of others, and there will be updates...
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Feeling a bit better... gatorade, lots of food etc...but, i AM going to take the three days off that they ordered...more to save my sanity than anything. And in actuality, it is a matter of principle.

I am done breaking company policy AND the law for the assholes in management at the place. The amount of things I have done, which are common practice in...
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after almost passing out while driving to work today, i spent the day in the ER with an IV in my arm....dehydration turns you into a fucking paper bag...i told them that i've dropped a lot of weight lately...so you know what they gave me to eat?! Two slices of roast beef on wheat bread, 2 graham cracker squares, a MINI ginger ale and *wait...
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Alright....is it fair to bribe people with a blog? *muahahahaaaaaa* I'm at 88%, which is awesome (compared to last one anywho) Today, I am headed to Jersey to finalize the location on my next set....and it would be awesome, phenomenal, and much appreciated if you would send some more love/comments and perhaps even let your friends know? It's a tall order and I'm mostly joking...I...
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Hmm well..88% is much better-you guys are eternally the greatest people EVER! i have work tonight and have to have to store effin' SPARKLING by tomorrow because the DM is coming in... I'm going to be running around like a chicken with its head cut off...

but la vie...more later...interesting story to tell stay tuned and send me some more loving if you get the...
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