This past week has been one of my worst in a long time. I've had so much shit piled on me lately, I'm having trouble coping. Between work, relationship drama, feeling unsafe, being overwhelmed, and over all being extremely stressed, I don't feel like I can be strong anymore. People tell me I'm the strongest person they know. I've been through hell and back, and...
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mydogfarted:
I'm so with you on the frustration of trying to re-learn to communicate. I'm much better than I was when khoos and I started dating, but I still suck at it. I always just want to shut down, or scream and say horrible, angry things. I know it is wrong, so I keep pushing forward.
heatdude:
sometimes we just need to let it all out, when im down i just get some beer listen to music and have a good beer cry..good luck always keep pushing forward..
I went to visit one of my partners this week, and I hung out with her and her master. When we planned this visit, I anticipated that I would feel comfortable, and have fun. I missed her, and I really wanted to be with her.
However, our fun soon turned into not so fun, non consensual behavior, and drama. I thought by talking it out,...
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However, our fun soon turned into not so fun, non consensual behavior, and drama. I thought by talking it out,...
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girly_alex:
(SIGH!.....) 
I am SOOOOO sorry you had such a terrible experience. I am sorry that you experienced the dark side and danger of that kind of situation. Please be patient with yourself and allow yourself to get over this....you will feel safe again. Find your most trusted friend (even if it is outside that community) or your mom if you have a the kind of relationship where she can comfort you. Once you feel safe again, then you can look at what you want to do in that special community.
I am grateful you were not physically hurt. That kind of stuff can be very scary.
I am sending you safe hugs and peaceful vibes. Good luck.
I am SOOOOO sorry you had such a terrible experience. I am sorry that you experienced the dark side and danger of that kind of situation. Please be patient with yourself and allow yourself to get over this....you will feel safe again. Find your most trusted friend (even if it is outside that community) or your mom if you have a the kind of relationship where she can comfort you. Once you feel safe again, then you can look at what you want to do in that special community.I am grateful you were not physically hurt. That kind of stuff can be very scary.
I am sending you safe hugs and peaceful vibes. Good luck.
heatdude:
Play time=safe and respect time..hope you find both..
Just to let everyone know, I am no longer ill, and I do not have a blood clot...this was discovered after spending far too much time in the emergency room.
I had a lovely weekend, although the beginning of the weekend didn't turn out so well. Turns out I got my girlfriend, Rose, sick, so she, Ross and I stayed home from the party. She...
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I had a lovely weekend, although the beginning of the weekend didn't turn out so well. Turns out I got my girlfriend, Rose, sick, so she, Ross and I stayed home from the party. She...
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mydogfarted:
sounds like a good ending to me. 
giggles:
glad to hear you are ok
Went to the doctor's today because I thought I had the flu. Turns out I'm having a horrible reaction to the antibiotic for my infection. My doctor just called me back and said I might have a blood clot in my lungs. I'm off to the hospital.
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smaptie:
Why are you blogging if you might have a pulmonary embolism?! Go to the hospital.
Hope you get well.
Hope you get well.
giggles:
ack i hope you are ok
I'm off to potluck. Hope there is some cuddles and hot make outs in my future. 
smaptie:
Ah the box cutter, it's from the Breaking Bad season premier. It is a great show.
Recently I haven't been feeling a lot of love on this site. And maybe it's just me, and maybe it's because I've found love elsewhere...but I don't feel the same sort of love feelings I used to have when I first joined this site. I mean yes, I've moved on to bigger and better things...well, maybe not better, but different for sure. And I've found...
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giggles:
hug
losty:
Life, online or offline, has its peaks and its valleys. Chill and do your thing as you see fit.
spazzing:
oh man, i know just how you feel. it was sooo goood
I got some much needed sexy times last night.
I was way overdue for it.
And it was lovely seeing my friends.
Humph...but I have to wait two more weeks for more awesomeness with Andy. We're both two very busy people, that the time we get to spend with each other is very special.
I did also get some much needed sexiness from Ross too....
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I was way overdue for it.
And it was lovely seeing my friends.
Humph...but I have to wait two more weeks for more awesomeness with Andy. We're both two very busy people, that the time we get to spend with each other is very special.
I did also get some much needed sexiness from Ross too....
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mydogfarted:
I'm jealous.
lillithvain:
yeah for sexy time!
I went to Connecticon this weekend. It wasn't as fun as last year, and I think that's because I've grown up a bit, and discovered new things, and I don't like the same things as I liked last year. Like some of the panels, particularly the ones done by The Nerdfit Network...it just wasn't funny to me anymore. I mean, there were some funny moments,...
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smaptie:
Zimmmmm!
And a Tardis!
Yay!
And a Tardis!
Yay!
dwam:
thank you so much for your comment on my set 
Everywhere I go, there is someone attracted to me.
I usually only date people in my kinky/poly community...dating people outside of that community is not as satisfying. However, I love meeting people outside of the community who are curious about my lifestyle, and curious about poly. I love talking about my relationships, and my lifestyle, and how it appeals to me. I love the topic...
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I usually only date people in my kinky/poly community...dating people outside of that community is not as satisfying. However, I love meeting people outside of the community who are curious about my lifestyle, and curious about poly. I love talking about my relationships, and my lifestyle, and how it appeals to me. I love the topic...
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giggles:
poor you, lol hug
giggles:
aw thanki you, huggles
giggles:
huggle
darke:
Hold your breath. It's not swimming, but it ain't drowning.
I met a girl last night at the club who does free piercings. I asked her what it was like to get her nipples pierced, and she said it was much like getting your cartilage pierced. I was considering getting an industrial piercing, and she said next time she sees me she can do it. And if I like that, she'll do my nipples.
What...
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mydogfarted:
I miss my nipple piercings, but the world conspired against me having them. I had to take them out, then got them re-pierced. Driving home from getting them pierced they were so sensitive. I was hard for hours.
violentpatriot:
pretty hot!
If you have Dr you trust they can do it for you. Then he can hit you up with Lidocaine and make it painless.
If you have Dr you trust they can do it for you. Then he can hit you up with Lidocaine and make it painless.