randomnerd

Back in a few weeks, see ya.

Plenty of Cognitive Dissonance on the CE Board today!

Never willing to give up on this site... I'm here for another month!

So a lack of discipline has got me down. Now I'm just doing a push-up program, so I'll have something to keep me busy. Hope all is well, whoever the hell is reading this.

I'm happy alone.

I am back after an extended absence. I hope things are still neat around here.

I'm gone tomorrow, take care everybody. See you in a few months, once I get things settled, but right now, SG is a luxury I can't afford.

Later!

Broke. Procrastinating. Making mistakes left and right. Acting in an incredibly selfish manner. Unemployed. Sat in the shower and cried for my mother for about five minutes. It would appear that nothing is going right, these days. The self-sabotage has to end, though, because a gun would be quicker at this point.

Well, I've cancelled my account, again... Don't worry about it, I only cancelled it because I'm broke right now -as soon as I get a job, I'll renew my subscription.

But as it stands, I have no money, and I'm in debt. I'm trying to scare up cash to pay off the last month of rent... I'm also looking for work -a dehumanizing quest I'd...
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I am broke, and unmotivated. I don't want to do a single thing. I don't want to move. I'm too scared, too bored, and too resigned. I'm about as low as a person can be, without engaging in extremely self-destructive behaviours. Don't worry, I won't start doing Heroin to compound my troubles.

The worst of it is I know I can do better, and what's...
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It's my Fifth anniversary with my girlfriend, but I'm miserable, and I want to die.

Damn, it's awesome to have a laptop and a side table. I can use the computer on the toilet.

Lots of sexual frustration today. I'm never gonna grow up, am I?