There are things that stop me dead in my tracks when memories, thoughts, or situations hit me like brick walls. Instead of being stunned, my mood swings completely to the negative end of the spectrum, and then I get to practice what I've taught myself in crawling out of it. Sometimes I'm successful, sometimes I'm not.
I sat with the cat earlier and contemplated driving...
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I get to go and get my vagina checked out by some lady who shouldn't be doing what she is doing. One hour to go.
I hate paperwork. I can understand putting your name and the such, add in a tad bit of history, but, since she already gets to have such a wonderful view, I think she really doesn't need to know if I'm...
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I hate paperwork. I can understand putting your name and the such, add in a tad bit of history, but, since she already gets to have such a wonderful view, I think she really doesn't need to know if I'm...
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oracle:
hi
nyhcx516:
...sorry for whatever i did wrong... 
Everyone has been so nice. I'm glad I can come back here and read everyones comments and smile. Times are few and far between where I actually have time to do commenting of my own, but that will change.
I have next weekend off. I can either go to Madison, traverse elsewhere, or stay home. I'm undecided.
My boss has 'wedding' next to my name....
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I have next weekend off. I can either go to Madison, traverse elsewhere, or stay home. I'm undecided.
My boss has 'wedding' next to my name....
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jekyllandhyde:
Definitely go with mutating over dying. It's just cooler.... Plus, you can freak out little kiddies that whine too much.
WHATEVER this "thing" you've been waiting for is, I hope it works out. I can't think of a reason at all why it wouldn't....
WHATEVER this "thing" you've been waiting for is, I hope it works out. I can't think of a reason at all why it wouldn't....
nyhcx516:
MADISON!!!!
My head, it hurts. The stress is almost overwhelming and I'm pulling my hair out every night, and crying myself to sleep in the early morning. I'd rather not sleep, the way things seem to be; I can't handle it, because sleep is wasting time that's to be used on something else. I have a final tomorrow. Among other things that need completion in two...
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oracle:
night, see you in an hour...when you can't sleep. 
niobe:
No, you aren't one of them don't worry. 
moya:
Me with people. Or just people.
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jekyllandhyde:
Maybe Homeland Security thinks you're a threat to the safety of the United States. In the video world, we like to give everything that doesn't work a 2-ID (two-inch drop). I don't know if I'd recommend that in this case or not, though....
aeryn:
AHH..I bet they just want to gather more data on you. Is all your past emails gone??? if so FUCK!!
maybe you could email MSN about it..
maybe you could email MSN about it..
I watch the sunsets and sunrises through a series of pictures on a small screen that I squint at half the time. I don't have to wonder why the bags under my eyes are permanent; I put them there every day. Last week, I went to bed early one night, I think aroung 10; I got up at 6 and noticed in the mirror as...
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tadzi:
i know that angry/lonely feeling all too well. it kind of dominates my conciousness.
by the way, you look sexy when your hair is wet.
by the way, you look sexy when your hair is wet.
undeserving:
hi everybody! my name is kevin and i.....wait.....this isn't chronic masturbators annonymous is it?
I had hoped the stress would go away soon and that I'd feel that I had enough time to write a decent entry. Funny how I'm actually around here many, many times, and for long periods as well, but I always feel so rushed so I never write anything. I think I should try to reverse that, spend time here again everyday, writing more, and...
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mcbane13:
Love the Goggles!
Oh and if you do find a quick solution to the horndog solution, make sure you let us know. Make sure you take detailed notes so anyone can reproduce the results exactly.
Oh and if you do find a quick solution to the horndog solution, make sure you let us know. Make sure you take detailed notes so anyone can reproduce the results exactly.
This deserves an update. I've been around, but not. I've been icky for a while, since last thursday or so. By monday night, you could have mistaken me for a coke addict, although I've really never met one. But I was pale (more than I usually am, how odd), in cold sweats constantly, had a massive headache, my eyes felt like they were going to...
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bastardo:
Just to show what an idiot I am, I just made the Farscape connection. Personally, youi have nice boobs, so you should've gone with Zahn. And who wouldn't tap her? The Pope would tap that blue-skinned tramp, am I righr? Eh? Eh?
So that's all the male testosertone you get for today. Plus I can totally beat up your ex. I mean wicked bad kug fu stylee. Werd nerd.
So that's all the male testosertone you get for today. Plus I can totally beat up your ex. I mean wicked bad kug fu stylee. Werd nerd.
rstones33:
All I can think of to say is, have a hug 
So.. It's a friday night and I'm stuck with nothing to do.. 
Haven't we heard that one before. And wow, everything in my head just escaped me. I think I think too much, then I forget things and forget that I forgot anything in the first place. 
Yay for being the most disorganized organizer in town..
I've held the whole computer thing off for as...
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Haven't we heard that one before. And wow, everything in my head just escaped me. I think I think too much, then I forget things and forget that I forgot anything in the first place. Yay for being the most disorganized organizer in town..
I've held the whole computer thing off for as...
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clarkekid:
Aww, you're just having a really tough time right now.
*hug*
I remember all the times my past cars died on me... being stranded in the middle of nowhere for 4.5 hours, the car catching fire while I was driving it and burning to a crisp (not me, the car... I got out), etc.
I also get the not wanting to hang out with the couples thing. I avoid hanging with my friends in relationships like the plague. I don't need to be reminded that I'm single the entire time I'm trying to have fun.
Hang in there. Things have to get better sooner or later.
*hug*
I remember all the times my past cars died on me... being stranded in the middle of nowhere for 4.5 hours, the car catching fire while I was driving it and burning to a crisp (not me, the car... I got out), etc.
I also get the not wanting to hang out with the couples thing. I avoid hanging with my friends in relationships like the plague. I don't need to be reminded that I'm single the entire time I'm trying to have fun.
Hang in there. Things have to get better sooner or later.
saramonster:
Hi. I'm sara. Total stranger. Came across your profile and decided hey.. she seems cool.
So yeah.
what's up?
So yeah.
what's up?
Edited to add a warning for all the pointless bitching up ahead. Detour can be any button you press that will take you away from this mopey entry.
Quick update because it is 2 in the morning. Even though I've been sleeping since 8..
I'm actually feeling quite irate. The sleep was supposed to help minimize the irritation I felt earlier, apparently my self had...
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Quick update because it is 2 in the morning. Even though I've been sleeping since 8..
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rstones33:
Man, you make me sad - too sad for stupid smilies!
I wish I could cheer you up.
I wish I could cheer you up.
I need to stop pussyfootin around. I took another little break; not necessarily from the computer, but from doing much of anything on it. Yes, my addiction (halfway returned and) has kept me sitting here, but staring at a blank screen most of the time. Or school work. I finally got somewhere with all that.
We have my aunts cat, Sebastian, until next sunday. He...
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ilsa:
Awww fat kitty! 
adalius:
I think you're cute ;-)
I think it's good to be able to make yourself laugh...Maybe tomorrow I'll call myself 'hotstuff' when I get out of the shower and see how it goes.