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I was wrong for a lot of things.

I am sorry for them.

I don't know if you ever read this.

I wish you would, just this once.

Some things can't be undone. I love you still.

I don't know if we will ever be 100% healthy for each other.

I wouldn't change any of it.

You were as close as I'll ever get to...
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gimmick:
I think I had some type of summer flu. Thanks for the comment smile
sita:
Your hair looks great in your profile pic!
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My favorite office mate is leaving on the 28th. Her work ethic, enthusiasm for hard work and customer satisfaction were infectious. She is the third person to hold that positon in the six months I have been with the company. Since starting, seven or eight people have quit or been fired. My boss/the owner has no concept of reality. I am either next on the...
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akirali:
Wanna hear something scary? I havent bought porn in over a year. blush
That said, Jenna loving Bella looks tres interesting. If you get it you'l have to let me know how it is.

p.s. Caroline Pierce and Sara Jay are my new favorite starlets You should check 'em out.
brooklynbabe:
I wish I had some to send to you- but all mine got stolen. Gotta start the porn collection all over again whatever
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I need very desperately for this to be all about me, but I can't stand the thought. What will I do without the diversion of another body/person to divert me from my own shit.


I feel like Lady Macbeth trying to wash away a stain that only exists in my conscience.

Guilt is a bitch.

I was thinking a lot about love today. In my...
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akirali:
My dear you aren't alone. I think it's the curse of being too hard on ourselves. Sometimes the hardest person to forgive is ourselves. But we need to realize that we are human and make mistakes just like everyone else. Just because we know what we are thinking and feeling when we make these mistakes, it doesn't mean we are any less deserving of love or forgiveness. Best of luck getting what you need, what you want and what you deserve kiss
dragonflycq:
If you're sure you wanna send it...I'll take it.

kiss

My soon-to-be new roomate is also a seamstress.

How's your new place coming along??? I hope you're at least feeling better to be away from the parents.
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I love being able to come home for lunch. Makes me happy. I get to eat jasmine rice and chicken broth with veggies from last night.

zucchini, squash, onions, and peppers sauteed in olive oil is a gift from the higher powers. Mmmm.

Today work is actually good. I have been bored and unchallenged for more than a month. I have been able to send...
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buster_hymen:
Sounds like the old you is creeping out from the darkness.........glad to see it
I wish I had a job like that. I swear I need 27 hour days to do all the work I NEED to do on a daily basis. And my boss doesn't help that fact either..........
Oh as far as mojo, ironically with me when listening to other emcees and poets don't do it, I immerse myself in other musics. Akira will tell you, I've come up with some of my greatest song concepts and lyrics listening to Led Zeppelin, Coldplay and Linkin Park
nocontrol:
You better be there!
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Okay...

I think I am okay. I am starting to get control back. I am all moved in and settled. It will start to feel like home when I do something with these ghastly white walls!!!

Work is keeping me busy, although I am really considering a new job. I saw a listing today that made me all giddy and excited. I applied.

I am...
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I am in a bit of a tailspin. The evil depression is back.

Please don't forget about me, but I need a minute.
tchalla:
Hopefully you won't spin out of control and hopefully you won't need much longer than a minute. The evil depression must be destroyed.
brooklynbabe:
Get better soon.
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ARRR!!!
tigerwong:
"AAARRRR!!!!" to you too! biggrin

What's up?
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I am officially moved in and semi-settled.

I am just glad to have internet access.

Some things suck, some things don't.

I guess this is a fake-me-out update.

But, i am alive.

More soon


ultraman:
where did you move?
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I am stressing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ultraman:
kiss kiss kiss
buster_hymen:
Don't stress sweetie. Remember, CUTE people like us shouldn't be letting people see us SWEAT!!