I am obsessed with this song and this band. Unfortunately they only have the one song, and they don't have an album. But soon they will be coming out with their new song, "All About You".
I went on a date last night, after work, for my birthday. It was a nice first date. He took me out to dinner, and then we parked and cuddled and made out for awhile. It was really nice. I really needed that.
So I'm finally home after spending six days with my friends. It's been a long six days. So much has happened. We had my birthday celebration last night, and I am tired and sore from that. I'm ready to be home now. And I am very much looking forward to the weekend. However, right now I need to replenish my social dollars, and I get... Read More
Well, good news is that my ball python magically turned up in the tank. I'm not sure how he magically disappeared and reappeared in the tank, but he did.
I had such a wonderful weekend. I went shopping on Thursday night for something to wear at the Ren Faire. I got this great red dress that showed off my curves nicely. And recently I've started... Read More
My ball python went missing this morning. Last night I took the top off the cage to get him some fresh water. When I closed the cage, he was still in the tank. This morning when I went to switch the lights, I looked in the tank and he was gone. I don't know how he could have disappeared. I keep two heat lamps and... Read More
Today the powers that be canceled my shift at work. So, I got another day off that I didn't know what to do with. So I filled up my day with Johnny Knoxville, My Little Pony episodes, and a new webcomic that came highly recommended, called Girls with Slingshots.
This webcomic seriously has it all. All about girls and their troubles, there's lesbians, BDSM,... Read More
For a couple of weeks now, I have been feeling very insecure about my relationship with Andy. It probably has something to do with the fact that I had a bout of jealousy, and then we had all sorts of negotiations, which made me feel icky, because at this point in our relationship, are the negotiations really... Read More
What I meant to say is this, is your idea of chemistry just physical or is it emotional as well.
And what do you want out of these relationships? Exactly.
Well it the chemistry is mostly physical and a nebulous emotional connection I don't see much incentive for much commitment seeing as you are poly.
Also troubling is the sense of negotiations. That's usually saved for business deals and hostage situations.
Besides just having some think of you first, what would you want emotionally from a relationship. You seem to tap dance around that question a lot. And think about it without throwing in any sex or the sense of acceptance you'd receive. Leaving those out, what would you want.
I have come to the conclusion that I am beautiful. I am an awesome person with a lot to offer people, I'm beautiful, I'm smart, I'm talented, I'm sexy, and people like me for all those qualities and more. Why should I listen to one person, or two people, or three about their nasty opinions? Why should I listen to judgmental and closed minded people?... Read More
So, you guys here about those tornados that happened in MA? Those just happened down the street from my house. We just got power back last night. We were eating take out by candle light, because all the food in our fridge has gone bad. I just got to take a hot shower this morning. I'm grateful for small things. Seven people called me the... Read More
This weekend was full of new experiences. I got to share some wonderful new experiences with my wonderful friends in the Amherst area. They took me to a club, and shared some wonderful times with me. I feel so blessed. I also went to an all night contra dance with Andy last night, that lasted from 8pm to 7am this morning. And as exhausted and... Read More
Amen. My ex wife broke my communication skills worse than they were when met her. Poor khoos inherited a disaster. She's helped me a lot, but I feel like my skills suck. I wish I had some advice for the jealousy stuff. I'm still trying to figure it out myself.