sanguine

i just got home from work...on my way home i came up behind a really, really bad accident..involving 4 vehicles... it was so sad.... one man was half tossed from his mangled pick up truck..and his body was not all in one piece and parts of him were laying across the highway....

i almost puked and started to cry..i cant even begin to describe how...
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so i have a cat scan tomorrow to find out whats going on with my head....ive had a headache/migrane for a month straight now.. so they are thinking post concussive trauma from the accident... i fuckng hope they figure out what is going on... the pain in my head is horrible..im to the point where blowing my head off is a viable option

tuesday i...
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sometimes.....

pills are good!!!

this whole recovery from the accident is starting to get overly frustrating!!!

im still light duty after a month...the headaches/migranes are getting worse... so they are sending me for a cat scan..i go back to the doc next week...he says if no improvement he is referring me to an orthopedic surgeon...

all of the physical therapy and still working is making for some very long...
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squeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im going to my favorite swinger club tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tonight the theme is pimp and ho... you better believe i have a gloriously trashy red dress for the evening...debating on the hooker boots to go with it

i finally got my passport!!!

now... where to go??

whats better than being bored all night???????..not being able to sleep on top of it!!!

sigh

i dont wanna be bored tonight

i want to play

saw the doctor again today....the vertebrate are still a bit messed up but feeling just a tad better....

also had physical therapy again...it seems now that my pelvis is misaligned because of my spine being fuxored up..so it looks like i am walking with limp because of something hurting...but its just because my leg isnt meeting up with my pelvis like it should.....

just call...
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workmans comp is a damn joke....trying to get the stoopid prescription filled is more of a hassle than anything...

im pretty much restricted from doing anything right now..but i still have to show up to work and go along with the person that is covering my route...and just stand there for 8 hours...doing nothing....id rather push paperwork...grrrrrr

nothing makes your day worse than getting into an accident in your work truck and totaling it.... just sitting here hurts...