painangel

Holy shit was prom awesome or what!?!?!?!?

Ok so yeah I finally got all the new computers in the house running still need to fix my roomates, but that should be easy. Easy compared to what I had to go through to get mine working. The new Home Theater PC I set up though is awesome, who new having a computer to record just the TV you want to see could be...
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Things are somewhat better, the added stress of recent deaths has cause me to be a bit snappy at times. Very out of character for those who know me. Maybe some new toys will make me feel better. Hmmmm... Shotgun... yes... New computer...yes.... hmmmm... .what else?

Many strange things have happened to me the past few days... I realized I have a closer friend then I knew.... I dreamt of an old love and saw an old friend that asked me about her... I had a friend that was lucky and didn't get hurt ... I had a friend that was unlucky and died.... Anything can happen in one week.... Enjoy...
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Finally some time off work. I hope I have time to catch up with each and every one of you in the city over the next week or so before I am off to LA. I miss everyone a shit load, and I need to get out and fuck shit up. Whats the point of making all this money if you don't even have time...
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walking across the black
every step a new letter
pulses traveling from one side to the other
this is the impression it leaves
pacing back and forth
not knowing when it will end
jumping to the corner moves time back
moving sideways makes it jump down
it blinks, mocking me every second
waiting for my next step
knowing that i can`t stop
pacing back and...
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Ah yes the season of holiday work parties and the rumors of who is havin sex with who. I am apparently having sex with many people in everyones minds, even in my own.

Who are you having sex with in your mind or other peoples minds?

Once I start drinking I lose track and just keep drinking ending up on drinking way more then I should. Someone should really keep an eye on me sometimes.

As I sit here avoiding going to work for no reason other than I don't want to drive yet again with the idiots in the rain I can't help but think how lucky I am that I actually like my job. If I didn't I would just sit here all day and accomplish nothing.

Why is it that I procrastinate on things that are really...
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I guess from the comments i must keep updating and do it more frequently and cleverly.

Why is it that there was less traffic driving home in the rain today?

Sometimes I wonder if anyone even reads this, I have really updated since I haven't received many comments lately.