i got my right boobie pierced this weekend. i cant tell you how excited i am about it i am, also very proud and pleased with my little self cause i did it all by myeself no hand holding or anything im a big girl now.
on another note, i learned some uncomfortable things about myself, they all make sense but its oncomfortable and i...
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on another note, i learned some uncomfortable things about myself, they all make sense but its oncomfortable and i...
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"all these miserable feelings never end
but to fall and be down is something i transcend"
but to fall and be down is something i transcend"
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elorps:
The super love
The stuff that rips your blood..
the kind that melts the insides,.
of your flesh
and pours it into a mould so open and wide,.
so we can both jump in.
Into yourself..
where the warmth
and the heat,..
..of your STRENGTH can be found
Your love is golden
Most are unworthy
and cannot understand it's value
it's brilliance
it's rich texture...
It's vitality
and life it breathes
into the malcontent
of those who stand by and revel in it's power.....
YOU are the ShiZZ.
Inside you is the sacred place,..
But the tide is low,.
let it back in Ren
Replenish with yourself..
You are loved..
Greatly
and very Deeply.
The stuff that rips your blood..
the kind that melts the insides,.
of your flesh
and pours it into a mould so open and wide,.
so we can both jump in.
Into yourself..
where the warmth
and the heat,..
..of your STRENGTH can be found
Your love is golden
Most are unworthy
and cannot understand it's value
it's brilliance
it's rich texture...
It's vitality
and life it breathes
into the malcontent
of those who stand by and revel in it's power.....
YOU are the ShiZZ.
Inside you is the sacred place,..
But the tide is low,.
let it back in Ren
Replenish with yourself..
You are loved..
Greatly
and very Deeply.
welntaod:
Promising to hear that you're down for not being down... Looking forward to hanging again!
wow. it kills me to change my journal after the last one but alsa its poetry day and i must save your souls! awaken and realize the goddness that is red hot and chili.
i woke up at 4 am feeling very monkish yesterday and today, it comes and goes. i like it when it comes. it was awesome outside at 4:45 when i left...
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i woke up at 4 am feeling very monkish yesterday and today, it comes and goes. i like it when it comes. it was awesome outside at 4:45 when i left...
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king_of_skulls:
Hey, had fun with you yesterday, it was great to see you. How are the new books panning out??
You didnt miss much at Flux last night, was draining to say the least, of course i was in a pissy mood and not feeling my normal radioactive self either. Give us a shout and let us know what you wanna do in the future, i am game for about anything that doesnt involve "medicated lube" lol
Much love sweets,
You didnt miss much at Flux last night, was draining to say the least, of course i was in a pissy mood and not feeling my normal radioactive self either. Give us a shout and let us know what you wanna do in the future, i am game for about anything that doesnt involve "medicated lube" lol
Much love sweets,
welntaod:
Ha, I'd forgotten about "The Lube" discussion!
so, wed is poetry day. i hereby declare monday to be official dick day. isnt it rpoper that we reserve one day of the week to honore and praise the almighty penis? i think so. in every ways let us clebrate the glorious male organ, indeed...why am i thinking about this. well it came up twice already today. here is the first thing and its...
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elorps:
Dan Bern is the latest super gift from Ren. Get some if you can,...great material!
welntaod:
That's too funny! I was at that same Ani concert! Yes, "Dick Day"! So it is written, so let it be done! We can get the mayor in on this... Cut some ribbons w/ giant scissors, everyone can receive a cordial blowjob, reddened knees everywhere! And, just think of the floats! A 5mph vision of bobbing chicken wire and tissue paper! It's visionary that a woman had chimed in w/ this vision for if a guy did, everyone'd just tell him to go blow himself.
i woke up with some stupid emo band song in my head wtf???
'this love is takin its toll on me....she said goodbye too many times before...' lame! ive seen that video severaltimes in the very early am while im up lifing weights to VH1 insomniac theather. its really stupid, supposed to be supre sexy and its this pasty skinny white boy, i mean no...
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'this love is takin its toll on me....she said goodbye too many times before...' lame! ive seen that video severaltimes in the very early am while im up lifing weights to VH1 insomniac theather. its really stupid, supposed to be supre sexy and its this pasty skinny white boy, i mean no...
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welntaod:
Jealous at you and everyone else it seemed having Good Friday off. Work for me on or around holidays is always immeasurably taxing. I'm forced to explain lame family drama to a group of people who weren't born equiped to understand petty rivalry, bad blood & why relatives aren't there to hang out. Come on Monday & Tuesday off!
banshee1:
Yes, I know exactly what you mean. I hate the line of work I'm in and my second marriage isn't going well at all. People tell me how lucky I am to have such a good job and great husband. I just don't see it that way. Some days I feel so trapped, like there's only one way out. And my exhusband, who I love very much, asks me all the time to move back to CA to be with him. My best friend made me promise the other day that I would talk to somebody (therapy). I don't know.
Anyway thanks for giving me an avenue to vent.
take care,
-holley
Anyway thanks for giving me an avenue to vent.
take care,
-holley
you silly sallies! you thought i wrote that shit, lol. it was chili fare of course
im going through that not wanting to anything thing again. nothing. i dont wanna go to the gym, i dont wanna cook, i dont wanna but the groceries, i dont wanna take a shower, i dont wanna work, i dont wanna walk a block from my car to the...
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im going through that not wanting to anything thing again. nothing. i dont wanna go to the gym, i dont wanna cook, i dont wanna but the groceries, i dont wanna take a shower, i dont wanna work, i dont wanna walk a block from my car to the...
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heartlikeagun:
Thanks
welntaod:
I didn't say it was your's... Just that I liked it and you should post more of it. Sorry to hear of you and your funk. I performed a minor intervention w/ AR13's from this past week... Forced her to coffee, laundry staring and garden advice.
um is poetry day today or tomorrow??? buddha man has a poen so i think ill post one too seeing as i have nothing witty to say -
im an ocean
in your bedroom
make you feel warm
make you wanna reassume
now we know it all for sure
im a dance hall
dirty breakbeat
make the snow fall
up from underneath your feet
not...
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im an ocean
in your bedroom
make you feel warm
make you wanna reassume
now we know it all for sure
im a dance hall
dirty breakbeat
make the snow fall
up from underneath your feet
not...
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karebeer:
wow
i only WISH i had a poem HALF as amazing as that to post..
definately made me think..
i only WISH i had a poem HALF as amazing as that to post..
definately made me think..
elorps:
I can't sleep worth a damn....I wonder what you're dreaming about right now? Or is the void warm and cozy with no need for thought?
didt sleep much last night. gem & mineral show today. CRYSTALS
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buddha:
so.... what did you get?
arachnequarius:
yes, i so hear on the spirituality/easter/ritual connection. i do gravitate toward ritual, as i know you do. one thing i seek is some sort of grounding, ritualized practice. yoga is something i should take up. do you do ad hoc, come one come all yoga, or do you practice with a specific group? i know one woman who has been practicing for years, and now she is part of a group that works with each other in the process ~ its really interesting.
hope yr well, peachfuzz!
hope yr well, peachfuzz!
fuck. my life so sucks right now. if i could i would take a sharp knife and slit my throat but what would that accomplish? a crappy life review with my spiritual guardians and a fucks worth life repeating the lessons i failed to get in this one. well fuck you god!!! you hear me??? fuck youin your stupid asshole!!! again and again and again....
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buddha:
You know you can call me anytime to talk and to virtually rub the buddha belly
buddha:
No worries
Getting out of the house is always good, new panties eh?
hehe, ill behave
Getting out of the house is always good, new panties eh?
hehe, ill behave
sitting in the fire
get along and have some fun
floating to be higher
maybe im your special one
silent testifier
breathe the moon and eat the sun
sitting in the fire
get along and have some fun
floating to be higher
maybe im your special one
silent testifier
breathe the moon and eat the sun
sitting in the fire
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ebin:
And your booty is most righteous!!!!!
Nice pix!
Nice pix!
arachnequarius:
grrrrrrrrrrl ~ i know you have visitors of the mother persuation, but whenst she be gone, you need to call me, dig? we have much to discuss.
good morning starshines! please forgive the pseudo disappearing act last week, needed to retreat in a major way. looking forward to getting back to a somewhat normal existance this week.
so, who got to see the pics before i took them down? some of them were just too incrininating and had to go but MY OH MY! i am sore as hell from the suspension...
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so, who got to see the pics before i took them down? some of them were just too incrininating and had to go but MY OH MY! i am sore as hell from the suspension...
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alienprincess:
Hello! I've been semi-vanished this week too- and in corset land part of the time! Sounds like you and amazonred13 had an Adventure! Yay! Reminded me of when I went to the Hellfire club on college with this hot chick.... except less creepy types. So much bazaar, and great people watching, I want to go to a big NYC type fetish club eventually again, but since they all are on nights where I am at work and work the next day, that won't likely happen for some time...
and flux this week sounds like it will have low attendance from our crew-- but that's okay- it's there every week.
here is a pic from the b-port/port jeff ferry, I tried to make it small so it wouldn't take forever to load.
Have a good visit!
*~*~Much Love and Good Vibes!~ *~*
and flux this week sounds like it will have low attendance from our crew-- but that's okay- it's there every week.
here is a pic from the b-port/port jeff ferry, I tried to make it small so it wouldn't take forever to load.
Have a good visit!
*~*~Much Love and Good Vibes!~ *~*
tanar:
Damn, I didn't get to see the pics! Oh well.
everyone please stand up and give a big warm sgct welcome to my friend ELoRPS. too bad he lives in canada and wont be making it to flux with us but oh well, he is one of the coolest motherfuckers ive ever met. guess where we met???
arachnequarius:
i LOVE that shirt!! LOVE it. oh, & i almost got that skirt w/ the purple laces this weekend. do you realize that you actually own my fantasy wardrobe? very foxy pictures, btw.
I'm glad you dig the shirt. Now you can join me someday and we can sing "Under The Bridge" wearing only our DOA shirts and undies!
I would most graciously accept anything from you my dear, including energy any kind.....
Woowoo!!!
Ciao bella!