kostisix

I feel that shattered dreams and bruised egos are better than broken hearts.

Todays workout music.

For some weeks now I've been baffled by the scent of my sweat. It smells kinda like the PVA-glue Erikeeper.

Dark Fortress - Eidolon

I wanna create blackened symphonic death metal and do nerdy shit among other things with my girlfriend. I don't know how to compose music apart from drums and I don't have a girlfriend. I'm only into tall (5'7" to 5'11") skinny girls with pretty faces. I'm not really looking to tour or releasing an album. What I want is a lifelong commitment and eventually, in...
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It's a beautiful day in Finland.

I always thought hump day had something to do with humping. Always made me wonder how can anyone wish me a happy hump day when I've had no humping in five months.

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=hump+day

Everyone's a junkie. I just want to do everything together with my supply and the package so hot I can get off just by looking at her. I'd rather spend the rest of my days without than settle for anything less.

http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/205973.php

This is my nightstand. Together with my friends we say prayers to Lucifer each night before venturing into dreamworldz. Friendship is magicks! <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r28fervYHxI

The pros of being an onanist: I'm not impregnating anyone or contracting any sexually transmitted diseases.
The cons: I barely even exist.
I just realised I've dated someone only once the past four years. It was the rebound girl right after the only relationship I've ever had. Feeling kinda proud.
Crushes are fun. I had several last year, half of them being famous girls that...
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In sexual fantasies of mine I often picture myself worshipping a beauty by gently kissing and touching their feet, calves, shins and inner thighs. Inhaling every scent, enjoying each sound and sign of arousal. Perhaps it is so because I've never fancied pornography, don't need no hairy buttocks of some really masculine male who's commiting primal acts and obstructing my view. Pretty pictures of ladies...
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I've been practising meditation for a year now. It helps me remember how small I am and the Earth is in the scale of the whole Universe. My earthly desires and expiriences are just novelties, a pastime. I can just imagine some more advanced species expressing gratitude for the range of emotions caused by observing the selfimportance, stupidity and arrogance of the human race.

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I've learnt to enjoy my solitary life, yet I feel like my motive for everything that I do is to seek a demi-goddess who is worthy of my eternal devotion.