So, recently, within the past couple of weeks, meat has been making me sick. Particularly beef. Every time I eat it, I become physically disgusted. So I'm considering going vegetarian, but I'm still not sure. I'm wondering if anyone has any good vegetarian recipes for a noob like me, cause I have no idea how to eat right anyway. I'm not cutting meat out of... Read More
My girlfriend Grace and I are back together. Yes, both our names are Grace. I'm happy to be back with her. We've been dating on and off for almost a year now, so I'm pretty happy about that. Tomorrow night I'm meeting her mom for the first time. The three of us are going to the restaurant where Grace and I had our first date.... Read More
That is cool dating someone with the same last name. Then you can never get confused!
Isnt that book awesome! I keep trying to start an erotic D&D campaign but it isnt really a lot of fun to do that with a group of overweight, undersexed comic book geeks
Went shopping with my friends today. Maureen bought herself a low cut shirt, which showed off her breasts very nicely. I've had a crush on Maureen for so fucking long, and she won't have me. However, it doesn't stop me from looking and fantasizing. She also bought herself some heals to go with a cosplay when she goes to MagFest. With the heals on, she... Read More
I am so fucking depressed right now.
If it wasn't for my medication, I probably would have done some serious physical damage.
However, its just been serious mental damage.
I wake up every morning, and lay in bed for a moment, pondering my life, wondering if its even worth it to get out of bed.
I need a routine, structure.
My life is so mundane.... Read More
I've been in ruts like this before, too. I solved it by going on random adventures, exploring places. Maybe you could try going out and exploring one day!
I'm considering a lifestyle change.
This lifestyle change scares the hell out of me, but at least that's a feeling.
I've been living without emotions, numb, for quite sometime now.
I need something different. I need something dangerous. I need to learn trust.
I need a dom. I'm definitely considering a D/s relationship...all thanks to my ex girlfriend.
Thoughts? I've done my research, and joined... Read More
Being a Dom, myself... I say try it out but play safe. it can be a very rewarding relationship.
The most important advice that I can share is be vocal with your wants, your "non negotiable" points and where you want to be pushed past your present limits. Conversation--before and after--is something important and not to be dismissed. Ever.
I have a girl throwing herself at me...actually a couple. Its nice...
I want love...I'm allowing love into my life this year...if I can ever tear myself away from my new xbox.
I want him...the boy...ahem, man...who lives in NY...yes, you know who you are.
Christmas is always a depressing time of year. It might have something to do with the weather, or it might have something to do with a Christmas I had many years ago. I was about fourteen/fifteen...my mom was drunk again. Passed out all day, while we opened our presents alone. No dinner, no friends or family. And she screamed at us when she woke up.... Read More
Its almost Christmas. We're cleaning the house, wrapping presents, doing laundry and dishes, making the house presentable so we can ruin it in wrapping paper when we tear open the presents on Christmas morning. I haven't been in the spirit in years, and I don't know why I am now. I've been through so much grief, I'm not sure why I'm so excited for a... Read More
So, my very short stay with my "friends", as I would like to call them, was extremely awkward, and did not go as I had hoped. For those of you who know what I'm talking about, and who read my last blog, will know how all was supposed to go. Lets just say I will not be a live in lover of theirs. This is... Read More