I came home from work, ate, and went to bed after burning my ass off infront of the stove. Before I continue on, do you know how many spelling errors I had in that first sentence alone? This journal I will definately have to proofread. 
Anyway, my mother and I do this thing where we stand infront of the stove for a long, long time,...
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ilsa:
Mood swings make me wanna kill myself 
I wish I had a penis right now, haha!
I wish I had a penis right now, haha!
ilsa:
Ha! awesome. I used to get homicidal and hate the humanity during these days, but now is way worse, I get very sad and suicidal for no reason! 
And I don't even want to have children! 
And I don't even want to have children! I was all ready for bed, even though it's not made (I'm sleeping on the mattress itself). I'd say I'm pretty darn lazy. Anyway, I realized, I didn't update yet, today, so here I am. I've started to get my shit together, how convenient, less than a week left that everything is due, so of course, my ass is working. So the next few entries...
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korbendallas:
Yeah i do more then wash them, especially when thinking of your sexy lil ass. REOW!! Okay if you didn't see that one coming from a mile away, you're hopeless :p I'm gonna drink me a big ol glass of Raspberry Reaction/Grape Kool aid. Kool aid is my pleasure!! And play some Vice City. It's really sad how many games i have sitting there half complete. Well the Kool aid is callin, be back in awhile. Later sexy 
clarkekid:
I'm beginning to think this sleep thing is a myth. 
Ugh. You know what really sucked about today? The fact that my belly grew a few inches bigger. I'm retaining water like a motherfucker, and I can't even see my feet. My pants zipper even started to unzip. Thanks to my mother for telling me.. 
So, I feel really, really fat even though I'm not, I know. But come on. I bet you all can...
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My pants zipper even started to unzip. Thanks to my mother for telling me.. So, I feel really, really fat even though I'm not, I know. But come on. I bet you all can... Read More
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aproximation:
Man, I haven't sunken into a video game for a long time. Not sence Doom3. I tend to go for first person shooters and 3d rpg's like Diablo2.
Or, I got to play super mario world on the SNES today! I LOVED that game when It came out.
Old letcherous guys are lame. I have a friend that is something like 33, and is trying to pick up on these 18 year old girls. I have no idea why they hang out with him...
I grew up with a girl one year younger then I living across the street. We are like siblings. When she was 16 or 17 she tried to date 20-somethings. I also had a friend that dated a 21 year old when she was in Jr high. What is that all about? And here I was not getting any attention from the girls my age, cause they all wanted these old men.
He he, I sound a little bitter dont I. Water under the bridge. Its still confusing. I never really desired older women when I was younger. Heck, the only thing I ever desired was an interesting personality, regardless of age.
I dont know if you can help me, but would you rather have a guy be really forward and state planely he is interested, or have the guy become your friend quietly, make eyes and leave things up to you? If he is forward it doesnt seem too aggressive? If he is passive you wont think he is uninterested in?
Ive just had bad luck communicating my interest in in girls, but perhaps I am just too afraid of getting shot down or getting into a situation with a girl that I end up not connecting with and that I cannot get out of without hurting her.
Back to work for me. Have fun playing vids! Check out Diablo2, but get the battle chest. Its an older game so it sould be relitively cheap.
Or, I got to play super mario world on the SNES today! I LOVED that game when It came out.
Old letcherous guys are lame. I have a friend that is something like 33, and is trying to pick up on these 18 year old girls. I have no idea why they hang out with him...
I grew up with a girl one year younger then I living across the street. We are like siblings. When she was 16 or 17 she tried to date 20-somethings. I also had a friend that dated a 21 year old when she was in Jr high. What is that all about? And here I was not getting any attention from the girls my age, cause they all wanted these old men.
He he, I sound a little bitter dont I.
Water under the bridge. Its still confusing. I never really desired older women when I was younger. Heck, the only thing I ever desired was an interesting personality, regardless of age.
I dont know if you can help me, but would you rather have a guy be really forward and state planely he is interested, or have the guy become your friend quietly, make eyes and leave things up to you? If he is forward it doesnt seem too aggressive? If he is passive you wont think he is uninterested in?
Ive just had bad luck communicating my interest in in girls, but perhaps I am just too afraid of getting shot down or getting into a situation with a girl that I end up not connecting with and that I cannot get out of without hurting her.
Back to work for me. Have fun playing vids! Check out Diablo2, but get the battle chest. Its an older game so it sould be relitively cheap.
korbendallas:
Don't ask, just do yourself a favor, if Yogi asks you to play with his 'yahooey' back away slowly then run!!
To make it easier for myself, I'm going to start thursday night: I can't remember thursday night. Hold on.
Okay. My sister came over, and we farted about the house. Well, I farted around near the computer, and who knows where everyone else was. She came to bed around 10 or so, but I managed to get her interest in crocheting sparked, so she sat...
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Okay. My sister came over, and we farted about the house. Well, I farted around near the computer, and who knows where everyone else was. She came to bed around 10 or so, but I managed to get her interest in crocheting sparked, so she sat...
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mcbane13:
You could tell your sister that she can't take it back after she said you could have it. Damn, i forget the the term...i think it's "no take backs" or sumthin like that. hehehe
october:
thank you so much for your comment in my journal re valentines day. i'm glad someone understands and doesn't just think i should feel lucky to have some guy stick his dick in me for a few mins 
damn i miss that sore feeling.
i want to see pictures of this 'costume'
damn i miss that sore feeling.
i want to see pictures of this 'costume'
Oh, my poor lazy ass. Actually, not, I'm just so exhausted. I'm going to finish updating, then fall asleep in this chair. That's how bad it is. Work tuckered me out. I tuckered me out. I'm terrible to myself sometimes.
I went to a friends house tonight, even, and I fell asleep on the couch. But we were cuddled together for warmth, joking around, with...
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I went to a friends house tonight, even, and I fell asleep on the couch. But we were cuddled together for warmth, joking around, with...
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ldwarren:
Missed you! Havent know you that long but I think youre super-sweet.
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5lave:
Then your own world and Alberta have soo much in common!!
Cats are gross anyway, what you really want is a soft cuddly mud skipper.
Cats are gross anyway, what you really want is a soft cuddly mud skipper.
dingoes8:
I'm probably flying out to Houston in June to meet some internet people. Not SG people, though, I know them from elsewhere.
I'm driving (or perhaps bussing) to Madison this next weekend (the 4th). Were you still thinking of going?
I'm driving (or perhaps bussing) to Madison this next weekend (the 4th). Were you still thinking of going?
My sister is over. Bow down to the queen. I'll surely be kicked off the computer in less than an hour so she may get her beauty sleep. It kind of majorly sucks that instead of getting up at 6 AM tomorrow, I can get up at 11. And I'll not be able to get on the computer for tonight. For once. I'm very angry...
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aproximation:
Ha Ha Ha!
Won't she get suspicious when you say some people say hi?
Ya, its a long shot getting a job under the counter in Germany or the UK without a visa. People I know from there say it can be done but it would proabably take a while...
Poop.
Did you get more then two hours of sleep last night?
When you have that crazy insomnia are you still motovated to do things, or is it the total sleepless apathy that I am fimiliar with?
Won't she get suspicious when you say some people say hi?
Ya, its a long shot getting a job under the counter in Germany or the UK without a visa. People I know from there say it can be done but it would proabably take a while...
Poop.
Did you get more then two hours of sleep last night?
When you have that crazy insomnia are you still motovated to do things, or is it the total sleepless apathy that I am fimiliar with?
niobe:
Thanks sweetie. You too.
It's been an awkward feeling day. I even offered to work tomorrow. So I am. It's supposed to snow. I felt money-hungry when the schedule was being passed about, so, my name went down.. Twelve to six. I used to do that, where I'd tell my boss I'd come in on some certain day, even though I knew it was supposed to snow, just so...
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aeryn:
Yeah I'm having a bit of a mid-life crisis. I realized that I have NO nude pictures of me I like and very few clothed ones- so before it really all goes a way...
Luckily I do have someone to show- he gets to see the pictures I won't post here- yet...
Luckily I do have someone to show- he gets to see the pictures I won't post here- yet...
codemonkeym:
What's the Color of Your Panties?
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photomares:
youre going in my Top 5 for sure!
korbendallas:
i don't like it when they give me the shifty eyes!
I should start drawing again, all I ever drew were girls with big guns and...well you know. Should write as well, damn there are alot of things I should be doing. I'm a lazy bitch.
I should start drawing again, all I ever drew were girls with big guns and...well you know. Should write as well, damn there are alot of things I should be doing. I'm a lazy bitch.
I was taking pictures of Milwaukee earlier from that camera thing they have on a news site that shows the downtown every 30 seconds. And I thought, 'O, how I love thee, Milwaukee, I'll use my new knowledge of taking print screens and save some images of you for dark, rainy days and nights." Here are a few, in chronological order, the times are at...
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clarkekid:
Hey, at least you try. 
codemonkeym:
People's tattoos are sometimes in Chinese/Japanese, and the there's manga/anime, feng shui, the I Ching, and all sorts of cool stuff.
and http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0824824822/
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and http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0824824822/
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photomares:
hows my beautiful friend doing? whats snow? 
whats snow?
aproximation:
I actually asked the last two questions after my cross-postings with you, because it seems as though your pop wrongly gets angry at you, and that you don't have anyone to help you when your down.
'cept for us here in SG land!
We're here for you!
'cept for us here in SG land!
We're here for you!
It's snowing. Now the winter weather advisory kicks in for all day tomorrow..and the snow storm, I think, has yet to arrive. Because this is nothing, even though driving home from the theater, I had my cell phone in hand, ready to make a call.. I get scaried easily. 
I have no idea what else.
The walls are light purple? Before that, this was my...
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I get scaried easily.
I have no idea what else.
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aproximation:
I dont associate green with shit, at least not human shit. I would call it more of a vomit. Not that I would want a vomit wall either...
That is odd about the hiccuping. I would expect to see pink elephants if I hiccuped when I was drunk
i never get too stuck, plus I couldnt call anyone with my hands behind my back. What i worry about is suffocating in my sleep.
My tat: I traced much of the veins in my arm and fabricated a few. Its not done yet, it needs a blue/grey gradient transotion from blue/grey at the wrist to skin tone at the elbow. A little red for 3D effect and darken some of the more prominateveins to add variation. Your tattoo-er will proabably sugguest not to do things on your hands as the tat will fade more quickly there and jobs will proabably frown on that. If you dont care then go for it! That would indeed be gutsy! Be carefull though. Tats are expensive (approx $120/hour here) and you ALWAYS want more once you get one.
That is odd about the hiccuping. I would expect to see pink elephants if I hiccuped when I was drunk
i never get too stuck, plus I couldnt call anyone with my hands behind my back. What i worry about is suffocating in my sleep.
My tat: I traced much of the veins in my arm and fabricated a few. Its not done yet, it needs a blue/grey gradient transotion from blue/grey at the wrist to skin tone at the elbow. A little red for 3D effect and darken some of the more prominateveins to add variation. Your tattoo-er will proabably sugguest not to do things on your hands as the tat will fade more quickly there and jobs will proabably frown on that. If you dont care then go for it! That would indeed be gutsy! Be carefull though. Tats are expensive (approx $120/hour here) and you ALWAYS want more once you get one.
acetracer:
You can stay down here in the meantime