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I'm in a rotten mood today frown

didnt get much sleep due to an unexpected long distance phonecall from the states that left me grumpy and frustrated. so then because I was tired I had a slow start to the day.

on top of that its gross and cold outside today, so I just spent the day taking photos of my lip-service and other designer clothes...
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popdaddy:
I hate those rat looking things, LOL I got bit by one , when I was little and hated them ever since. The other day, I saw a Bird giving one chace, and well I was cheering for the bird.
merrow:
I HATE squirrels. They seriously terrify me. eeek
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today I walked into work on yet another day off and quit my job. it fels so good. I sugar-coated my talk with my boss because I still wanted to remain on good terms for reference use. but I have a really good way of telling someone I'm not happy and a situation isnt fair without offending them too much. I cant afford to work...
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tonsecret:
Hey Panda how are u?

Did you get the job? Lemme know.

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navaro_71:
Buy the AC unit sweetie....it's money well spent. Even if it's money you don't have...take out a loan, a 2nd mortage! May the 'job' force be with you:x
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well yesterday started off well enough...beautiful hot day!
decided to walk into work on my last day off for the week and get some exercise...the goal of course was to get my cheque cuz it was payday.

then after walking like 5K to work in the blistering hot sun I get to work only to receive a retardedly low paycheque and to have them tell...
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argene:
Glad you found a job that you liked. Shitty jobs are the worst. You don't know how much they affected you until you've left the place.
manual:
4 huh? I hope you and you're boy had a good time at West Fest......

And if like Southern BBQ, don't forget the Rib Festival is going on on Sparks Street from the 15 to 16. The food is hella expensive,, but oh so good....

take care,, and hope you're keeping cool...
/m
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This week everything was extremes...really good or really bad.

On a good note...Touched base with an old friend from Montreal. It was nice once again to have someone whos going through shit aswell to talk to. refreshing. when you're negative sometimes the only people you can handle are the ones who are suffering aswell. Went to go see Episode Three with them....and I dont care...
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hollygolightly:
Sounds familiar... except i got up onto my desk and yelled 'cunts' across the office... journalism is on crazy job, the funniest part of it being hardly anyone even looked up.
I think i'll join you on that resume outing...
goodluck ditching the joint.
Holly
fotopimp:
I'm glad to hear that you hooked up with some ol skool homies...we all need that at times.

Get those resumes out there, fuck the bullshit. wink

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SO I've come to the conclusion that you can never relaly complain about something or vent without a generous ammount of people telling you to grow the fuck up.

basically this is how I deal with stuff guys. I get it out, I get angry, I vent, I bitch...and then I take a deep breath an its back to the drawing board. if I dont...
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westsiders:
kiss
hollygolightly:
i am told i am a verbose egomaniac...you should try it some time, it's suprisingly satisfying. smile
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so another ugly weekend rears it's head.

it started off well enough. went to go se my most recent ex's comeback set. yes this was the guy that said I couldnt come up to Toronto back in April...whatever tho. My presence at the club was not to make him feel uncomfy (I dont do that)but to support, he had been wanting to get a gig...
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brocklee:
DOOD i will post a pic for ya soon to cheer ya up !!
brocklee:
heres that picture...CHEERS!!!
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you'd like to think you know someone....
or at least that highschool was decades ago....
but these days, I never know.

Sometimes I wonder if theres a great big neon sign on my head that says "hey you! This girl hasnt taken enough shit in her life! So bring it on!".

People like to read too much into things. I guess thats what happens when...
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juliana:
thanks for the good luck. thank goodness it's done with for now.

my faith in humanity seems to rise and fall with the tides as well. is this even an issue for non-aquarians?

kiss for you.
juliana:
haha. i'm an INTP, too. or at least i was the last time i took it. i found it hard to believe i was only 1% of the population.

hrm. would like to take that test again...
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well I'm finally back home in Canada.
I say finally, but it hardly feels like I was gone

ever been having the best dream ever...then wake up to a rainy day?

tonight I'm in the weirdest of moods, I've been so unmotivated to update my page here or to respond to anything here online...yet I stay up till 3am in front of my computer getting...
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brocklee:
AHHH THE PHOTOPIMP AND ZE FRENCHY...DANGEROUS ...DANGEROUS>>lol...my sg brothers ARRR!!!
redkelpie:
CINDERELLA .......BEWARE of BROKEN GLASS !!!
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ok so its official! I'm here in San Fran! looking forward to shopping tommorrow and eventualy getting to the kickball game at Thee park...

time to go smoke....I need a beer! hehe
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noir:
Yeah, so I feel like an ass for mistaking you for RX. It actually was more the other way around. I read her journal thinking she was you. Not one of my most brilliant moments. You were very lovely. Now I need to find a Chinese wig place.
westsiders:
It was very nice to meet you! Are you back in Canada yet? The trip home went pretty good - there was a body piercer guy who said 'Now who wants to get pierced on a Greyhound' biggrin kiss
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OK! ITS OFFICIAL!!!!!

after much debating and budgeting and calculating I've decided.....I"M GOING TO S.F. PROM!!!!!!!

I finalized myself on the list of attendees today to reserve my guestlist spot. And my dad has booked me a business-class flight down to San Fran on the 12th returning on the 16th as part of that vacation I was getting for Grad. I've been looking in to...
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rockstarcard:
that's pretty impressive. all that drive to actually do it.


you know me? it's possible... we do live in the same city. but i'm not sure. do you go to school?
lucy:
This is the new Ontario Suicidegirls group.
Come join!
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pulling an all nighter this eve...well morning I guess you could say....no chopping tonight tho althought jeeezus......

Tonight on "when Parents Attack"........

I'm freaking out now.....the parents are freaking out on me about bills that they just received today n stuff when I've been busting my ass to raise money for this Toronto trip on saturday. fawk. I'm getting a cheque next week but they...
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hoaxoner:
dont wory your the P to the A to the N to the D to the A.
yeah i gotta claim personal bankruptcy in the next month.
i'm addicted to stress.
nerotica:
Hmmm...sounds dicken....cash flow issue sounds familar...Also sounds like you need that trip.... wink wink Just uhh say mom dad love ya but uhh sit and spin till next payday.. wink Ok maybe not the babysitter thing could be an issue.. wink
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bahahaha...well wasnt THAT a piece of drama that no one needed to hear,lol!

thanks fer the nice wishes guys n gals...even tho yeah I feel like a retard blush

damn long night of drinking and freelance design...that'll teach me fer sure.

just killing time right now before I have to go over the bridge to Hull to sell some of my clothes to thi gal.....trying to...
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panda:
well the ex is comming with the group to TO...hence the not being able to *completely* get away...ugh.

we'll see.... tongue
berlinn:
don't worry. i'm always posting drunken journals and regretting them the next morning. and i've done some pretty stupid shit to regret as well. You're fabulous!