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Good afternoon.ni hope you are doing well. I was thinking of you earlier this week. I hadn't see a post from you in a while and wanted to check in on you. Looks like I missed a few. I hope you are doing well a be d things are smoothing out from the ex and his friends. 
sid:
I’m doing okay. Very busy with the new kitten in my home. She’s a terror, but I love her. Also my birthday is coming up, which kind of depresses me and makes me withdraw a bit this time of year.

New kitten!

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Hello lovelies!
I’ve been super busy lately! But for good reason! I got a new fur baby!


Apple remote for scale. She is so tiny. Her nose is so super adorably small. My friend Dustin (who owns The Hive Piercing shop in downtown Colorado Springs) found her for me!

I’d also like to thank @irabrai for sending me and the kitties a few gifts. Even
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wildabbeyxxx:
im in love! so adorable
khachery:
So cute

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This is your warning that you all have 30 days to get me a birthday present. Here is my Amazon wish list. June 13th is my birthday. So... yeah

Disclaimer: no one is obligated to get me a gift. If you do, please leave a return address in the notes so I can send you a thank you signed print in return!

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

May is Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Awareness month!

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Due to EDS awareness month, I will be posting every day on my Instagram facts about my illness and what I go through on a daily basis from my own perspective.


I know that there are a few of us “zebras” here on SG, and I am happy to be an ambassador into our world and struggles.

Every day I will be posting one “causeplay”
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cooltone23:
Sich Streisand loveliness! ❤💙❤
inkedodie:
You are a light in an all too often dark world.  I know how difficult it can be to share personal stories of illnesses.  It can strip all modesty from a person.  You are brave, and beautiful.

I miss...

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I miss dancing like nobody’s watching at a damn good concert.

I miss going to movies.

I miss going out.

I miss having friends...

I miss having a life.

I miss not being lonely.

I miss my cat, Nyx who passed away in January.

I miss having a family.

I miss having passion to do things I once loved.

I miss art.

I miss beauty....
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sid:
@cpmower831 I don’t know where you’re located, but I am moving to Southern California next year.
cpmower831:
Unfortunately I’m in the Midwest haha…

I’m still here and existing

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Hello SGland!

It’s been a bit. Sorry. I’ve been battling this stomach flu thing all week. It’s definitely not the dreaded COVID. I got my first shot for that, and get my second on Friday.

I’ve been dealing with harassment from my ex/his roommate a lot lately. I haven’t even done anything to bother them except for still being alive and the fact that his
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irabrai:
Honestly wish that things would improve for you.
babel:
Of course you are not too old @sid

New hair

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It had to be done:


it’s a mohawk, so no annoying skrillex comparisons please!

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️


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kaiya:
Hi beautiful! I love this! <3
sid:
@kaiya thank you. You’re so sweet! 🥰

Meh

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I wish I had something positive to post. I’m still grieving the loss of my baby cat. I just want this year to end and COVID to go away so I can make my permanent move to Cali. I am so done with being lonely and hurt by everyone and everything.

At least I will finally get my hair done tomorrow... maybe I’ll look less...
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wizard0:
It's very painful.  For months, I kept thinking I saw Miss Kitty out of the corner of my eye.  Very sweet cat.  Loved brooms and vacuums.  Would crawl in the shower with you.  We actually just got two new cats yesterday.  3 year olds that needed to be re-homed because of a new baby.  They seem very friendly so far.  Wishing you the best, in your time.  It takes a while for grief to fade, and you always feel parts of it, but it gets easier.
sid:
@wizard0 I’m going to wait until after I move out of state to get another kitty. Unless one chooses me before then, I’m not going to actively look.

17 years...

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This post is going to be bittersweet. Not just because I will be talking about my sweet kitty who you’ve all seen grow up from a kitten to the last picture of her I took on the day she passed, but also because it makes me feel super old.

17 years ago today, my first set went live on this here little site called SuicideGirls....
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pirita:
cute
pirita:
cute

I lost my cat today...

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Today is a sad day. My cat, Nyx, I’ve had since I was in college, my rock, has passed away. She was in pain and the vet was nice enough to come to me and put her down in my home while in my arms. Even the vet and her tech that I had just met that day, were crying with me and petting her
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pirita:
so sorry.:(
elassar:
I'm deeply sorry for your loss. As a cat owner, I can only imagine the pain you must be going through. I wish you can find peace with time.
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