So, I had a dream last night and I thought I might share it with all of you...maybe help me to figure out what it means? I've never had a dream like that before and it's really bugging me right now. So here it goes.
The Dream!
Alright in this dream I am probably in my 30s, I'm walking in the park with my husband,...
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The Dream!
Alright in this dream I am probably in my 30s, I'm walking in the park with my husband,...
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paxton:
At least they took a good picture of you
nementh:
Do you work on Thursday? Me and some friends are going to the park. I was gonna look for you on my break today, but didn't feel like wandering around fantasy land during the parade.
Ugh I have that "what will you celebrate?" class today for work...
and a 2 hour book shift.
and for some reason the Scheduler who gave me that shift got mad at me because They wanted to put me at matterhorn and I was like, "but i don't know the matterhorn". I only know book, world, and classics....I mean I've been trying to get matter...
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and a 2 hour book shift.
and for some reason the Scheduler who gave me that shift got mad at me because They wanted to put me at matterhorn and I was like, "but i don't know the matterhorn". I only know book, world, and classics....I mean I've been trying to get matter...
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dpgc44:
Did you have a good time?
dpgc44:
Only women make me feel this way hun.. lol
Alright, Fine. You win.
After 2 and a half years, I'm finally giving in.
I thought I could get better by time but obviously that didn't work.
I've stopped drinking and smoking, that didn't help.
I've avoided all the things that could have possibly triggered my attacks...and all that happened was me losing some of the most important and loving friends I could ever have....
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After 2 and a half years, I'm finally giving in.
I thought I could get better by time but obviously that didn't work.
I've stopped drinking and smoking, that didn't help.
I've avoided all the things that could have possibly triggered my attacks...and all that happened was me losing some of the most important and loving friends I could ever have....
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paxton:
Yea, I suffered from panic attack too, I started taking Zolof and it has really helped me
paxton:
neither of my heads shrunk. I really feel much better. I have been on it for about 3 years now
I might go missing for a few days. Have some serious thinking to do.
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paxton:
good luck with what ever you need to do
dpgc44:
btw.. I thought I was the only one that said pfft..ohh and be safe with your wondering of mind stuff.. it hurts.
Dear Head,
Please stop confusing me. I don't think I am quite ready yet. You're making me act like a complete idiot and stop trying to convince about something that will never happen. Also, tell heart down there when you finally decide to stop playing games and realize the truth to just be strong and the pain will go away eventually...
love,
Lisa
Please stop confusing me. I don't think I am quite ready yet. You're making me act like a complete idiot and stop trying to convince about something that will never happen. Also, tell heart down there when you finally decide to stop playing games and realize the truth to just be strong and the pain will go away eventually...
love,
Lisa
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paxton:
Been there and done that
cocaine_blues:
Head and heart will never see eye to eye. It's a sad, unfortunate reality.
UPDATE:
Alright, I'm feeling somewhat better. After Thursday, I was finally done trying to be with him again. I was out with some friends and he texted me just asking how I was and I told him that I went to sephora to buy some makeup and he called me telling me that it only makes me look desperate to look good and that I...
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Alright, I'm feeling somewhat better. After Thursday, I was finally done trying to be with him again. I was out with some friends and he texted me just asking how I was and I told him that I went to sephora to buy some makeup and he called me telling me that it only makes me look desperate to look good and that I...
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Okay so everything is looking so much better today.
Since all of you know I was out of it....at work people could tell.
My manager pulled me aside and was like "I know you're not feeling so great, but if you want the trainer spot, you have to prove you want it. Please try harder. All your leads said yes to you getting the interview."...
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Since all of you know I was out of it....at work people could tell.
My manager pulled me aside and was like "I know you're not feeling so great, but if you want the trainer spot, you have to prove you want it. Please try harder. All your leads said yes to you getting the interview."...
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psylentmike:
Wish you luck with the promotion. 
r3x:
That is slightly funny yet embarrassing. However, CAN one be embarrassed if there's no one around to know what happened? Of course, you admitted the whole scene to us here... so it's your fault in that regard. 
But I think your secret's still safe at work!
But I think your secret's still safe at work!
Ok. So, I thought I was gonna be okay.
but I'm not. I hurt so much.
but I'm not. I hurt so much.
37921dec:
It is rough. About a year ago,I broke up with a girlfriend of 9 years. It still hurts from time to time.
I broke up with my boyfriend...
and.
I'm ready to fucking slut it up.
WOOOOO!
and.
I'm ready to fucking slut it up.
WOOOOO!
37921dec:
Whoever you choose to slut it up with will be one lucky fucker.
kirin_ka:
Good luck, though this is So Cal, everyone is a slut down here. I think it's part of the contract one signs upon first renting a place here.
Me: No Boys + No sex makes Lisa something something.
Marge Simpson: Go Crazy?
Me: Don't mind if I do! lasfjsdfhsdkjfhdskjfshdalsdkjasjalskdjaslkdj fldskjfdslkjfdslkfjsl adjlaskdjasldkja!
A lot of things on my mind tonight.
1) A couple of coworkers and I stumbled upon something we shouldn't have... like oh... I dunno... lets say... the trainer approval list to who would be the ones getting an interview to actually...
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Marge Simpson: Go Crazy?
Me: Don't mind if I do! lasfjsdfhsdkjfhdskjfshdalsdkjasjalskdjaslkdj fldskjfdslkjfdslkfjsl adjlaskdjasldkja!
A lot of things on my mind tonight.
1) A couple of coworkers and I stumbled upon something we shouldn't have... like oh... I dunno... lets say... the trainer approval list to who would be the ones getting an interview to actually...
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kirin_ka:
Homer: Here's Johnny!
Homer: David Letterman.
Grandpa: Hi David, I'm Grandpa.
Homer: I'm Mike Wallace, I'm Morley Safer, and I'm Ed Bradley. All this and Andy Rooney tonight on 60 Minutes.
Homer: David Letterman.
Grandpa: Hi David, I'm Grandpa.
Homer: I'm Mike Wallace, I'm Morley Safer, and I'm Ed Bradley. All this and Andy Rooney tonight on 60 Minutes.
r3x:
Depressed/Emo state.
huh.
Whatever you do, don't listen to any Elliott Smith or the Beatles' Let It Be album.
huh.
Whatever you do, don't listen to any Elliott Smith or the Beatles' Let It Be album.
I've been having dirty dirty sex dreams about different people lately. I want to act upon them! I went to Pasadena today hoping to do so, but someone was sick. FAIL!!!! Also, the other person that I had a sexy dream about...I can't do anything about it since he is
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I'll admit that I have a little...
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kirin_ka:
Zinc boosts the sex drive. Just give him a vitamin medley, he'll never know. Or feed him oysters for breakfast, they are high in zinc.
I totally understand how you're feeling, though. I was on a medication that killed my sex drive, and ever since coming off it I've been hornier than I ever remember.
I totally understand how you're feeling, though. I was on a medication that killed my sex drive, and ever since coming off it I've been hornier than I ever remember.
r3x:
EwWwWwWw!
...Keepin' it in the family, indeed.
...Keepin' it in the family, indeed.
It's a good thing you remembered nearly every detail about it, but man oh man... I don't even know how to interpret this one! Your family (hubby/son/daughter) obviously represent the multiple aspects of yourself, but I can't tell you exactly what. Your extended family is most definitely representing the stress in the real world... I believe taking the baby from you is like taking a part of your life; they constantly ask more and more from you when all you want to do find your own niche and start living.
But what do I know???
btw, who was the husband?