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Random excerpts from the journal I've been keeping.

Hello.

This is the 10th day, I believe, of this isolation. I'm currently attempting a speech-to-text program to avoid putting further strain on my wrists. Not doing so well right now text to speech program is on perfect but anyway, attempted to stay indoors, but visited my girlfriend. I stay for two days come back at night,...
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tintanankin:
I would like to welcome you back to the site (delayed)I've also been drinking a lot of coffee since the pandemic startedcan you tell me how you are handling this today? in Brazil things are still horrible
francy:
😍💖🥰
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So I came back and I guess I'm drifting away again. I love this site, I just found my old coffee table book about SG -I guess the first one, there must have been more than one.

I'm going through a lot, and need to cut expenses. I'm also hunting for a new job... I hope I'll come back to this site as a somewhat-sexy...
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randomnerd:
Yeah, it's the 2004 hardcover. Good times.
aonbheannach:
Come back at any time...
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So... I went to a swinger club with my girlfriend.

Bad idea. Just... Such a bad idea. I'm not jealous about her sleeping with other guys... Quite the opposite -I wish she had gone home with one of those guys. I'm now convinced my girlfriend is ugly. It wasn't until I saw the other women up close that I realized it. I fooled around with...
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aonbheannach:
Once I had a threesome with my girlfriend and my potencial fiancee boy. I was more concentrated on my girl, as I felt sorry for even a tiny opportunity to make something wrong. Now they are married and live together while I'm abandoned by both of them :D Though before, they both tried to persuade me they had no interest in each other - which was evidently not true when we've spending time together. As for the swinger club, I dream to participate in it once due to the psychological experience, exploring people's nature and possibly more "adequate" self-lurking across my complexes and so on... P.S. You just decided not to sleep with anyone, or there were certain reasons?..
randomnerd:
That is awful, I'm sorry that happened to you.    As for why I didn't sleep with anyone else?  Hrm. Well, I suppose I was afraid of making her jealous?
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And to believe I wanted to kill myself for so long a time.

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I love when a visit to a friend is basically a sleepover party.
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Well, I've had a pretty wonderful weekend.

I was at the Renaissance Faire this weekend and a lot of stuff happened

I made a terrible mistake and talked to a pretty lady about contact juggling. I now own a contact juggling ball. Um... Oops? Seriously, though... I love juggling, but this is going to drive me insane.

I compounded my silliness by purchasing a garb...
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Holy shit.

So, a few weeks turned into a few years.

I was unemployed for way too long, I cut back on everything. It's pretty fucking scary when it feels like you're never going to be a functioning adult. At least now, I vaguely resemble one. I'm glad to be back, though. I've missed this place.