Yay, I get to hang out with Ross and Rose tomorrow night and Saturday! I feel like the only time I ever get to be myself is when I'm with them, and even then I get all shy and shut up. I hope one day I'll find the courage to show them the me they seem to love and want.
In other news...I'm really poor....
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In other news...I'm really poor....
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mydogfarted:
Sell a kidney. I hear they get good money on the black market. 
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My abusive asshole ex keeps messaging me on Facebook with these fucking sob stories. He keeps lying, saying that I cheated on him, and that I made his life a living hell. How he's suicidal and shit. Its fucking bullshit, and I don't know why but I'm letting it get under my skin.
I don't know how to express to him how much I hope...
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I don't know how to express to him how much I hope...
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throttlebitch:
Block him. Seriously the best thing you can do for yourself.
giggles:
block and report him
I feel like I keep saying and doing the wrong things. I don't feel like I can say anything right. I feel like an asshole, because I've been an asshole to everyone around me. Acting crazy and snapping at people. Its not a good day.
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smaptie:
I hate days like that. I usually just build a blanket fort and hide on those days
BEST WEEKEND EVER!!!!!
So I hung out with Ross and Rose on Friday night and Saturday morning, and had super amazing cuteness and cuddle times with them. And then I had an amazing date with Andy on Saturday night, and had cuddles and sexy times, and went contra dancing. And then I was bad, and didn't go to rehearsal today, and went to brunch instead...
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So I hung out with Ross and Rose on Friday night and Saturday morning, and had super amazing cuteness and cuddle times with them. And then I had an amazing date with Andy on Saturday night, and had cuddles and sexy times, and went contra dancing. And then I was bad, and didn't go to rehearsal today, and went to brunch instead...
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mydogfarted:
*squee*
rogueelephant:
u are sexy =3
Gahhh...I need a job so fucking badly! No one will hire me. I need money, so I can pay for school, and and buy a new laptop, and other shit I need. I keep applying for the most mundane jobs and no one will hire me for some reason. No one will even call me for an interview. I keep pestering these people, and they...
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giggles:
i hope you can find soemthing
smaptie:
I miss The Kids in the Hall
I realize that I ended up erasing a lot of my recent blog posts...its just for caution.
On another note, I know I'm in this poly/kink lifestyle now, but part of me is kind of hurt. I'm dating a couple. They are absolutely wonderful to me. So generous and caring and loving. They always build me up, and help me with my self esteem. They're...
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On another note, I know I'm in this poly/kink lifestyle now, but part of me is kind of hurt. I'm dating a couple. They are absolutely wonderful to me. So generous and caring and loving. They always build me up, and help me with my self esteem. They're...
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girly_alex:
Oh Sweetie! I totally understand. And you are not sounding like a sap....nor is it selfish to want to me wanted and #1 in someone else's life. I think it is great you have friends who care for you and can satisfy all your current needs....but I think....at the end of the day....everyone needs someone special.
I really hope you can sort things out. Enjoy what you have right now....and if you feel sad, pay attention to it and learn from it. I am sure, some day, you will meet someone special and everything will become clear and you won't be sad anymore. Hugs.......
I really hope you can sort things out. Enjoy what you have right now....and if you feel sad, pay attention to it and learn from it. I am sure, some day, you will meet someone special and everything will become clear and you won't be sad anymore. Hugs.......
I feel so good about myself lately. So happy, and free, and alive. Now that I've discovered these wonderful new possibilities, these wonderful new ways to live, I am suddenly filled with such an awakening, with such joy, with such freedom.
Also, I love being introduced to new movies...they just keep adding to my collection.
Oh, and great news. I just got my financial aid...
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Also, I love being introduced to new movies...they just keep adding to my collection.
Oh, and great news. I just got my financial aid...
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mydogfarted:
Great news!
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losty:
very catharic experience. thank you for sharing my darling
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giggles:
"we make each other happy...and right now that's all that matters" love that
losty:
Be yourself, darling. Everyone else is taken 
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giggles:
good for you
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girly_alex:
Oh my......That is quite a puzzle. There are pros and cons to both sides. I'm dating a sweet guy now and at least for now, it is easy for me to be monogomous. I think there is a lot to be said for having someone who is so special that sex becomes physical and emotional intimacy....and not just a means to an orgasm.
But it only works if your are ready for it. And the only way I know of knowing you're ready for such a thing is to try it.
And there lies the rub.
I don't envy the decision you have to make....but I must say, if you have a second chance with Jen and you are drawn to trying it....it might be time to take a chance.
It's your decision. Good luck.
But it only works if your are ready for it. And the only way I know of knowing you're ready for such a thing is to try it.
And there lies the rub.
I don't envy the decision you have to make....but I must say, if you have a second chance with Jen and you are drawn to trying it....it might be time to take a chance.
It's your decision. Good luck.
violentpatriot:
I think you are the kinkiest closet perv I know 
I wish I hadn't royally fucked up with the girl I had been dating...Jen. She was utterly amazing. Perfect for me. I miss her. I miss touching her, and cuddling with her, and holding her hand. She liked me, and cared about me, and didn't judge me. She was such a catch, and I totally fucked up. I just wish I could be what we...
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