You know, I really 
love men. I always have. I'm thinking I always will. I bend over backwards to treat them well, preserve their ego, make them feel warm and fuzzy whenever I'm around. I pay attention to the cues, both verbal and non-verbal, and try to make them look and feel good. I'm generous with my time, my money, my efforts. I'm an absolute...
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love men. I always have. I'm thinking I always will. I bend over backwards to treat them well, preserve their ego, make them feel warm and fuzzy whenever I'm around. I pay attention to the cues, both verbal and non-verbal, and try to make them look and feel good. I'm generous with my time, my money, my efforts. I'm an absolute... Read More
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Okay, life's settling down again. At work, they just made me Project Manager for something that should take at least 2 weeks, so I guess I've been given another reprieve. I hate my job most of the time anyway. I'm just too chicken to actually quit. I mean, there really is something to be said for a steady paycheck.
I never sleep at home any...
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astraltraveller:
yeah this time of year is SHIT for money! wish I had a car 
can I borrow yours on my day off? 
explorers, are they BIG cars? I can't imagine having loads of people at my house. It's just me myself and I! Loadsa space 
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can I borrow yours on my day off? explorers, are they BIG cars? I can't imagine having loads of people at my house. It's just me myself and I! Loadsa space [Edited on Jan 16, 2005 8:57PM]
pirate_romeo:
Yay! You still have a job!
Just a little update from yesterday...
I am not fired ... yet. Doesn't mean they won't get around to it, but I need them to keep me until the 20th so I can get a full paycheck first.
The VP did loan me $250.
The rental car company gave me a Ford Explorer, so now I'm big truck chick instead of race car chick. It...
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I am not fired ... yet. Doesn't mean they won't get around to it, but I need them to keep me until the 20th so I can get a full paycheck first.
The VP did loan me $250.
The rental car company gave me a Ford Explorer, so now I'm big truck chick instead of race car chick. It... Read More
kritter:
HEY----
Yeah, I know we are the same age so i really shouldn't count you in my observations, but I do. it seems you are in the same boat as a lot of the other SG's. Trust me, but by the grace of god go i. I could have been there myself. I tried to walk away from the job two years ago, and changed my mind at the last minute. I fear that with a 700.00 a month child support i would have been in the same boat. (living paycheck to paycheck) of course i have to be a whore to them man. I wish you could rescue me. you seem like a lot of fun. I'd by a drink or two ..or 9. of course you know i'm drug free because of the job. problem? Thank for caring enough to reply though. Stay cool...stay alive.
OUT!!!!!
Yeah, I know we are the same age so i really shouldn't count you in my observations, but I do. it seems you are in the same boat as a lot of the other SG's. Trust me, but by the grace of god go i. I could have been there myself. I tried to walk away from the job two years ago, and changed my mind at the last minute. I fear that with a 700.00 a month child support i would have been in the same boat. (living paycheck to paycheck) of course i have to be a whore to them man. I wish you could rescue me. you seem like a lot of fun. I'd by a drink or two ..or 9. of course you know i'm drug free because of the job. problem? Thank for caring enough to reply though. Stay cool...stay alive.
OUT!!!!!
neumie:
More smilies than frowns is always a good thing!
[Edited on Jan 13, 2005 8:43AM]
[Edited on Jan 13, 2005 8:43AM]
I have been trying to find time all week to post something. I had such a wonderful time while on vacation last weekend, hanging with my kid and his friends in a terrible little town called Tulare.
Then my little one turned 6 on Thursday. I promised him a freakin' hamster for his birthday and need to make good on that promise tonight.
However, the...
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Then my little one turned 6 on Thursday. I promised him a freakin' hamster for his birthday and need to make good on that promise tonight.
However, the...
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neumie:
I'm sorry you had such I crappy time. At least you enjoyed your son's b-day.
pirate_romeo:
I hope your day got better. *hug* I think there's a bad case of the Mondays going around.
Okay, my post-Christmas mood has turned out NOT to be trauma. All my problems seem to be of the quality variety.
The thing that is bothering me the most today is that my hand itches where the burn is healing from the iron (yes, regular iron) when I tried to straighten my bangs without a blow dryer the other morning. Now it is healing and...
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The thing that is bothering me the most today is that my hand itches where the burn is healing from the iron (yes, regular iron) when I tried to straighten my bangs without a blow dryer the other morning. Now it is healing and...
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ring:
probably not an issue until it begins to interfere with other portions of your life. until then, climb on and enjoy the hormonal ride
thrashead:
Sounds normal to me. Most people won't admit (at least publicly) that sex is on the brain probably (guesstimated) about 80% or more during a 24 hour period. The answer is simple you like sex, nothing wrong with that. I think where something becomes an addiction (it doesn't matter if it's sex, smoking, drinking, eating, buying stuff, etc.) if it greatly impairs your capacity to make rational decisions and hurts you and those around you, especially those you love, and you can't stop the behavior that's causing the problem. That's addiction.
It doesn't sound like addiction to me. Keep having fun.
Take care.
It doesn't sound like addiction to me. Keep having fun.
Take care.
Smile, you're on candid camera!
No really, I posted new pictures. Just things that make me happy, like my kids playing videogames ... or hating my son's dog.
The camera phone is a strange contraption. The photos almost look like they are taken with a fish eye lens. A whole new genre of photography born out of a marketing scheme to sell more phones. I...
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churchmonster:
thanks for the words. I remain optimistic. I have lots of great friends so that helps.
p.s. your postings on the oral group are freaking HOT! those cheer me up.
p.s. your postings on the oral group are freaking HOT! those cheer me up.
slebnak:
cute pictures
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travhinkle:
You are hott.
biggrouch:
very sexy
Christmas came and went ... thank gawd for that!
My kids were happy as could be. Chuck doesn't know about the computer yet ... going up there on Friday. His girlfriend dumped him 3 days before Christmas. I guess that's one way to save money during the holidays. Without the kids, I would have just checked out this year.
And while Santa didn't really stuff...
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My kids were happy as could be. Chuck doesn't know about the computer yet ... going up there on Friday. His girlfriend dumped him 3 days before Christmas. I guess that's one way to save money during the holidays. Without the kids, I would have just checked out this year.
And while Santa didn't really stuff...
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It's Christmas Eve night ... the children fell asleep during Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. I'm wrapping presents and, well, actually goofing off and procrastinating as usual.
The children will all be happy. Daron is getting about 50 things, it seems like. Ah, to be 5. Steve is getting a Boss DD-6 Effect Pedal and a CD case that holds over a hundred of...
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neumie:
Merry Christmas
mac_time:
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas 
It's three days before Christmas and the anticipation is now verging on panic ... and procrastination. I suppose what difference does it make if you buy all of your presents a month before they are needed ... if you don't have all 812 of them wrapped by now? Or the tree *completely* decorated? Or a plan for transporting all those boxes to their next destination?... Read More
the_cheat:
Have a Happy Christmas and Merry New Year!!
Love,
T. to the muthafuckin C.
p.s. Psycho boyfriends/whatever they want to call themselves suck ass. I'm sorry you had to go through that hun.
Love,
T. to the muthafuckin C.
p.s. Psycho boyfriends/whatever they want to call themselves suck ass. I'm sorry you had to go through that hun.
neumie:
I'm glad you aren't let it get to you. We guys can suck sometimes (and not in a good way).
I am so happy these days!
1. My Christmas shopping is done and has been done for about 2 weeks now! Everyone is getting what they want!
2. I spent an extra $1000 on myself while shopping! I have soooo many new shoes and boots!
3. I have a new housekeeper and he is really willing to do anything to please me, even fold my...
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neumie:
Wow, sex and ice cream! Life IS good.
the_cheat:
Have a Happy Christmas and Merry New Year!!
Love,
T. to the muthafuckin C.
Love,
T. to the muthafuckin C.
I'm not really confused, but the icon was pink and that is my new theme. I have bought so many pink and black clothes that I have decided to dye my hair black and put pink tips on it. My dark auburn hair does not really match and we can't have that, can we?
I am also having shoe sickness in the extreme. I have...
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As well, I've learned to become detached from outcomes. In other words, I don't focus on what the end result of my actions might be. This doesn't mean I act irresponsibly, it simply means I put my trust in the universe.
I wish you well!
[Edited on Jan 22, 2005 10:50AM]