i've been horrible with updating and being social lately. i'm starting to regret it a little bit. i'm lonely. as much as i enjoy being a loner i'm starting to realize that i need other people in my life. and the people on SG are so wonderful so i think that i will start to make more of an effort to come on here every...
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fairyjochen:
icecream+drunk=sexy
schuldig:
Oh hunny, on't be so upset. I just read your last post and you shouldn't be so depressed. Yes, there are lots of lies out there and lots of people that will spin them about you before you can even realize it. Though this is a truth, it doesn't mean you should give up on those who are genuine. The world is a hard place but there are good things in it and good people. 
Like ME! Oh and everyone else on sg too, lets not forget them. 
As for the ice cream, who cares you had a good time.
~T
Like ME! Oh and everyone else on sg too, lets not forget them.
As for the ice cream, who cares you had a good time.
~T
so many things have been going through my mind lately. i've started to not even care anymore about things that normally would bother me to no end. i've come to expect to be lied to. it doesn't phase me anymore when it happens. i'm used to it. i've become conditioned to accept that this is my reality. although i know i don't deserve to be...
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mrbl0nde:
Hamburg's about 2 million I think... lots going on, lots of people, lots to do, I'm a happy camper 
Hope you're feeling better. Ignore people, it's easier that way
Hope you're feeling better. Ignore people, it's easier that way
martini:
thank you doll!
you're not going back this year.. or ever?
and regarding your journal.. if you need to talk, message me.
xo
you're not going back this year.. or ever?
and regarding your journal.. if you need to talk, message me.
xo
karaoke on monday was lots of fun. there were a tonne of people there and i got to meet a couple of new people as well. it was nice to see Dagger and Lisseth and jules again. i miss them all. we are going to have a girls clubbing night soon i hope. i also got to very briefly seeLycoris and her man. i'm...
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mrbl0nde:
Hiya... haven't been around in a while... happy that things are going well for you. I'll try to drop by more often because I just know you've been missing me loads 
Must go browse through some of your comments, they are usually the thing I enjoy most about this place
Must go browse through some of your comments, they are usually the thing I enjoy most about this place
mrbl0nde:
Not at all... just 80km down the road. I've just been in the process of moving to Hamburg, hence the lack of an intarweb connection. I'm just so glad to be back in a big city!
Congrats on the job by the way.
Congrats on the job by the way.
arg my weekend was fairly horrible and this week there is more chance of gloom and depression.
i really need to get a job and find soemthing to fill my time with. the job at the fox and fiddle didn't work out. that lasted one night. i'm just not cut out to work at a place like that. maybe if i was ugly i would...
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i really need to get a job and find soemthing to fill my time with. the job at the fox and fiddle didn't work out. that lasted one night. i'm just not cut out to work at a place like that. maybe if i was ugly i would...
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hypercrew:
Okay neighbors from the North. In one week I'm travelling to Dorset, specifically Lake Kawagama for days on end of mountain biking. What else is there to do? If nothing, I'll just keep pedaling.
brightredscream:
Oh hon 
I'm sorry...
Shit like that is so fucking frustrating...
I hope that you can find a new job ASAP.
I'm sorry...
Shit like that is so fucking frustrating...
I hope that you can find a new job ASAP.
i'm going to go see spamalot today with justin for his birthday! i'm excited!
and then afterwards i start my new job!
and then afterwards i start my new job!
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lycoris:
Did I not send you an invite?? *kicks self and pouts* My last day of work is the 28th and then I'm home with a baby so brunch!!
so did anyone miss me? or better yet....did anyone even notice that i've been gone for like 2 weeks?
i haven't really gone through everyones journals but i'm going to try. it would take a REALLY long time....
lots of things have happened in the past two weeks....
justin and i moved into a house in the east end. the beautiful lucy is living with...
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i haven't really gone through everyones journals but i'm going to try. it would take a REALLY long time....
lots of things have happened in the past two weeks....
justin and i moved into a house in the east end. the beautiful lucy is living with...
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radiofrank:
I did wonder where you went off to, actually...and I'm glad to see you back here.
I'd certainly like to come to this housewarming party, too.
I'd certainly like to come to this housewarming party, too.
ta2dmom:
I missed you. Glad you're back in SG-land! It's been a bit crazy for me too and it took me a long time to catch up and now, I'm trying to catch up all over again. Whew. Congrats on the move. I hope things are working well on that front. And lucky you having Lucy living there with you! Sorry to hear about the job. Good luck with a new one. Yay for being done for now with school and make sure you go back. I know too many people who always said they were going back and they never did so don't fall into that. (now I'm done with the "mom lecture")
ps, yay for having your kitty back. If not for that kitty we wouldn't even know each other remember? 
Sorry to hear about the job. Good luck with a new one. Yay for being done for now with school and make sure you go back. I know too many people who always said they were going back and they never did so don't fall into that. (now I'm done with the "mom lecture")
ps, yay for having your kitty back. If not for that kitty we wouldn't even know each other remember?
yesterday was splendid! i put off doign reasearch for my paper once again but it was worth it. justin and i took the ferry over to teh toronto islands and had a wonderful picnic under a big huge tree and then we went to the clothing optional beach. heh. we were walking towards hanlans point beach and then we kept seeing signs that hanlan's point...
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schuldig:
COTHING OPPTIONAL BEACHES!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! How come nobady told me about these?!?!?!?!
LOL
I'm glad that all is well and good now. Have fun moving in and decorating
~T
LOL
I'm glad that all is well and good now. Have fun moving in and decorating
~T
drphil:
hehe clothing optional eh? sounds like my house
my time spent at my mothers was alright but i felt like i was totally imposing on them and wasn't welcome. my mom has recently re-discovered "the lord" and is a born again born again christian. she was totally pushing the whole god thing on me when i was there. i was raised that way and i was all into the whole religion thing up...
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schuldig:
Having a show would be awesome. Great career boost. At the moment I have a piece in the Square Foot Show at the AWOL Gallery on Ossington. It's a small step to actually having an art career but it makes me happy.
As for your issues with Justin, I believe that everyone deserves a second chance, though with something this extreme you do need to be quite careful with your personal safety. But if at some point he does do this again just leave. I know it will hurt but if it happens twice you can't stay. Just leave and never look back. On the up side I do hope that you two will come to a resolution here and that it's al good from here on out.
Best of luck my dear.
~Tab
At the moment I have a piece in the Square Foot Show at the AWOL Gallery on Ossington. It's a small step to actually having an art career but it makes me happy.
As for your issues with Justin, I believe that everyone deserves a second chance, though with something this extreme you do need to be quite careful with your personal safety. But if at some point he does do this again just leave. I know it will hurt but if it happens twice you can't stay. Just leave and never look back. On the up side I do hope that you two will come to a resolution here and that it's al good from here on out.
Best of luck my dear.
~Tab
omega668:
just know that we got your back sweetie
have you ever realized that we as humans seek out what is familiar to us? what we experienced as a child we tend to seek out in our adult lives, whether conciously or subconciously. i noticed the trend in my life only because it was pointed out to me today by my psychiatrist.
somehow i've ended up once again being dependent on someone who is...
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chazgasm:
its gonna be a while it looks like till i make it there, maybe not even till winter!
schuldig:
I can't believe it all, and i'm so sorry you have to deal with any of that. Please contact me when you get the chance, i'm always here for you.
Love,
T~
Love,
T~
this week went by even faster tehn last week! holy crap it's friday again!
last friday: i worked and then went to the airport with justin to see of his little brother. he flew to holland to see some girl he met. man she must be special to fly half way around the world to see her! afterwards, justin and i went to london to...
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last friday: i worked and then went to the airport with justin to see of his little brother. he flew to holland to see some girl he met. man she must be special to fly half way around the world to see her! afterwards, justin and i went to london to...
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lucy:
Heh. My dad used to go cliffjumping at Elora.
hellomrworld:
you are quite the traveler ) .. great story in the anal sex group ...
) .. great story in the anal sex group ... so this week has gone by a lot faster then i thought it would.
working, school, house wifey stuff etc.
i had my exam on wednesday for my netherlandish painting of the 16th century class. i think i did well. i got an A on my paper which was 50% of my mark and the exam is the other 50% so hopefully i got an...
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working, school, house wifey stuff etc.
i had my exam on wednesday for my netherlandish painting of the 16th century class. i think i did well. i got an A on my paper which was 50% of my mark and the exam is the other 50% so hopefully i got an...
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abortion:
When i was over there i saw a resturant in London called "Crabby Dicks". The innuendo must have been lost on the dude who came up with the name the joint.
omega668:
you are purrrrdddddyyyy
xo
Glad your sex life is going great. Mine's the complete and utter opposite. Although my vibrator and I are developing quite the relationship.