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Thanks for all the people who cheered me up. I needed the laugh.

Especially since I got news that made me no fonder of the gender. Although I suppose in all fairness I am equally irritated at my own right now, so...

Prom was kickass. Great to meet y'all that came out. (And if I missed you cause I was running about ... all dunkdeded......
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marge:
If I bribed you with a promise to touch my Wii, would you come to my graduation party on Saturday?

marge:
Yarg! I didn't realize yours was the SAME day. That is dumb. The California Uni system just got an F for fucked up. Well at least yours ends around the time that mine begins, so they are staggered. Perhaps you can ride with GlassHeart or Cate, if either of them decide they want to go. Otherwise, I am sure we can find someone to pick you up in Richmond. We will just have to keep in touch throughout the day.
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I wish I wasn't SO DAMN IRATE. mad

Rant:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Why on earth do guys feel the need to touch? Without asking? Over and over again? If I'm dancing, it does NOT mean to put your hands on my waist from behind. When I move away, it does NOT mean to follow me and try it again. Over and over again, and then...
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fawndog:
Hi Ms. Maddi,

Good luck with the 13 yo buysexual. Hahaha
takeahnase:
I'd like to defend the male gender but seriously, we're scum. I'm sorry. Still, don't let arseholes get you down, just deal with what you have to deal with, and have fun at the prom, okay? And give me a shout if you want to rant anymore. Have a good week, and good luck with everything kiss
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Alright, the plague is gone, and I'm lying in bed just cause I want to, not because I have to.

It's been one of those months where everything's gone crazy, and I absorb everyone else's stress.

So this weekend was a huge help. 80's dancing all weekend! Delirium and DNA

I really fucking needed that. Needed to work off that jumpy cranky stressy feeling.
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mcsweeney:
Glad to hear your feeling better. There are few things I hate as much as the plague. And I'll have to try the 80s dance weekend. I seem to be mired in that jumpy cranky stressy feeling.
cate:
OMFG! it was right down the next block...and we took a cab right to it. i'm sooooo lame! hahatongue
I hope you were well enough for work and stuff, see ya later tonight! <3
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I hate being sick.

I always seem to be posting that I'm sick. And sad about it. And whiney.

Because I'm seriously the world's worst attention-whore when I feel icky. Curl up with everyone I know and mewl for affection.

My morning was somewhat stressful. But made much better by the fact that the entire time I was running our YouthAids fundraiser at work, I...
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smurf:
dude! i was on the balcony for that show too. i was in the piece where we had the white things around our wrists and did funky goth dance with them. then took the chick away. i had the white blonde hair,
papawheelie:
I fucking LOVE zeitgeist
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Whiskey = bad. But it's so good...

I've been doing this three week long drinking running around town... When you work every day at 7:30, ideally you should have the self control to say no. But I can't. Cause I've got such an instigator dragging me 'round...

And work is getting better. I've made the decision that I'm going to finish out the year in...
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goodbyespell:
MMMMMMMM... Whiskey.

I'm having a glass right now.

Will keep ya posted on the bad part.

kiss
ceilidh_chaos:
Nothing makes me quite as happy as a shot of good scotch. combined with coke, ah it makes all well with the world.
And allow me to quote douglas adams and tell you not to panic.
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abjectly:
wow so you're like...graduating and stuff?
ceci1:
Socrates, Cool
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I'm motherfucking graduating! (Well, as long as I get those two Cinema units, but yknow, I can b.s. very easily).

Graduating in four years!!!!! I'm fucking out! Walking across the stage, two Honor Society sashes. No parents, no nothing. On my own. Woot, next step is the doctorate. Yup, Dr. Maddigan!! Look, I'm a good Jewish girl.

That, and my night kicked ass! She's cute...
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misspropaganda:
OK, I think I hate the new site layout.

Next week would probably be better for me as well. Call me!
moldspawn:
About time. J/k. Just try to avoid another 4 years like me. Oh, and tack on another year or 2 for an MPH. Yeah, avoid the extra 6 years on top of the 4 smile You'll turn old and bitter like me. Congrats!
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Alright, loves, time for an update.

I've added a whole bunch of new pictures to my folders. Times out with the SGs and members who I met this weekend, and old modeling photos I found. Yay for narcissism!

I've had a great time this weekend. It was awesome to see everyone once more, in all their finery. I'll go into detail later.

But right now...
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osmose:
Dig the new photos...one sexy dread 4-real!
peace + protection
dewees:
hurrah for cha ya! it was great to meet you, did you have fun at brownies? ii'm stealing that picture from dinner, thank you.
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The week is almost over! Oh, thank goodness, I'm falling over with exhaustion.

Other than that, the weekend was fantastic! It actually turned out to be a huge SuicideGirls site extravaganza, somehow.

All great, except for one thing: a girl came up to me at the Cat Club on Friday, had recognized me, and told me her username. I couldn't hear her, was fairly tipsy,...
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brokenbeatnik:
Yeah hate that I'm going to miss Charlie's thing this time. . . I'm down the road in LA. But y'all have fun!
jane_m:
Yes, that would be lovely, new friends are good. Any time...maybe I should try going to a different bar for a change. I'm thinking of one where there are some ladies.
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Friday! I'm absolutely determined to have an awesome day today.

Cause I plan on having crazy dancing drinking awesomeness tonight at the Cat Club. (Last time I was there, I was pretty much dancing either on the stage or in the cage with Cate the whole time, so let's see how tonight goes? I'm bringing a classmate; we're doing research for our project (queer social...
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brocklee:
ooohhh man...coffee and cigarettes....breakfast of champions....i quit smoking a month ago cause i was in the hospital daying..it took a week for me to get out of it..no more smoking for me ..im all about the second hand smoke....smoked turkey and smoked salmon lox..lol

hehe..cafe wearing beret?...u forgot the baguette, cheese and fruit in my basket attached to the front of my bike....

when i see your picture..im reminded of actress PHOEBE CATES....so so pretty..

hope ya have fun at the cat club....i used to go there when they had a party called 1983...dont know if they still have it...

cheers

jerome
nomia:
Thanks you too... blush
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Awful morning. blackeyed I love what I do. It's really tiring, the pay sucks, but I stick around because of the kids and their families.

But it's so damn tough to keep coming back day after day, smiling because I'm reminded that I need to be "100%!" no matter how horrible I'm feeling, when it's never going to be enough.

My supervisor keeps complaining about me:...
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brocklee:
want some mitchells ice cream?
coos:
Hopefully not my disoriented room!
And perhaps one of these days I will accurately document what it's like to be plastered and still want to be witty and sexy. Or maybe just slur my words until someone feeds me a few more shots until I pass out. Hehe. surreal
On a more serious note: I'm sorry your supervisor is being a twerp. Hang in there. kiss