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this spring i will be busy beyond belief with my bookstore job and my internship.

on top of all of that, i'm going to be focusing on my music more than ever. i'll admit, i slacked A LOT this winter. i mean, sure, i have excuses. i relapsed, was in the hospital, had to deal with my final semester of college and whatnot. but anyways........
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_interrobang_:
You need to do more video posts. I miss the Nepenthe funnies. biggrin
the_boss:
I still think we should totally put our talents together and work on some music
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thanks everyone for making me feel good after the whole break up thing. i don't know how to handle this. we both still like each other. we just aren't at a good point in our lives to be dating. we had sex two hours after breaking up. it was incredible too. go fucking figure.

how do you deal with a break up if both people...
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merkaba72:
I'm very sorry that you're having a hard time babe. Trust me when I tell you that I TOTALLY understand. I wish I could reach my hand across the miles that separate us, and gently wipe away your tears.....

I'm always here if you need me. (even if I'm down as well) You have my number.

XO

At least the sex is good right? I've just about forgotten what the touch of another person feels like, never mind the pleasure of sex. Good or bad.
kirin_ka:
Sever the tie completely.
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he broke up with me
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elgeneral:
sorry, I could have him thrown out of The Vintage, or I could just beat him down, or have him beaten down. Let me know. Peace

Lou
elgeneral:
ok I won't beat him or anything.
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so many good books, so little time...!

right now i'm reading "The Dream Drugstore".

and the sign language stuff... it's going good. it's been exactly one week since I started and so far I know over 150 words and phrases. It's so fun biggrin

i love rain.

where is my thermos?!

i ordered drugs off the internet. technology FTW!
merkaba72:
Heheheheh!!! Merkaba1 sneaks up behind you and.....*"RAAAAAAAAWR"* eeek ...takes ya by surprise!!

That's for pokin' me!

How goes the day little lady?! biggrin
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i wish it weren't so easy to get drugs.

the convenience factor is really a curse.

and it should NEVER be this easy to get into bars underage in a college town.

it's almost as if Madison wants me to be an alcoholic drug user.

my liver, if it had a voice, would be swearing up a storm.
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revolutionary:
I really wish I was closer.
kirin_ka:
Two steps back?
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happy 420 everyone smile (even those non-smokers)
my stash is drier than a granny's vagina, but i'm hoping to change that soon biggrin

so for about a week i've been learning sign language. and as i'm sitting on the couch reading, i turn the tv on for a little break and what's on? some movie on CBS with deaf people. go fucking figure lol

learning sign language...
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merkaba72:
Glad you had a good week end sweetheart. Go sign language!! You're such an intellect. wink Happy 4-20 to YOU!! Say hello soon, K? XO
wexsingxsin:
I used to take Sign Lanuage, I always thought some day I would like to work with deaf students, but when I gave up on life I sort of gave up on school and sign language.
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it's Saturday. and i don't have to work. and the sun is shining, for now.

it's beautiful smile

if only i had someone to share this with...

it's strange... i have a boyfriend and yet i feel incredibly alone. i'm so stupid. there are tons of single people who would love to be in a relationship. and yet here i am, in a relationship, and i...
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kirin_ka:
Haha, that was epic.
wyldewolfe:
hate to hear that
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one of my best friends met johnny depp today. lucky bitch!
in other news... i'm not super happy in this relationship. i'm not sad or anything, i just... idk.. i'm kind of indifferent to it all. i have a major crush on a fellow SG member and if we lived closer, i'd probably end my current relationship in a heartbeat. i feel horrible for saying...
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rookin:
*sends hugs* x
merkaba72:
Well I think you're an amazing person and you deserve the level of comfort and happiness that causes you to involuntarily sigh on a constant basis!! Maybe Zach needs to know how you feel and what you need to make that happen? Just a thought.... otherwise, this distant SG'er might just swing in and sweep you away!! wink
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my last post was full of whiny bitchy complaining. so.. here's a new post. a much sadder post unfortunately.

Hansel died. frown

for those of you who didn't know, i have had 2 pet mice for the last year and a half. Hansel passed away sometime this week. I'm not sure when, I only clean their cages once a week, and when i feed them i...
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puff:
sorry to hear that hun . doesn't sound like it's been a good time for rodent life
lusteye:
^_^ glad you like the post!



*hugs* for loosing Hansel
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thanks everyone for the nice comments and messages about my last blog smile
two nights ago zach got really drunk.... i mean REALLY. i had to practically drag him 10 blocks from the bar to his place...
he invited me to hang out with him. he told me he wouldn't drink. i got to his apartment, called him, and he said "oh, i'm actually at the...
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kirin_ka:
Shitty deal, my dear. At least you get to see the problem early on instead of a few years down the road when your life is truly invested.
revolutionary:
You have to go the road to know what's down it.

Still love.
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puff:
woa that does look like fun. specially number 3!

soz i haven't written back on facebook, things have been a bit manic. I shall go do that in a bit x
cyureus:
your tub is way more fun than mine is...
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the_boss:
You should get in yer car and come steal my face?
wyldewolfe:
nice picture