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We, or a short conversation with a narrow mind.
by: Me


"We think it should be done this way" said she.
I replied, I am not we,
I am me, and I disagree.
You see, I am me,
and you are you, but you are not we,
you are only part of we,
and some of us think differently.
Therefore, I'm sure that you can...
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In the time it takes,
for a tear to fall,
I can forgive everything.
I can forgive it all.

I passed my real Estate Brokers exam. Unfortunately, my 'full time job' is taking way too much of my time, not to mention that I've been neglecting my farm and it is suffering big time. I don't know when I'm going to find time to do this whole real estate thing.

I used to have time in my life to take an afternoon and write...
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Did you forget? It's Leather Pride Week (somewhere, a vegan has started to cry )

7th Annual Leather, Feathers & Fur, Fetish Ball 8PM - 1AM Friday
Ambridge Event Center 300 NE Multnomah $15 at the Door 21+ years with valid ID
Hosted By Portland Leather Alliance



Put on your naughty outfits and come play-dance the night away.

************************ Saturday Morning************************
It wasn't as well...
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Hey there, it's been a while. I just can't seem to get too excite about coming here lately- it just looks too wierd.

I had a great Birthday last weekend, I went camping with my family(ended up in the site next to a large group of strippers from a bar in Portland that I won't name-they were very loud and a lot of fun) and...
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I don't think I like it when shit changes....Nope, not one single little bit. I can't find anything.



I feel like someone has rearranged my sex toy drawer without my permission and I can't find my favorite lube...

This week marks the 25th anniversary of the first documented case of Aids.

In June 1981, the CDC published a report about the occurrence, without identifiable cause, of a rare lung infection Pneumocystis carinii pneumonia in five men in Los Angeles.

Because there was so little known about the transmission of what seemed to be a new disease, there was concern about contagion, and whether...
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Blanket $15
Picnic basket $25
Massage oil $18
Taking the day off from work $0 (cause I'm self employed)
Spending the day making love in the shade of the cherry tree in your backyard while the kids are at school -priceless

In an unrelated note, I was recently reminded just how horny I get when wrestling with a girl, and just how good the sex...
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One of my favorite songs in the world is Hurt by Trent Reznor-only I change a few words to better suit me. Sing along with me if you know the tune(how could you not)

I hurt (you) today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain(that I cause)
the only thing that's real
the (whip) tears a hole
the old familiar sting...
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My friends list keeps changing. So I have to spend time going through it to make sure no one has dropped off. It's usually because certain unnamed/(unnameable?) persons keep changing their names, but I can see at least one person who dropped off-I never know if I should take it personally or not. Whatever...

Very busy weekend planned (check events for info), and now I'm...
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Sometimes I think we're alone. Sometimes I think we're not. In either case, the thought is staggering.
- R. Buckminster Fuller

This quote really hit home for me. I remember how devistating it was when I finally admitted to myself that didn't actually BELIEVE in God anymore. That was a real tough time for me, trying to figure out all the existential/philisophical shit without being...
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