sorry i havnt been very social lately.
dad got back the results of his last pet scan and it shows the cancer has been spreading. the doctors decided to take him off all his chemo as it hasnt been working anyway, and since this is the last combo they could do, the chemo treatments are done. they gave him 3-6 months now that all treatments...
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dad got back the results of his last pet scan and it shows the cancer has been spreading. the doctors decided to take him off all his chemo as it hasnt been working anyway, and since this is the last combo they could do, the chemo treatments are done. they gave him 3-6 months now that all treatments...
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well i guess its time for me to post something new. i want to say thanks to everyone who sent their thoughts and prayers to me and my family for my loss, my love goes out to you all.
here is a song that i cant get out of my head, for some reason it touches me. it is from Ashes Devide which is basically...
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here is a song that i cant get out of my head, for some reason it touches me. it is from Ashes Devide which is basically...
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mrsted_stryker:
Thank you...its been rough at times but to be honest I have some good moments too!
lilli:
Happy Father's Day!
im soooooo tired.
it finally happened....mom passed yesterday. no matter how much you prepare for things, it is not an easy thing. my son is not taking it very well at all....my daughter, who was holding her hand and rubbing her arm when it happened is doing well, all things considered. i want to copy down something my daughter wrote to my mom since she...
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it finally happened....mom passed yesterday. no matter how much you prepare for things, it is not an easy thing. my son is not taking it very well at all....my daughter, who was holding her hand and rubbing her arm when it happened is doing well, all things considered. i want to copy down something my daughter wrote to my mom since she...
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jennylou:
I am so sorry to hear this. I know this has been such a long hard road for your family. You are all in my thoughts.
iits been a bad weekend. alot of negitive stuff happening and i seem to be lost, not in a negitive place but how i should feel or act. my mom is not doing well and my dads cancer had come back stronger. the nurse told us that mom has anywhere from a week to a month. she isnt really eating or drinking much at all...
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fragilesong_:
I'm so sorry to hear this.
deedee:
Ouch... I'm sorry darling
Hugs
MUAH!!
Hugs
MUAH!!
so how is everyone doing? it has been really nice weather here the last few days.....been loving it. bad thing is it is still raining on and off and with all the derby festival stuff comming up it really sucks. the big fire work thing (thunder over louisville) is planned for this weekend and there will be at least a half million people here (...
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stardiva:
we have a room booked for Hell City
family fishing trips are the best!
we can't get our boys to go with us. they are too busy being young slackers.
we had a bout of nice weather and now the storms are moving in.
family fishing trips are the best!
we can't get our boys to go with us. they are too busy being young slackers.
we had a bout of nice weather and now the storms are moving in.
good morning everyone. i guess that since the first day of spring is over i should change my post. as you all know i have been going though some really, really rough times here at home. nothing much has changed.....i have been trying meditation lately. it used to help me when i was younger but not getting the results that i want. i know it...
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pandara:
haha... OH not me currenlty. I'm luckily happy and well loved. I'm the tired one (ugggggh). Just reflecting due to a freinds story. Your story is pretty good though. 
My gramps used to collect coins. My youngest son does now. It is weird. He is 8. He is so much like my grandpa. We love coins though. We go to the coin shop in town and go through the boxes of random coins from around the world.
My gramps used to collect coins. My youngest son does now. It is weird. He is 8. He is so much like my grandpa. We love coins though. We go to the coin shop in town and go through the boxes of random coins from around the world.
pandara:
Which picture?? The Krishan one?
Personally I think the water and tattoo thing has got me thinking. I am planning to get the vises adn virtues on me. Now I am thinking should I really put the vices. ahhh...who knows.
Migraines suck!!!! The are an odd and evil creation. I guess that's just how it goes for some of us.
Well water it is.
Have a great day. Maybe the sun will shine.
Personally I think the water and tattoo thing has got me thinking. I am planning to get the vises adn virtues on me. Now I am thinking should I really put the vices. ahhh...who knows.
Migraines suck!!!! The are an odd and evil creation. I guess that's just how it goes for some of us.
Well water it is.
Have a great day. Maybe the sun will shine.
Happy first day of spring everyone.........
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adalae:
tucson is great.. i spent a lot of my childhood there...
thora:
That's sweet, thank you.
well i did get some good news today.......my tattoo artist is going to be in the state in april. he currently lives in florida and is planning on moving back to michigan so will be making a stop in his old stomping grounds in bowling green on his way. he has set aside a whole day for me so i will be able to get...
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lilli:
What's this? A little balloon beside your picture??? I guess that means...
Happy Birthday, sweetie!
trixxx:
Happy Birthday !!!
been kind of luking in the background of everything on here lately.....after reading a freinds blog it kind of hit me how lonely and depressed i am. been layed up in this house for a year now, helping my mom at first with her medical problems, then dad when he was diagnosed with cancer also. now with my back gone out and two back surgeries...
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khoos:
I wish I had some kind of words of inspiration for you. Sadly I'm not an eloquent person.
Know that at 18, although he might not admit it, he does love you, no matter how hard he is to deal with.
Your parents love you too. Unconditionally.
Giving up can often seem enticing. Lord knows I've been there. Sometimes you have to hold on, not for your own sake, but for the sake of those who love you. And in the end it all becomes worth it.
Know that at 18, although he might not admit it, he does love you, no matter how hard he is to deal with.
Your parents love you too. Unconditionally.
Giving up can often seem enticing. Lord knows I've been there. Sometimes you have to hold on, not for your own sake, but for the sake of those who love you. And in the end it all becomes worth it.
societyspliers:
I'm so sorry about all you're going through. I know we haven't interacted signicantly here but I've faced some similar things to what you're going through, both with terminally ill parents and with unimaginable Pain, so if you need to vent, you can always PM me or comment in m,y journal. I'm posting below what I posted in the Geezers Group, since you said you were leaving there:
I hope you get through everything you're facing all right. I had no idea about anything yo're going through (with my slowass webernet connection I usually only see/post in a few threads here and there).
I left my Life in NJ in '93 to carefor my Dad for 8 years (lost him in '01), so I truly do feel for you.
Feel free to message me any time if you need to vent.
well surgery is over (its been a week now) and still not sure if its better or not. still cant tell if the tattoo is torn up or not, they did a good job last time so hopefully it is ok.
nothing else is going on....been pretty boring around here except for the medical stuff with me and my parents. mom is not doing very...
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nothing else is going on....been pretty boring around here except for the medical stuff with me and my parents. mom is not doing very...
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azkadellia:
thank you. It was hard earned.
pandara:
No. I went alone. I went to work with a traditional Mexican midwife for a month in Morelos. I just went to learn. I lived with her family. It was amazing. I learned so much about traditional healing. I got out a bit here and there to do other things too.
well i just figured i would say hi and that im sorry if i havnt been commenting on your blogs. i have kind of been down lately.....been in alot of pain and it is just really (finally) getting to me. i really havent been doing much on here or anywhere else (ddo, pokerstars ect.).
been spending time with my mom lately....talking and just being with...
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been spending time with my mom lately....talking and just being with...
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waikiki:
good luck super man!!!!!!!
love
love
lilli:
Thinking of you and hoping all goes well with your surgery. Love and blessings to you!
the doctor says i am going to have surgery on feb 22 so hopefully this one will help with all the pain. lets keep our fingers crossed. one thing he said he is going to do is replace some of the screws with shorter ones because it looks like one of them is rubbing on a nerve in my back. lets hope that maybe that...
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anjuli:
awww too sweet. thanks 
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thora:
Thank you!
OMGoddess, you're getting surgery! I've worked minor miracles with energy healing, but if the screws really are too long they will need to be adjusted.
OMGoddess, you're getting surgery! I've worked minor miracles with energy healing, but if the screws really are too long they will need to be adjusted.
I will miss you but I am sure I will talk to you when you get back!!