stella_marie

my heart hurts

it hurts to breathe

its hard to get any work done when i just keep seeing those sad eyes and want to cry all over again.

i just want to keep him from getting hurt but im the one hurting him.

so ill just sit back and hurt too

gersguy:

hearts break, time heals.

feel better if you can.

Feb 27, 2006

lolablu:

I know exactly what you mean. More later.

Feb 27, 2006

You are the angel
I am the asshole
I am the one that caused a trillion tears
And no one wants to hear
But I feel bad

I waited for the right time
Whatever is the right time
To tell someone that you dont love them the same
And I know it sounds so lame
But I feel bad

Ive been dumped
Kicked to the...
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the_shine:

You can bet your ass. If anything I am dependable!!

Feb 26, 2006

episode over.

i get to see my family this weekend
i get to see my kitties
i get to get some lovin from the boy i love
i have a job to go to monday morning

so yeah my chemicals in my head suck

but all in all, im a lucky girl

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nefaria:

hell fuckin' yeah you are...

took you long enough to figure it out...

love you bitch

Feb 24, 2006

calamity:

Feb 24, 2006

so there is a trend going on in my life right now. its the fear of friday trend. i have no idea how long ill be at this job im at. so each week i wait to hear if i still have a job on monday. like im not neurotic enough that i need this added pressure to my life? so then each time my...
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kris10:

you are wise beyond your years.

i want to give you a hug and tell you not to worry and tell that job that they should love you and keep you forever and give you a gigantic raise.

also, we should plan a girls night, so i can give you a hug!

Feb 23, 2006

panthro:

i am sending you hugs! and an open offer for drinks whenever you wish to go out after work. cuz you'll have it next week!

Feb 23, 2006

last night i wanted to play pool. two guys had the table so i needed a partner so this guy offered. his girlfriend told me he was gonna win for us cause he was so good. i went first and sunk three balls. he went and missed. he then tells me to get one of their balls out of the way so he can clear...
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acidevangelist:

Beware: the mail returns today.

I believe I played the worst pool of my life this weekend.

Feb 20, 2006

judypatricia:

My entry's about a walking tour I did yesterday in lower Manhattan.

Feb 21, 2006

its a wednesday night and im drunk, so bear with me. i forgot this moment isnt only for friday and staurday nights.

after work, i went out with hyperham and had the most incredible conversation and lovefest. you fucking perv, friends can love one another too. we just sat and drank a beer and talked about nike and the chinese people. yes, there was more...
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illstabyou:

That's so messed up. Chaka rules. Even though I only met him once for all of a four minutes.

Feb 18, 2006

lolablu:

Is he gonna eat your vomit?

Feb 18, 2006

prez birthday

stella_marie:

spankings

Feb 12, 2006

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calamity:

you're the sweetest! and i feel honored to be first on your favorites list....

Feb 11, 2006

ghost333:

Nice!

Feb 11, 2006

so, today, i did the grown-up thing. friday is supposed to be my last day at the job im working at right now. i havent heard anything from the agency i work for if there is a new project for me or something less temporary. im working for the company that does all the peanuts comics stuff. i just spent the past month going through...
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ghost333:

That was the real thing, she read it tonight. Outlook good!

Feb 9, 2006

the_shine:

Wage slave and a 75 cent one at that!!!

Feb 10, 2006

i really thought i was the generationt to get it right. my grandmother was married to a piece of shit that would beat her. my mother is in a loveless marriage. so i was the one to finally get it right. i stand up for myself. i dont take shit from anyone. the only problem is, im not made of fucking stone. i laughed tonight...
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serendipitous:

What makes a man? A kind heart, a generous nature, someone who thinks women are equal... who will open the door but doesn't hesitate to let you open it if you get there first,.... the list can go on and on... what makes a man? Someone who would have stood up to that jackass next to you.

I just wanted to say hi and thanks for sharing your old journal about your friend who passed on with me last week. I truly appreciate it. It's amazing how people who have been gone for so long still are so near to our hearts. Thanks again!

Feb 5, 2006

acidslug:

Hey, wow. Sounds like you did what needed to be done, aside from the wondering what you did to cause it. Lots of people are total fuck ups, sometimes it just takes time to spot them.