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Hey! I am back, I'll probably be back to post something in more detail... but I don't feel like being an intellectual right now. IS that okay? For once I am just going to be simple. I think it is my own self induced pressure, to feel like I have to sound so damn smart or cutting edge or interesting all the time, and today,...
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teeman:
Hey welcome back gurlie, i know the No Friends forum have missed ya heaps n so have i biggrin
franie:
Sometimes there is complexity in simplicity.
Welcome back. smile
Talk to you later. biggrin
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Hey. I'm just going to post this and sneak back out. I'll read mail and talk to you guys soon and stuff. I've been really busy with a new thing for the past week and it will keep me busy night and day for a while. Sorry to anyone who actually cares about my absense, but as if the quality of your life has improves...
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agave:
Happy Birthday!
hor:

Happy fucking birthday!! tongue

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http://www.blackgoku.com/anime/berserk/mp3s/gatsu.mp3

Please go there. It will be of more use to you than reading one of my stupid blogs. Open it up in a new window and listen while you read this if it isn't too much to ask... because i have it on repeat on my itunes. Maybe it would help you understand me a bit more.... maybe not. I haven't been on SG...
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lostjohny:
i find myself remembering things in my past that are similar to your thoughts as you have written them. at one point, i died. as i laid in bed for the fifth day i realized something. i refuse to let the dominate conformists win. if you give up, they win. i fought back against the corperate and finacial worlds for several years, but my individual fight was fleeting. i am now at a point in life where i am almost content. i have a job that is helping to save the planet, one car at a time. and i have a beautiful daughter that is the world to me. your purpose in life is out there, finding it is the key to survival. smile
cuntrebecca:
Be like Johny and don't let those damn conformists win. I'm here fighting the same battle. Let's be allies.
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I have been back for five hours. It's good to be back, I feel Duluth is home now, and the bliss hit me as soon as the sights became farmiliar again. Duluth is really beautiful, you all should see it before you die. "The cities" as Minnesotans call the twin cities (Minneapolis and St. Paul), was fucking wonderful. Without Laura and Nick I think it...
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franie:
Sound to remember! wink smile
luci:
happiness is always the hard part!
but do you have snow out there yet?
snow is happiness! snow and midwestern accents! kiss
oh and this

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teeman:
can people who arent misfits also join? frown
y:
Oh right. I hope I didn't sound patronising then?

Which fetish are you referring to - redheads or picture-posting? wink I think my picture-posting fetish is the more chronic of the two; it'll be the death of me.
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"even though I think your looks are not all exactly what I'm looking for".... He just had to fucking say that didn't he... but ouch. I am stunned. Such is life in the modeling world I guess... so I better suck it up and deal or get the hell out of the game........... i mean, when i am compared to the likes of the victoria's...
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ferretbite:
What the BLEEDING HELL is wrong with him?

First of all, you are gorgeous, your hair and eyes are amazing. I don't know, I just can't believe anyone would say that to you. And you've got brains.

I'm too shocked by this whole thing, and yes It'll take a while to get over it.

charlatan:
I have to work this weekend. Not anything new but I'm always up for meeting SGTC members. I come through duluth every so often maybe we could have a drink sometime. Hopefully I'll be off that first weekend of November. It's been so long since I had a weekend off.

I wouldn't worry about stuff like that in modeling. There are people whose whole job are to make you feel inferior. That is all they do. they don't mean it that way but alot of times models seem to get treated like furniture. Keep your head up. wink
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Be more specific, huh? Hrmmmm...I don't think I can right now. But here is a blog I posted in July; the feeling is similar and just as complex... but completely different. This time it was when I was listening to Tiger Army... and these deep, complex feelings just hit me out of nowhere... it is if I had the power to grasp everything... it was...
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ss:
Welcome to SG..... Duluth is a beautiful small city. I highly recommend the Bloody Marys at Frankies in Superior. The fajitas at Little Angies with Adobe sauce....ok adobe sauce with anything is fantastic. Also, tequila at Little Angies...great selection.

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ferretbite:
After reading your old blog entry, I feel I'm either about to fall in love with you or having a seizure. I've felt like that before, but unlike you I'm too selfish to even try to put it in words. A bit lazy too, because it's so hard to explain.

I spend a lot of time thinking about all sorts of things, then at some point just as I think I got it figured out, something gets in the way, and I totally lose it. But it feels nice you know...

Oh and dead chicken? Nope, the ferrets would take it from me in a heartbeat and eat it up
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I am feeling things so surreal and in a state of being so beyong being able to put into words... I wish I could properly enligthen you all....
ARRR!!! smile frown whatever confused confused confused love love love mad wink eeek eeek tongue surreal surreal surreal surreal surreal surreal surreal biggrin blush kiss blackeyed puke puke puke puke skull skull robot robot ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! EL SUICIDO LOCO oink bok miao!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! oink bok miao!! ooo aaa ooo aaa miao!! bok oink ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! .... puke
ferretbite:
Hum... give it a try anyway?
teeman:
Yeh come on give us a hint atleast?
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Okay I said that I had yet to see any SG that slightly resembles me. This obviously is a stupid thing to say. It hurts to be misunderstood, so allow me to come clean, for my own sake. It stems from my own desperate need to be someone truly original, of my own creation without outside influence, and what is more in such a way...
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ferretbite:
Welcome to the SG world! Pleased to meet you.

I don't think that was an offensive thing to say at all, everyone's trying to leave a mark in this world, the thing is, sometimes we aim for spectacular accolades and front page news. It's clich and a bit stupid, but I think if you manage to touch a single person's life in a way that they'll remember your name long after you stop talking and seeing each other, that means you've already made something out of your life.

Or you might go out on a killing spree, and become huge news for a week, a month or even a year then eventually fade into obscurity.
soobie:
Classic.

Nice picture post in the redheads group wink