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kaos:
oh man, dibs
mykel:
Thanks! Photography is my life. Fortunately, I have nothing else to do, so I can focus all my energy on it.
Going for your Master's must be really hard. I always wanted to do that, but I can't even get my A.A. blackeyed
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hello everyone,

i am going to do my reading downtown tonight. i'll be reading a short story. wish me luck.

god every time i smoke this weed i get a fucking headache. i had this half a pill lying around, not really sure what it is, but i figure, hell, it's only half, and so i took it. hopefully it'll make the headache go away....
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gosifer:
Yeah, we'll get together sometime. I told Andy that I'd give you guys a call this week if we have that bike rebuild workshop. I'm going to find out Wed. for sure. If it goes down, you'll get to meet some anarchist punks, hippies, know-it-all ass monkeys, etc. Fun time and maybe a free bike.
portiaatecoals:
AGH! I KNEW IT.. i get it all the time. its silly actually. None of my close friends see the resemblance.
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finch:
y'know...i'm really not a fan od paradise lost. oohh,well.

your boy and that puppy are so cute. i want a puppy likewoah.
abra:
60 annotated bibliography entries is a lot. good luck, kitten. kiss

(i, too, am a literary type, but yukio mishima and nihilism is not my area of expertise. so sorry. smile )
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hello, friends!

well, you guys asked to see some of the stuff i've written. here is the first segment of a long piece of non-fiction i've been writing over the last year as a side-project.


You and the Others Before You

part one: "make-up"



These are the secrets I dont tell.


When I see her at a bar, I act cool. Cool on one level...
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mckenzie:
Thanxs for making me feel alot better, but now I just need to be very causious about SG around my house..... blush
eccentric:
hazzah! for almost SG's writing! i really dig it when people post creative works on here! ps. thanks for the SG hopefulls encouragment post.
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you ever do this?

you ever have an ex who's your friend now, really your friend. you are happy with another and so is your ex. it's all good. seriously. you both now know that the two of you: impossible! and anyways, that's definitely not what you want.

so you're on the internet, on a webpage common to both you and your ex. you always...
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clockworkcrow:
i know how you feel. being freinds with ex is fucked sometimes. especially if she's still seeing the chick she cheated on you with and although it's all in the past it still stings a bit because all the relationships ive had a go at have have turned to shit. but there might be some consolation in the fact that she's comin up to her used by date on relationships.
anywho are you doing a thesis for your masters?
eccentric:
only every other day!
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hello, all. I just got laid.

i have a somewhat serialized non-fiction piece called "you and the others before you." it is all about the men who have come in and out of my life--i guess pretty much everything i write is. but that is a way over-simplified description of this piece. i think a lot of you would like it. it is broken up...
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y:
Yeah, folk are always saying I look at least a few years younger than I actually am - it's all the clean living: no drink, cigs or drugs, no late night partying etc. Of course that's not the real reason for my youthfulness. That I'll never tell wink

Nice pics. Isn't Kore just lovely? I feel guilty drooling over an eighteen-year-old, but what can you do. blush

kore:
oh darling of course!!!!

luz my love for you is unstoppable, don't you worry. kiss kiss kiss kiss
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enola:
You should come to Switzerland and hang out with me!!!! biggrin
arden:
I shall send you a big long email on it tomorrow, I'm soo tired tonight I worked 11am to 9pm I suck hahaha, and thank you soo much
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yo, dudes.

so school finally reopened today but i didn't go.

this is because i was up all fucking night having panic attacks!

first of all, i hate the term "panic attacks." in no way was i mentally panicking. when you tell someone, "i have these panic attacks," they immediately say, "oh, what's wrong; what are you panicking about?"

here's the deal. if i have...
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y:
I've had plenty of "anxiety attacks" in my short life, though they're mostly in the past now. I had a really bad spell around five years ago where I'd wake up in the middle of the night and not know who I was. I'd be paralyzed with fear, go really cold - all the blood withdrawing to the centre of my body; I'd get pins and needles in my hands and feet, and then start shivering; eventually my whole body would go into spasms like I was having a fit. My Mum ended up giving me these powerful prescription drugs of my Dad's just to calm me down. Fun times.
gosifer:
How does The Plague measure up to Camus' other work? I have read The Fall and The Stranger, and loved them both.

There are some decent indie bands playing Cafe Cottage this Saturday (Oct 1). Frames of Reference, The Eames Era, and MattRock And The Powerboxx, it'll be a pretty good show.
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gosifer:
Well, if you are going to UL, I have an announcement for you. We at SPEAK, the student environmental org on campus will be holding a weekly film series outside at Fletcher on Friday nights at 7:30. It is FREE, so you must show up. I usually have to work, but you should go anyway. It is projected on the building, weather permitting.

Sept 30 - 8 1/2 by Fredrico Fellini
Oct 7 - Winged Migration
Oct 14 - The Weather Underground

[Edited on Sep 27, 2005 2:35AM]
miguelitooooo:
greetings -- how are you? how did you hold out? love the picture by the way
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well, guys,

here comes the hurricane. and it's pretty much headed directly at me. by midnight, it's supposed to hit hard, and with that, of course, goes my power.

and who knows how long I'll be out of power, so i just wanted to drop a line...

IN CASE I DIE!

did that all-caps phrase stike fear and foreboding in y'all?

oh and thanks to...
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billyfivecrows:
Hey...been prayin' for ya. Everything okay??

Did you get flooded out, or is all well? Hoping all is well. If you did die, your message today was really uncanny!

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She's 54.

Not too bad when you're 35. I don't want the relationship back. I don't think she does either. She just wants me to be the person she's projecting me to be, and it's just one disappointment for her after another.

I just want to build a friendship around the closeness that we have, but she has to allow me to be who I AM, rather than the image she has in her head.

I'm not so bad.

Just not what she wants. And it's mutual.

Glad you enjoy the diary.

I got a million stories from the past 35 years. Most just as weird, if not weirder.

Most best left in the past...now is the only thing that's real

Thanks for your input

-c.
y:
One is praying smile