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Things were good. I was hopeful they would continue along the same vein (see last entry for details).

I am not so lucky. I KNOW it was for the vest. I believe that.

I just wish
I didn't
ever
miss
him.
finch:
it would be so much easier to do what is certainly best for us if we didn't have to miss people when they were gone.

good luck hun. you're in my thoughts. kiss
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Thanks for all of the birthday wishes.

I really needed them. I was/am so _________ <---(insert confused emotion) about turning 25.

So yesterday my boyfriend and I really broke up. It was good for both of us. It was necessary. We are NOT angry, bitter, or anything. We don't have an ounce of negativity at the situation or each other. He thanked me for giving...
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stasia:
hey hey lil lady! i AM back!!!
siqkat:
Happy Birthday. I am okay. Just in a really fucked up state of mind. It wouold be good to get everyone back together....or whoever wants to. Are you going to the SG burlesque show in Baltimore?
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I know I should be happy....but I'm not really.


Turning 25 is causing waaaaaaaaaaay more contemplation than I am ready for. Damn the quarter life crisis!


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cheech:
Belated birthday bullcrap blush
anbuvampyre:
thx =D
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Today's fave list is dedicated to the archive girls.

I am, however, feeling a little different/better about my particiption on this site.


We'll see what happens.

cheech:
I'm just -way- out of the loop on what's going on around here... and maybe that's a good thing. I don't go round the Boards much.
aperantos:
I think that I might be way out of the loop also. Could anybody fill me on what the bloody blue hell is going on?
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okay, go read Olivia's journal.


wow
karalynn:
I apparently am missing all the gossip.

And Drama.
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I'm feeling awesome


unfuckingbreakable

even though I may be calling it quits with the boy


I am OKAY!!!

and a little happy.

okay

more than a little happy.


My birthday is coming and i think it is cute that people are caring to attempt to make plans.





It sucks that Voltaire is leaving





I want to go do nerdy stuff.
If anyone is interested, let...
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heroinsue:
me me! i wanna do nerdy stuff!
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cheech:
*hug* Any reason in particular?

I haven't used MySpace much since 1) I'm on here and LiveJournal, 2) my home PC has a firewall that doesn't like it, 3) my work PC has been out of order for almost a month... but I have a couple old friends there, and I see Voltaire is going there permanently...

Also- there's a lot of hard conservatives on this site. I'm sure some have more racial assumptions than, well, everyone else (I think most Americans do, including me, just as far as reactions based on assumptions). I should put some of them on "block" but then I don't really go on the Boards anymore; after 2 3/4 years I've found them ultimately unfulfilling as far as enlightening, symbiotic communication goes.
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So I have a myspace account. I have no friggin idea how to do anything with it.

Yes, I suck. I hate the learning curve. being a newbie sucks.

I mostly did it because I love Coi (isn't she the hotness) and because ....well, we'll leave that for another entry.

suffice it to say that I am not feeling the warm fuzzies like I once...
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tigerwong:
Aawww... *warm fuzzy hugs*

There. ^_^
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I hate the boards here.

I don't post for a reason. I can respect other people's opinions, but ....

You know what, I am tired of people downplaying race issues.

Racism exists...even here in SG land

I am not fucking oversensitive about it!

mad
sita:
Yeah, no doubt. I pointed out an incident here in a group and got accused of "looking for it" and being a "nazi" because I didn't agree with it.

Lame.
finch:
frown racism is everywhere. prejudice is everywhere. it fucking sucks, but it doesn't seem like you can get away from it.

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I'm too late and it sucks. frown

Lonely friday night, here I am.

this is fucking pitiful frown frown
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tigerwong:
Don't worry. We'll see you in two weeks, guaranteed! biggrin
finch:
lonely friday nights aren't pitiful. i swear it.

kiss

i hope things look up smile
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What could I cook/bake for you?

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tigerwong:
Ziti! I haven't had that in probably a year!
karalynn:
I want a homemade cheesecake. my aunt makes them and they are sooooooo wonderful and rich.
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I just typed a journal entry and the internet ate it.

fuck.

now you get a short summary.

*hung out with my boyfriend yesterday. All was wonderful. I understand all of the recent crap that we have been going through is not all my fault...it isn't really my fault at all, but my attitude and the way that I react to things wasn't really helping....
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nocontrol:
We should get together some time. It has been too long. I think an outing of some sort is in order.
anissa:
Aww thank ya ma'am ^_^