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i feel so bad. i've been neglecting my sg page.
ive started a new workout plan so hopefully i can do some more sets!!
i think im going to be moving soon. i wanna get a house so my dogs can run around

im missing everyone on here though. I watched suicide girls must die the other night and it made me miss
sg...
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batmite:
Hi!!
twistedkittenfur:
Hey, good luck on the move
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comixbookgurl:
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kevin82:
Beautiful...
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Damn I feel so confused...having a lot of things go through my head right now.


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I met this guys named Luke at the plasma donation center where I live. He's not super model hot but I seem to have this huge crush on him. I noticed him when he started working there in December and he would always make...
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s_eldorado:
As LK15 suggests, take a break from Luke and think things through. Think about where you want to live and how you'd support yourself. Think about whether or not you're truly in love with your BF or if you guys are co-dependent. Think about how you would feel if your BF got with another girl.

Once you've come to some conclusions, you could consider talking to your BF about having an open relationship. If the idea of him sleeping with other people is ok with you, there's a chance you could have your cake and eat it too.

The best thing you can do either way is be honest with yourself about what you want. Sometimes it isn't clear right away which is why you should take some time apart from Luke.

Once you have a better idea about what you want, be super honest and up front about what your thinking with your BF but remember to think about his feelings. I would ask him if he ever thinks about other girls (of course he does if he's human - everyone does) and if he'd ever consider having an open relationship where you could both see other people.

If he freaks out then maybe it's time to go your separate ways since you've already been thinking about being single. Maybe you should even just get separate places and take a break so you can figure out what you want?

The thing you don't want to do is cheat on him. That's going to poison the relationship whether he finds out or not. Trust me. It's hard at first but you owe it to yourself and eachother to be honest and get out if you're not feeling it anymore.

You're young so now is a great time to take some risks and be on your own if that's what you're feeling. Just remember, honesty will save you both time and heartache. Plus you'll sleep better. It's really the only way to go.

Good luck, beautiful - it'll work out fine. Don't be afraid.

comixbookgurl:
Just be careful sweety
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Hey everybody!!!! so i started making a wishlist. no special occasion or anything just thought it would be fun to make one lol just barely started but i never know what I want hehehelove

http://www.wishlist.com/Punkie/
if at all interested in anything on her, pm me and let me know

anywho. things have been going kinda crappy for me. dont want to...
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limitbreaker600:
hey dude just get drunk with evil leslie. that always makes me and lesli feel better
punkie:
lol evil leslie. to bad she lives so far away
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floydian:
Love the hair! And holy crap, that is one of the most adorable lil pups I've ever seen!
exposdlumination:
that puppy is cute.
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i started working as a waitress at a strip club and i love it!! lol
its really fun, i get to watch strippers all night and i make good money.
i dont mind the guys either. they love to talk to me and i enjoy their money lol biggrin
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remod66:
Then we should talk more often! Just do me a favor and don't spray-paint "REMO D. WILL BUM YOU SILLY FOR SPARE CHANGE" on my door, okay? biggrin
richard_:
Hey um... you still alive out there??

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so i have some soul searching to do.


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with mine and my boyfriend's 2 year anniversary coming up, something has come up that is making me really doubt myself. when i was 16, living in a small town, i was involved with a total jerk, let's call him "james". he treated me like dirt and was always fucked up...
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youroldlady:
I would see Gary. Maybe he just wants to be friends again. But, be careful. Don't let a temporary thing ruin your relationship. Hopefully you and Gary can still be friends and be in separate relationships.
strider57:
I realize I'm getting in on this discussion a little late, BUT here's my two cents worth. First, if "Gary" has been fighting in Afghanistan, I'll guarantee you he's NOT the same guy you remember from 4 years ago. War changes a man!! Things that are critical and urgent to you will seem trivial and insignificant to him. Second, the reason you stayed infatuated with your jerk boyfriend back in the day instead of going for all that Gary had to offer, was because your jerk BF triggered you Oxytcoin response. Oxytcoin is also know as the "love hormone.: and it goes a long way toward explaining the eternal question of why women always go for jerks, while relegating the nice guys they meet to the infamous "Friend Zone," a bottomless abyss of unfulfilled dreams and desires!! Here's a link to more info on Oxytcoin, if you'd like to read more about it...http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oxytocin.

I won't belabor the detailed explanation, but your body ramps up the production of Oxytcoin at times of stress and this dramatic increase in Oxytcoin makes you feel happy, soothed, and contented. It's a genetic thing in women the body developed to help cope with things like child birth, but it seems to have the same response to things like jerk boyfriends!! So, the more your jerk boyfriend stresses you out, the more oyxtcoin your body produces giving you a happy feeling. Consequently, you associate those happy feelings with the jerk boyfriend and mistake it for love. This is why you weren't more attracted to Gary back in the day...because he was too nice to really trigger your Oxytcoin response like your jerk boyfriend did.

As for present day, you've stated how much you love your boyfriend and how good he is in your life, ie...he's a nice guy and everything you understand about conventional wisdom tells you he should be making you happy, but he's not...NOT REALLY!! IF he were, you wouldn't be thinking about Gary and going to all the trouble to try to make contact with him!! There is a hole in your life, something your current boyfriend is not doing for you, which is why after four years you started thinking about Gary, because you associate Gary with the time when you're jerk boyfriend was tripping your trigger and over the passage of time you've blended those memories and emotions into the same thing. In a word, you are a slave to your body's chemistry, which is what is creating the confusion and conflicted emotions you are experiencing.

Sadly, you probably will not be satisfied until you resolve this issue for yourself, which will most probably end up with your eventual realization that Gary is not the same guy you remember him being and worst case will result in the loss of your current boyfriend too. All that glitters is not gold little one. All of life is just "in the moment" and the moment is constantly changing. People are seldom who we think they are in reality. Search inside yourself and conquer your own personal demons, because you can't be good for anyone in your life, until you're good for yourself.

Take Care,
Woody
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comixbookgurl:
ohh it was a sexy party!
angelcitymayhem:
Im reminded of that family guy scene where Stuey has a "sexy party"
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today was the first day of classes.....and i dont have class on tuesdays and thursdays!!! i really enjoyed sleeping in!! joined the color guard in marching band again this year. im really happy with my choice, i debated for a while on if i should do it again or not. we're really good though!! for once there's over 30 of us and...
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littlejohn22:
wow, great tattoo....

do you have a uniform in the colour guard that is different from the band? It does sound like fun....
floydian:
Good luck in school and color guard! Having Tuesday and Thursday off is the greatest schedule!!
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rascuache_:
try some preperation h
lorelei:
yaaay, soon! smile xoxo
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pia:
Thanks for leave a comment in my fluor love set <3
kevin82:
Very Sexy...
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So yesterday my kitty died frown his cancer became advanced and he kept having seizures. it was one of the saddest things ive had to go through. everyone think or pray for us! we're taking it very hard
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llcooln872:
Thats so sad, good thoughts to you.frown
sethklok:
I'm so sorry, that is a terrible loss! My thoughts and prayers go out to you. frown