Sunday afternoon and I'm at home with nothing to do. I don't think I have one single friend. Well, I do but she moved up to Tampa and I only see her sometimes. I'm dreading south fl more and more everyday. I am convinced that I have to get out but I don't know when. I think I'm probably scared or moving to some other...
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So, I decided I want to run away to coney island and be a mermaid or something. They have the oldest running freakshow/circus. I wish I could join the freakshow. Only if I was grotesque or talented so that I could be part of the freak show.
I'll need a partner in crime...someone into the whole glitz and glamour of the 50's...a lovely assistant. Any...
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I'll need a partner in crime...someone into the whole glitz and glamour of the 50's...a lovely assistant. Any...
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brokenalice:
Email it to me, I'll be a constructive critic...
xxanastasiaxx:
thank you, kitten. I loved the poems! Let me ask around about where to send them. Maybe I can help you out. 
So. I missed the Peaches show last night. I was so fucking mad. It was in a ghetto area that I was completely unfamiliar with and I spend an hour and a half driving around the N.W section only to then later when I got home find out that the club was at the N.E side the whole time. I was so pissed that I...
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xxanastasiaxx:
I want one of those movie romances too..sigh.
not in the cards right now for me either.
Dita is coming to Boston's Manray club for the B&D ball next month!! wish you were closer!
not in the cards right now for me either.
Dita is coming to Boston's Manray club for the B&D ball next month!! wish you were closer!
eatingchucky:
I love your pictures.
Day collapse, miracle won blank and explosive. Tearing at memory wall. Time laughs, crippled hallways, birdbath the heat is murder.
I've been frowning through razor blade smiles for days now. Yesterday, yesterday I felt you close through glass water banks. An equation of black skies and loud thunder roars. Sinking me to submission. Who will win this finger fight? I am down on two knees....
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I've been frowning through razor blade smiles for days now. Yesterday, yesterday I felt you close through glass water banks. An equation of black skies and loud thunder roars. Sinking me to submission. Who will win this finger fight? I am down on two knees....
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xxanastasiaxx:
do they ever know? and in the end do they ever care? and does it even matter when the damage is done?
GREAT poem...I love it.
GREAT poem...I love it.
xxanastasiaxx:
I'm home for the night, leave again tomorrow. I need a long hot bath..but i think i would have to crawl to the tub
Kisses to you..
Kisses to you..
It's like 10:18am and I don't go into work till 1pm so I have no idea why I'm up so early.
Waking up this earlier only gives me a temper and makes me think about that "oh so special" person I rather not be thinking about.
I don't know why I've been so bitter lately. I mean, I know I have my reasons but I...
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Waking up this earlier only gives me a temper and makes me think about that "oh so special" person I rather not be thinking about.
I don't know why I've been so bitter lately. I mean, I know I have my reasons but I...
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brokenalice:
I wish I could go back to sleep...
*yawn*
*yawn*
xxanastasiaxx:
Horribly busy weekend. How was yours? If I am signed onto aim..I am not busy..feel free to say HI!!
I must sleep. Woke up at 5am and went to get breakfast and now I can barely move. Today I feel fever 103 deep in the gut. I will leave you with that.
Fever 103
By: Sylvia Plath
Pure? What does it mean?
The tongues of hell
Are dull, dull as the triple
Tongues of dull, fat Cerebus
Who wheezes at the gate. Incapable
Of...
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Fever 103
By: Sylvia Plath
Pure? What does it mean?
The tongues of hell
Are dull, dull as the triple
Tongues of dull, fat Cerebus
Who wheezes at the gate. Incapable
Of...
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brokenalice:
mmmmmmmmm Plath
xxanastasiaxx:
mmmmmmmmmmmm..I second that. I read somewhere they are making a movie about her life. Gwyneth paltrow is suppose to play sylvia Plath
Last night was hell, kept waking up. It was very windy so that did not help matters. Locks get changed today, so that's a good thing.
Went to the store and bought more bobby pins and new red lipstick, you can never have to many reds.
Wish we were closer to each other , we could do each others hair.
Last night was hell, kept waking up. It was very windy so that did not help matters. Locks get changed today, so that's a good thing.
Went to the store and bought more bobby pins and new red lipstick, you can never have to many reds.
Wish we were closer to each other , we could do each others hair.
*die die darling*
Will someone please come and take me away from my current reality?
I need a week or two of pure fun and excitement. I am so serious I need some beautiful gal to come and save me in that "I'm your savior" sorta way. All crazy eyes and all, the kind of girl with fire in her heart and gasoline for blood....
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Will someone please come and take me away from my current reality?
I need a week or two of pure fun and excitement. I am so serious I need some beautiful gal to come and save me in that "I'm your savior" sorta way. All crazy eyes and all, the kind of girl with fire in her heart and gasoline for blood....
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stormy:
yes yes yes! we would be the new ultra cute thelma and louise and we could so kick everyones ass and get into lots of trouble. and be total stone foxes while we did
xxanastasiaxx:
LOL..oh gosh, what a book to special order!! It's a good one though!
That's what i need too, a book on how to do vintage hairdo's..maybe I will look for a book today. I saw some how to tips online but it's rather limited. Just have to stock up on hairspray and bobbie pins. I am always losing bobbie pins.
That's what i need too, a book on how to do vintage hairdo's..maybe I will look for a book today. I saw some how to tips online but it's rather limited. Just have to stock up on hairspray and bobbie pins. I am always losing bobbie pins.
I've been listening to the new Cat Power CD a lot. I'm tellin' ya that woman is amazing. I'm thinking of driving to Atlanta to see her as well. I've seen her live and met her once. She's so sweet and so shy. But, yeah, I urge all of you to go out and pick up a copy of her new CD or any of...
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I'm so angry tonight. I had a conversation with a friend that led me to find out something I wasn't sure about. I can't remember the last time I hated someone this much or if I've ever hated someone this much. I feel sick, my stomach feels like it's been flipped over a dozen times.
I remember months ago waking up with crust on my...
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nenia:
[hugs]
xxxdjinn:
hey im new but try not to be so down .... i like to look at life like a big casino .... and i have a gambling problem .....no matter what happens sometimes when you
play the slots the payoff isnt what you expected but that doesnt mean that you wont get the jackpot at all .
do something nice for your self you deserve it . hope you feel better .
xxxdjinn (E)
play the slots the payoff isnt what you expected but that doesnt mean that you wont get the jackpot at all .
do something nice for your self you deserve it . hope you feel better .
xxxdjinn (E)
I'm tired. my back is killing me. I miss my ex who abandoned me like a million days ago. I wonder sometimes if I'm one of those women who needs a woman just for the sake of having someone to sleep with late at night. I'm starting to think that thin fingers and midnight stiffness is getting to me. That smell and the warmness made...
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pinupsandguns:
Snow, my little kitten. *i must sigh ever time I read your comments" . Blowing up hot topic and ex my along with it would be fantastic...and you know I would love nothing more than to take a road trip with you to Atlanta to see Tracy + The Plastics. But, by this time we'd be fugitives for killing the hot topic people and we'd be on the run like bonnie and clyde.
I think I only know of like two people in total who are into tracy + the plastics around here. No one appreciates art in Miami.
I was thinking...we should set a wedding date and pick a great johnny cash song to listen to after the whole wedding thing.
Well, with that said I hope your feeling better.
I think I only know of like two people in total who are into tracy + the plastics around here. No one appreciates art in Miami.
I was thinking...we should set a wedding date and pick a great johnny cash song to listen to after the whole wedding thing.
Well, with that said I hope your feeling better.
brokenalice:
I miss having a warm, inviting body in my bed... besides mine 
So, no car for me. The dealer who once told me he'd drop the price and fix the brakes now says that he won't lower the price and he won't fix the brakes. He was being such a dick, he told me if I wanted the car I'd have to pay and take it in a tow truck cause he wasn't going to fix the...
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tara81:
your adorable!
your adorable!
pinupsandguns:
well, thank you very much.
So, I've been some sort of "nervous and weird" lately, don't know..just been walking around with that feeling for a couple of days now. I finally found my betty page bondage video along with my louise brooks movies.
If any one of you want a copy of the Betty Page bondage video let me know and I will try to figure out how to burn...
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If any one of you want a copy of the Betty Page bondage video let me know and I will try to figure out how to burn...
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snow:
you have no idea how glad i am that you found me......so that i could find you. we have so much in common (by the looks of yr profile and yr journal) it is almost sick. but not sick. sexxxy. i am prepared for our las vegas wedding. no seriously. lets go right now. did i tell you how happy i am to have found you???? i am gushing. this is great. 
okay i have a brand new crush.....
okay i have a brand new crush.....
zombiehead2:
a betty page bondage video sounds interesting...
i just went to the website in your profile, you have some cool pics in there. i like the retro look to some of them. in the last pic its hard to tell, but is that ms. page on your arm?
i just went to the website in your profile, you have some cool pics in there. i like the retro look to some of them. in the last pic its hard to tell, but is that ms. page on your arm?
Can you pierce all my major arteries?