Today can be the first day of the rest of your life if you let it be. Whatever is troubling you, be it bills, love, your own persoanal demons, work or any other thing that may be controlling your life and coming between you and happiness can all be either solved or just "letting go".
In recent weeks, I've quit my job, lost my health,...
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When you've hit rock bottom you have no where to go but up. 
I saw saw II this weekend and found it immenstly entertatining. The plot really took off in the second hour.
I didn't get the job at target. I won't let this effect me I'll keep trying to stay ahead by not turning back.
I miss muse25
have a good night all hope...
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I saw saw II this weekend and found it immenstly entertatining. The plot really took off in the second hour.
I didn't get the job at target. I won't let this effect me I'll keep trying to stay ahead by not turning back.
I miss muse25
have a good night all hope...
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shmidol:
Sorry you didn't get the job at Target...maybe something else will pan out. 
shmidol:
yeah, I should be able to get on here more now.
what have I done 
My father hit me in the face namely the jaw for what I'm going to tell you all. The following contains sexual content that may not be sutialble for younger readers discreation is advised.
The past 72 hours (or thereabout)
Well I went to check out the new club that my friend is working at Sunday so I go there and...
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My father hit me in the face namely the jaw for what I'm going to tell you all. The following contains sexual content that may not be sutialble for younger readers discreation is advised.
The past 72 hours (or thereabout)
Well I went to check out the new club that my friend is working at Sunday so I go there and...
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cap:
In reply to your.....er....reply
About the throwing money away thing. Yeah dude that's basicly right.
80% of strippers(the bad apples) have a habit of looking at people as targets, Johns, whatever. Objects less than human, possessing weaknesses that can be exploited for profit. I smile a certain way and pretend to be their friends and I'll make a lot. It's not entirely their fault. Cuz unfortunatly they are proven right almost everyday. Men show up acting pathetic or overcompensating and being assholes. A girl stands there and she is literaly naked to a harsh reality.
For the record I go cuz I like drinking and having a really "attractive" environment while watching a game.
I know this because I dated a stripper while I dealed drugs and we found our job requirements quite similar. A bad part of my life.
Now you and I know that there are certain sweet girls that are not a member of this group. They are cool chicks. Some do it cuz they are just really sexual ppl. Some cuz it's fun. Good for them, I actually respect that a lot. But personally I have this thing where if I see a girl I know naked and it's not meant for me in a special way, it kinda just puts a negative on the image. "Everyones seen them so why should I care?"
So I avoid places where I know the girls. It's costing me more on gas cuz I cant visit Providence clubs anymore. But I'm keeping friendships safe
My advice: go to strip clubs when u are bored and wanna be in a no names kinda environment. Just primal fun. No thinking.
Do it or you'll never have the mentality for Vegas or Spring Break. Those places can tear you apart if you go in acting all mushy.
VEGAS > ALL
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About the throwing money away thing. Yeah dude that's basicly right.
80% of strippers(the bad apples) have a habit of looking at people as targets, Johns, whatever. Objects less than human, possessing weaknesses that can be exploited for profit. I smile a certain way and pretend to be their friends and I'll make a lot. It's not entirely their fault. Cuz unfortunatly they are proven right almost everyday. Men show up acting pathetic or overcompensating and being assholes. A girl stands there and she is literaly naked to a harsh reality.
For the record I go cuz I like drinking and having a really "attractive" environment while watching a game.
I know this because I dated a stripper while I dealed drugs and we found our job requirements quite similar. A bad part of my life.
Now you and I know that there are certain sweet girls that are not a member of this group. They are cool chicks. Some do it cuz they are just really sexual ppl. Some cuz it's fun. Good for them, I actually respect that a lot. But personally I have this thing where if I see a girl I know naked and it's not meant for me in a special way, it kinda just puts a negative on the image. "Everyones seen them so why should I care?"
So I avoid places where I know the girls. It's costing me more on gas cuz I cant visit Providence clubs anymore. But I'm keeping friendships safe
My advice: go to strip clubs when u are bored and wanna be in a no names kinda environment. Just primal fun. No thinking.
Do it or you'll never have the mentality for Vegas or Spring Break. Those places can tear you apart if you go in acting all mushy.
VEGAS > ALL
[Edited on Oct 28, 2005 3:35PM]
awryx:
thanks, i have tons of studying to do tonight.
i guess i did my partying on saturday already.
hope u have a nice one as well
i guess i did my partying on saturday already.
hope u have a nice one as well
how to live life again, bankruptcy, and going out with a bang
Well its offical I have no job. I quit Scream House thursday....I told them all my ailments and one of my bosses actually looked a bit ill as I told him. No two weeks, no sappy goodbys no nothing just see ya. clean and simple.
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Well its offical I have no job. I quit Scream House thursday....I told them all my ailments and one of my bosses actually looked a bit ill as I told him. No two weeks, no sappy goodbys no nothing just see ya. clean and simple.
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muse25:
I know that they just pased a bankrucy law making it harder to wipe the slate clean. As for vegas....be careful. he gambling makes me nervous. How can one ever get ahead when its so easy to let it ride? But there are plenty of jobs there and the women are unbelieveable!!!!!
well Im heading tothe mall with Amy. I start club fantasies tuesday.
well Im heading tothe mall with Amy. I start club fantasies tuesday.
awryx:
wow decisions decisions... and vegas. i like vegas. well im not one of the people who actually goes there to gamble, but i can see how it gets addicting for people when they win a bit of money. but i like it... just because it's so lively. and warm. lol.
it's been cold here. in philly.
and yes i was one who was talking about those nazi twins. it's quite scary. just imagine how they'll need serious therapy if they break out of it. it's just whoa.
and goodluck with everything.
im gonna go shoppin for a jacket now.
take care and have a nice weekend
it's been cold here. in philly.
and yes i was one who was talking about those nazi twins. it's quite scary. just imagine how they'll need serious therapy if they break out of it. it's just whoa.
and goodluck with everything.
im gonna go shoppin for a jacket now.
take care and have a nice weekend
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I think dawn isnt going to see me anymore I tried calling her seveal times this wsekend and this week and I leave messages and there not returned. I also saw a new picture of her on hot or not. You know it wouldn't be so bad if I knew what I did wrong. Was I not aggressive enough? Did I not take her...
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I think dawn isnt going to see me anymore I tried calling her seveal times this wsekend and this week and I leave messages and there not returned. I also saw a new picture of her on hot or not. You know it wouldn't be so bad if I knew what I did wrong. Was I not aggressive enough? Did I not take her...
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ichipulti:
there actually is a tool we use in nursing for headaches, it has over 100 questions on it and thorugh these querstions it can usually pin point what type of headache you are having tereby telling us what things may work for them besides codeine.
Codiene can have effectts as well, undesirabale ones, besides the irritation to the stomach. Just be careful.
Besides a lap dance have you tried the following none $$ involving ways of reducing stress: guided imagery, relaxation therapy, journalling with self-reflection exercises? I know sounds hokey, but for some people they work.
Codiene can have effectts as well, undesirabale ones, besides the irritation to the stomach. Just be careful.
Besides a lap dance have you tried the following none $$ involving ways of reducing stress: guided imagery, relaxation therapy, journalling with self-reflection exercises? I know sounds hokey, but for some people they work.
satya:
thanks for the props!!
i get tons of headaches too, and drinking lots of water seems to prevent them, as well as reducing my intake of caffeine, wheat and sugar. the drugs doctors prescribe are poison and perpetuate the problem. don't trust them!! stress management, exercise, and proper nutrition do wonders. def take up boxing or some other activity that you like. tho getting punched in the face sounds sucky lol...
there's always more fun ways of getting hurt!
i get tons of headaches too, and drinking lots of water seems to prevent them, as well as reducing my intake of caffeine, wheat and sugar. the drugs doctors prescribe are poison and perpetuate the problem. don't trust them!! stress management, exercise, and proper nutrition do wonders. def take up boxing or some other activity that you like. tho getting punched in the face sounds sucky lol...
there's always more fun ways of getting hurt!
homemade lasagna and the Great Maxim Football Challenge
I had dinner at my sisters house today. She made for the first time homemade lasagna. I have to say it was pretty doggone good. It was accompied by salad, texas toast and and nice apple pie baked by stop and shop But everything was delicious and I geniuly enjoy going over her house for supper. I...
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I had dinner at my sisters house today. She made for the first time homemade lasagna. I have to say it was pretty doggone good. It was accompied by salad, texas toast and and nice apple pie baked by stop and shop
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awryx:
thank you
muse25:
damn...thats a heavy question. I think Id make sure my family was all set money wise....then Id hang out with freinds and family every night....and hang unto whatever moments I am given.....and I would have a ton of sex. lol.... What about you?
eretile disfunction, more rain,and horrible movies
Well is everyone just flat out sick of this rain yet? Every night I go home theres this masssive puddle like thing that eats my car and swallows it whole on twin river rd I"m afraid to drive over 10mph in the damn thing....people don't appreciate that...fuck them I'm not stalling out.
I had a second date with dawn....
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Well is everyone just flat out sick of this rain yet? Every night I go home theres this masssive puddle like thing that eats my car and swallows it whole on twin river rd I"m afraid to drive over 10mph in the damn thing....people don't appreciate that...fuck them I'm not stalling out.
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muse25:
lol...why would anyone rent Diary of a mad black woman lol...lesson learned right?!
maybe the erectile prob has to do with smoking pot or stress. Usually sexual prob are mental issues...just relax....and your "buddy" will return with full force.
ps....too much coffee drinking causes your knuckle children to taste horrible....FYI lol...
you may want to cut back
maybe the erectile prob has to do with smoking pot or stress. Usually sexual prob are mental issues...just relax....and your "buddy" will return with full force.
ps....too much coffee drinking causes your knuckle children to taste horrible....FYI lol...
you may want to cut back
cap:
listen carefully
your problem is THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE A PROBLEM!!!!!!!
<insert insenitive medical term> is the ultimate compliment. Showing a girl that we not only care about them, but care about them to the point we can't operate properly. Stop thinking about it. We've all been there. Me a buncha times. Do I have a problem? Fuck no!! And low and behold I'm rearing to go.
Stop thinking, get animalistic get passionate. And go fuck her brains out. But not til you drop!!!
UP
DOWN
UP
I DID NOT SAY DOWN!!!!
PS Luv u dude and am patiently awaiting news of victory
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your problem is THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE A PROBLEM!!!!!!!
<insert insenitive medical term> is the ultimate compliment. Showing a girl that we not only care about them, but care about them to the point we can't operate properly. Stop thinking about it. We've all been there. Me a buncha times. Do I have a problem? Fuck no!! And low and behold I'm rearing to go.
Stop thinking, get animalistic get passionate. And go fuck her brains out. But not til you drop!!!
UP
DOWN
UP
I DID NOT SAY DOWN!!!!
PS Luv u dude and am patiently awaiting news of victory
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sleeping pills, second dates and tire troubles.
Well today was cold, wet, and rainy...and thats how I'm going to look at the day. It wasn't too good but I'm going to let it all wash away and tomorrow start all over again. I think thats a nice healthy attitude towards this ongoing struggle with ourselves called life.
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Well today was cold, wet, and rainy...and thats how I'm going to look at the day. It wasn't too good but I'm going to let it all wash away and tomorrow start all over again. I think thats a nice healthy attitude towards this ongoing struggle with ourselves called life.
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callisto:
in reply to your question.. those pics were taken about 2 years ago you really want to see how young i can look?
taken march 05
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you really want to see how young i can look?
taken march 05
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callisto:
*lol*
Most of the modelling work i do is Lolita stuff If you ever checked out the rest of my site you'll pretty much see that. But that pic/dress in particular makes me look reallly young. Infact the staff at the stately home we were shooting at asked the photog if i was over 16
*lol*
Most of the modelling work i do is Lolita stuff
If you ever checked out the rest of my site you'll pretty much see that. But that pic/dress in particular makes me look reallly young. Infact the staff at the stately home we were shooting at asked the photog if i was over 16 grumpy 
muse25:
lol....
greathands:
Hey, What is grumpy? Is everyrhing ok....
Well I had my interview and date thurday and I went 1 for 1.
The interview they basiacally laughed me right outta the place becuae I only have 3 months expericnce in the morthgage industry. Despite the fact that I'm a fast leaner Really want the job am motivated for it blah blah blah. They still said in so many words theres no freaking way...
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The interview they basiacally laughed me right outta the place becuae I only have 3 months expericnce in the morthgage industry. Despite the fact that I'm a fast leaner Really want the job am motivated for it blah blah blah. They still said in so many words theres no freaking way...
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awryx:
headaches suck, ive been having it because of the weather and my allergies!
but im great
um.. im glad to hear about your date going well, none of my dates ever really go well! maybe 1 or 2 did i dunno. but yeah im glad for you .
i need brunch. later taters
but im great
um.. im glad to hear about your date going well, none of my dates ever really go well! maybe 1 or 2 did i dunno. but yeah im glad for you .
i need brunch. later taters
maxi:
exactly, i overnighted them a letter witht he pantone # that i would like to reffernce, and also printed the front and back of my Card file off of a color printer here at work and attached several samples of their cards, the colors are clearly off. also there is a variations in the color, like a 2nd batch that is a total other color. i told them if they can not match the color i want a refund, but mostly i just want my cards color corrected. WHO DOESN't refer to PANTONE in the printing biz? what the fuck are they reffering to!
Had a good day today. Read all your advice and will try to follow as close to it as possible. Of course tomorrow is going to be busy.
When I get up I have to clean my house. It's not filthy or anything but it needs the regular maint. of dusting, windex, vaccuming, etc.
Then I need to pay my bills...the part of the month...
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When I get up I have to clean my house. It's not filthy or anything but it needs the regular maint. of dusting, windex, vaccuming, etc.
Then I need to pay my bills...the part of the month...
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muse25:
(crosses finger**) good luck!!
awryx:
great luck and hmm ill definitely kick ass in class
but yeah... hope all goes well.
i still have to clean my room
but yeah... hope all goes well.
i still have to clean my room
I have a date type thingie on thursday after my godawful job. Here's the thing.....I haven't been on a date type thingie in about Oh I don't know 2 years. Yes its possible I've forgotten how to go out. I mean I know how to be a gentlemen and all that, but small talk, with someone, 
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shmidol:
ummm, even if she knows she's hot, it's nice for you to tell her anyway. a simple "you look nice" will suffice.
You'll do fine, I'm sure of it! and I'll be wishing you look in the getting laid department!
You'll do fine, I'm sure of it! and I'll be wishing you look in the getting laid department!
caligula_odm:
dont put on an act. be yourself, be honest and relax.
girls just want to have fun! (well, at least the ones i know)
good luck.
oh yeah, and if she has great shoes, make sure you tell her....lol.
girls just want to have fun! (well, at least the ones i know)
good luck.
oh yeah, and if she has great shoes, make sure you tell her....lol.
Actaully each pic takes no more than about 15-30 mins depending how much detail is needed.
"Anthony Mucci captive to his own mind no more"
This is great, man.
I need to arrive to that point, though for different reasons than you.
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