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For maybe the first time in a year, I had a GOOD dream last night. Most of mine are nightmares. I don't remember what it was really, but I do remember one really cute part and I actually woke up feeling relaxed. I needed that, but the truth is I'm only feeling relaxed for fucked up reasons. I guess we all have our...
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atticstar:
yeah, i'm not going to put myself in that situation. i would definitely ask if there's training beforehand.
lovely:
My dreams are never "Normal". They're usually very odd and fucked up...
I feel ya, I hate waking up in the morning feeling uneasy.
Glad you laughed!!!
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Oh. Fucking. BALLS!!!

I got food poisoning from a bad burrito. Actually, that's an oxymoron in & of itself because has there ever been a good burrito? So in addition to being a "bad burrito" to start off with, it was a 7-11 burrito. A 7-11 burrito named Da Bomb. I guess I was the genius who failed to see the warning signs. Oh, and did I mention that I bought it the day after a (minor) power outage? See, I was hopeful enough to actually believe 7-11 would dispose of perishable food that was sitting in an open cooler after a blackout. Serves me right.

So the next morning I felt like hell. I was sore and had headache, etc...you know: all the familiar hangover symptoms. Now, I don't get hangovers (to many's chagrin), but I know the symptoms. I had a bit to drink before I went to sleep (note -- see last entry), so when I awoke feeling this way, I thought I'd somehow managed a hangover. Didn't know how, but that was my conclusion after the first 10 minutes of consciousness this morning. I went to work and things got eeh...then bad...and finally I got that really fucking brick-wall "worst".

After general disorientation for three hours, all the while delaying the eventual liberation of the prisoners from Alcatraz, things were pretty shitty. Unbearable. So I ripped open the bag and tossed my cookies all about Ye Olde Swimming Hole. Ugh. I hate that. I had a record, too.

WARNING: Nastiness follows:-

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The thing was, I more than evacuated my stomach. I was convinced "She's gone from suck to blow!!!" I think I emptied half of my small intestine into Ye Olde...(awww, fuck it).

I was STILL under the assumption that this was somehow alky-related. I neglected (at...
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necia:
Oh, no . . . That's no good at all. frown


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("Da Bomb"? I can't help it: bwaha!)

atticstar:
wow just reading that almost made me vomit again... i'm still not quite normal and it's been more than a week! we went to an asian restaurant tonight (picked by my mom because it was to celebrate her belated bday)...afterwards my stomach got all weird and unhappy. i felt very nauseated and ill afterwards. i didn't think i would be bad anymore considering but...i think my body still isn't ready for asian food yet... altho, to asian food's defense...my body also isn't ready for a lot of meat either... can't wait to see if the pretty things that come out of my ass will be solid or notwink grin. like that?
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HAIKU TIME!!!

I love alcohol
I will drink it till my death
Booze soothes my unrest
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I really like this song today: Green Day-Waiting

Lyrics

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I've been waiting a long time
for this moment to come
I'm destined for anything at all
Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a new diamond
Ring out under the midnight hour
No one can touch me now
And I can't turn my back
It's too...
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bladez:
well it's good to hear that my baby pic is having an affect on people biggrin

thanks again!

How's things on your end of the continent?
vuokko:
Glad you enjoyed it. I hope it didn't keep you up TOO late. wink
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===== Solstice =====

The longest day of the year came and went but I'm still living it
Uncomfortable silence which bears itself to me
The driving power in this faction of passion caused a shift
Caused by brain to split; From what I see

Echoes of life entertaining sanity; long lost to hardcore craft
They see it all, but won't share the scene
Alien tendrils...
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kaos:
I'm digging the writing, is it yours?

I don't know... I'm thinking about doing a set in an entire snow suit... whole set... think that could work? haha
atticstar:
yeah...there's nothing quite like spending your days trapped in a little tiny box....at least i'm not a smartie...trapped in a little tiny box and then as soon as the light comes in you get eaten! unless you're red...then you get to watch your friends get eaten.
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Wow. I just watched the last 30 minutes of Terminator 2. That was one of my top five favorite movies back then. I saw that movie in the theatres when I was 11. It was one of the few times I ever got to go to the movies when I was a kid. It's the little things like that that make a difference. I...
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adaline:
How adorable are you - you have one lucky girl! I watched terminator 2 not too long ago also! hehehehe! Thanks for the comment on my blog, it really helps. I'm going to move back to portland oregon in october!
xoxoxo
Adaline
pistolita:
no repercussions... but i stopped drinking for 3 months as of the 3rd. So when i go back to boozing (which i don't normally do anyway) I will be a real serious lightweight. Maybe even lightweight champion of the world!
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I hooked up one of my neighbors with free wireless internet. He was so excited. I remember hearing him exclaim something about "...now I can see tits!..." or something like that. He acquired a Palm TX and has no internet. I totally forgot that my router could do 802.11g. Once I remembered, I hooked that shit up. Now, he be scoping da poon.
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pistolita:
it's merely pre=cancerous prevention. I have lesions that could cause cancer later on in life. I have to be careful, but I have a team of knock=outs on my side. I'm not scared, i know i'm going to conquer it and come out on top. I just have to help my body help itself. smile
atticstar:
yeah...i will walk normal speed if i know there's no immediate shelter to run to too. i have to keep a change of shoes and socks at work for rainy days though...at this rate i'll have to keep an entire change of clothing there!

nah, the manager and i were joking with eachother...but...i think he'll avenge the fact that we taped a blown up card for mental health services on his office door though....wink
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Can't get Green Day - "King For A Day" out of my head:

Started at the age of 4
My mother went to the grocery store
Went sneaking through her bedroom door to find something in a size 4

Sugar and spice and everything nice wasn't made for only girls
GI Joe in panty hose is making room for the one and only

King...
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rebel:
Ive been having the same problem with the site...
I havent been hungover in SO long. So when I woke up this morning (after only getting like 2 hours of sleep) I was feeling pretty gross. I always drink Gatorade after I drink, but for some reason nothing helped today.
Murder by Numbers also has Sandra Bullock in it, and its weird cause she doesnt play the kind of character she usually does.
Even if you dont like the movie, I think youd like him (Ryan Gosling) cause his character is pretty twisted.

Also, did you know he was on the mickey mouse club?
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[EDIT June 21 @ 1:25AM:] Damnit! I keep trying to mix this down and Cubase is crashing whenever I load more than two or three instances of TC Native Reverb. Oh, well...I'll try again tomorrow. I haven't been able to sleep all week (2 - 3 hours a night). I'm gonna try again now and see what happens. [END EDIT]

I decided...
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severus:
Thank you Mr. blush And you can't do much with 1$ in Sweden, it's an expensive country you know.
atticstar:
nope! no confusion. just stood there in awe reallywink
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iggy:
glad i am not the only one who feels shitty right now.....

and i bet tha girl you used to date wasn't as pocket sized as Zui!
rebel:
ryan gosling is the only reason i liked that movie at all. did you see murder by numbers? or whatever it was? he was way creepy in it.