peaches101

my grandfather died yesterday, he was only 62. he's been sick for the past few months and they thought he was getting better then monday night he took a turn for the worse and they said he didn't have much longer... i dunno....

An update on life:
Tuesday i slide on the last step of my porch and hurt my back, which is still bothering me!
Tuesday was also my first day no longer on medication ^.^
Lol my cat keeps touching me right now lol i know it sounds wrong.
I called out of work today because of my back, hopefully i'll still have a job tomorrow......
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So to elaborate on this rumor. One of my best friends got a text from a friend of hers talking about a text she got about me being pregnant. Now i never really hung out with either of these people, better part i dont know who would've started this or why they would think it anyways. It's just annoying. Last time a rumor flew around...
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Watching the first tour i relized that i've wanted to take my clothes off my entire life. Even though i dont really like my body, which is way i haven't started yet. It seems i wanted to be an sg before there even was sg. Some days i wonder what people would think about me always wanting to be naked to the world even after...
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so here's an update on the crap that happened this past week. thursday i was in a car accident. i hydroplaned and loss control of my car, the front of my car hit the guard rail and then it spun and hit the back. my car is totaled. i reinjured my back and injured my neck. i went to work on friday and was in...
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so i got a call from the prosecuter....a higher court over turned my uncle's conviction....they feel that alex's testimony shouldn't have been alloud because i told her too far after it happened....they can see if the surpreme court can over turned the other court, or get my uncle to plea to something with time served, or a 3rd trial....right now megan's law has been removed....not...
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I randomly started wondering about who made words? Why do the mean what they do? What was the first word ever created? Was is spoken or thought of first? How did we comunicate before that? How did we have thoughts before that? Does the first word still exist? Does it still have the same meaning? How could we ever truly figure out the answer? It's...
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so i found out that my medication is causing my current depression and bad thoughts are from my meds. my memory loss, my skin peeling when i scratch, my twitches, my very low bp, my tiredness, just everything practically....

so i haven't been here in awhile. didn't have money but now i have 2 jobs and am back. i missed looking at my girls everyday! i have been struggleing with my eating disorder lately and wanting to get better but wishing to get worse. i stopped exercising but i'm going to start back up again and trying to portion myself. i've been bingeing way...
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