Thursday May 15, 2003

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I don't like my last journal entry.....It felt a little mean. Im not really one to refer to a woman as a bitch. Even one who I feel has slighted me in some way. I apoligize. Not really to you all but to her...and myself.

Thanks Scott.

Hey Scott, you're welcome.

I need prom to rock. Or I will roll!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww shit.

macdawg
voltaire:
Don't take her back.... if anything she'll come crying at your door, that's the best........don't take her back unless she's really and truly sorry...........

Thursday May 15, 2003

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Weeeeellll All that whining and complaning about poor little me with a broken heart. I went to the play last nightof the afore mentioned temptress who, well tempted me. And totally blew her away. She was pretty suprised to see me there. I acted as if it were one big party and I was the MAN. Helped that I was decked out with someplace to...
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sethomatik:
Stud.Way to rub it in.
You r expected to take detailed notes on prom and act as a photojournalist of sorts.
If you fail in your duties I will have you killed.
slightpressureok:
Geez, Mac -you're getting some pretty big guns there. You're not taking steroids, are you?

Monday May 12, 2003

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Today is a "Non-day" Really I did nothing to validate my existence today. Woke up, worked, drove to gym, worked out, Made love to my t.v., took shower, drank scotch and soda, and now here I am at my journal. Soon I will read "to kill a mockingbird" and try to go to sleep.

I recently ended a relationship with a woman. And by ended...
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sethomatik:
Dude, I totally thought you were gay. What the fuck? You weren't hitting on me??
I am so confused.
At first I thought we could go as a couple to her show, but now to find you r seeing other people??
This sucks.
Whatever man.
papawheelie:
if she dumped you forget about her. ignore her calls and try not to think about her....

Sunday May 11, 2003

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I am hitting the stand up scene this week like a cat on fire. Fast, hard, and....On fire.....Awww poor kitty.


MacBASTARD
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justlittleolme:
So... you're looking for a Queen? You own 12 sided dice, don't you?
I knew it.
redskull:
Hey, I dated a full blown movie star for about a week, about a week ago. I'm gonna be just like you someday, albeit without the rock hard ass that pleases the ladies.

Maybe you know my ex. she had about 1-1/2 lines in Jesus Christ Vampire Slayer.

I'm a starfucker now, just like my pal Mac.

mad living the impossible dream skull

[edited to remove a kickass Freudian-slip. I'm gonna keep that one a secret, thank-you]

[Edited on May 12, 2003]

Friday May 09, 2003

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Off to Vegas. I am staying at the Imperial palace which is the place were dreams really do come true...with a sort of asian flare...If you can see through the haze of the smoke and all the blue hair....Thanks friend of mine who made the reservations.

And for all of you who may not know, I am a super stud.

And also neat.

pig oink

macapoluzia
timmy:
ah man, you should have let me known you were in town.

Wednesday May 07, 2003

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So, Im SUCH a bad ass, Im going to Vegas this weekend. With NO money. Don't worry friends, I'll bet a dollar for each of you.

I feel better today. But something IS wrong. Im going to fix it and fix it good.

And holy shit. "To kill a mocking bird" is REALLY good. They should give it some kinda award. Hell they should make...
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alice:
you're my eternal hero for rocking it in my class this morning, macrockstar. i will reward you with my friend. thanks a million times more! the pacing wasn't really a big deal, that's just what he pointed out. i'm sure i got a good grade, considering how long the discussion dragged on afterwards, and also the fact that you totally rocked! i hope your hand feels better. if not, i'll sneak in through your window and kiss it.
sethomatik:
MacStud,

We made it. You' re a bad motherfucker. From now on I think you are my permanent brother in all productions. Really great working with you and I hope it is not the last time. I have added you to the Rolodex and will keep my eyes wide open for shit I think you'll rock. I also really enjoyed our discussion after class while Alice and her cronies were bagging on me and that dude was working up the courage to come talk to you.

Kisses,
Setho

Tuesday May 06, 2003

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O.k. I think I need to see a doc or something.

Today = TOTAL DEVISTATION.





Maclost,hurt,sad,angry,frustrated,scared,lonley,devistated,weak.
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chiquita:
you always have mountains of chiquita love, mac

kiss
redskull:
...and vast frozen wastelands of manlove, ready and waiting.

love, Volt...(cough) oops.

mad skull

Sunday May 04, 2003

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Today is a workday. I was going to go do stand up...But sleep sounds much better. And wine. And reading "To kill a mocking bird". And dreaming of YOU.

And who are "YOU?"

Any one who posts here.... Write something beautiful for me if you will.

Like the blustery thick clouds meandering by outside my window today.

Mabye something about who you "really" are. Or...
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sixsixty:
you are SOOOO HOTTT!!!!! in better luck tomorrow.
thirtyseven:
oh maction, you'd rather be reading my favorite book? very nice.

Saturday May 03, 2003

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Rain came today.

I usually hope long and hard for a storm. It allows me to be slow in my life and enjoy something that is rare to me. But today the rain comes as a emassiry of emtyness. I spent the day with friends, but I was alone. I ate, but the food did not fill my belly. I went out in amoung the...
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chiquita:
oh macscott!!

thoust worry so!

if only your macsorryass was in maryland...i'd take you out for bacon and eggs and a dousing in the chesapeake bay...that'd turn you around...

i miss you sugar! you don't call, you don't write...we WORRY!
babybeezer:
Dancing in the neon lights outside a Taco Bell sounds lovely. And hey you forgot the part where you pelt me with the rancid meat you brought with you because you had a feeling that I just might suck.

I tried to go see your movie today but when I got there 10 minutes before the movie started there was a line for X2 tickets around the block which I tried to cut to just buy my ticket but the lady at the ticket window wasn't having any of it and told me to stand in line. Balls to that.

Three cheers for having the sould of an artist. Now pass me the wine...

Saturday May 03, 2003

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I was going to go to the ren faire today, However lack of people to go with and the rain made it not so great an idea. Guess i'll go see X2 like everyone else in ye old country. Stand up went very well last night, but I still ain't got me no wife.



Maclookin for love in all the wrong places
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gwendolyn:
I only hope you're correct about me not killing threads, just stunning people into silence.

And hi.

I don't believe I've ever introduced myself, though I've seen you around, and appreciated your board comments for quite a while. smile
sethomatik:
Yo. Looking forward to bouncing shit off you more. As I told alice I was feeling a lil shy and intimidated, new people, this is still a new town, new to SG, new everything. I would love to see your stand up some time too, I haven't been to a live stand up show in a grip.
Did u hook up with any chicks at X2? I hear it 's raining Vagina in the theater. Or maybe that's something people just tell me because I had to work and couldn't go. :-)

Friday May 02, 2003

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day 5. Insetad of feeling better, I seem to be getting worse. WHAT THE HELL. Im pretty sure it might have to do with my life being stagnale as well. Later I am doing scene work with Alice and probablly going to do stand up tonight. And then mabye go out. Something.....God, Anything.....please.



Macpathetic
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superscott:
you know chillin, watchin the game drinkin a bud.
trilobyte:
sorry to hear it's heading south on you. where do you do standup? how did i not know you did this? i wouldn't heckle, i promise lol...

skull trilo skull

Thursday May 01, 2003

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Day three. Getting 4 hours of sleep...Bad.

When you lack sleep, problems and pain are magnified. Thoughts enter my mind that shoulden't be there. I feel weak and sad. And not in control. My renewal of a positive spin on things can only go so far until sleep deprevation, stress and the need for human contact smash it to peices. So therefore, I ask you...
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chiquita:
i love you macscott
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