kestrel

I hope you all got that, because I couldn't let it go past 145 comments. Thanks for those 145, though, you freaks. If this is too long for you to read, you can shove it.

I. Kestrel loves SG members

1. It appears that my pal CaseLogic is finally giving up on SG, so drop him a note saying bye. For my birthday, he gave me the dvd box set of the entire Monkees tv show, AND sent to one of my very favorite authors, Jacqueline Carey, to have her send whatever she liked back for my birthday. I have signed bookmarks, temporary Kushiel's Dart tattoos, some signed ads for the books, signed stickers, signed random pieces of paper, and a bookplate that says, "Wishing you joie on your birhtday." That... is awesome. It actually unnerves me when people know me well enough to give gifts that I love. As for Miss Carey... read these now.

2. Lemonkid, your friend and mine, seems to have asked me to marry him. Those of you who have recently met me, don't ruin the surprise about being an elderly male instead of the cute girl many still think I am. Oops, I went and gave it away myself.

3. Striving for perfection, as usual, my profile answers to the side there are always under construction. Thanks to a great quote from ThePirate, who is totally awesome, perfection can't be that far off. Plus, I laugh every time I remember the quote is there.

4. Unless something comes up, I should be meeting Random and Emilia later this week. I've a mind to take them to my very favorite spot in Dallas, which will hopefully mean that pictures will soon exist that actually do the place justice.

5. I'm not sure how I could have forgotten Traumatron, especially after murdering and reanimating me the other day. He even Photoshop-dyed my hair! I am incredibly hot as a zombie redhead. Also, you should tell PresidentNumber2 how awesome she is.

II. Things that make Kestrel sad

1. School starts at the end of the month. This means no more going to sleep at dawn, getting up at dusk, and lazing about accomplishing nothing. I'll have to start going to classes I don't want to take, working out again, and become a complete shut-in. Depressing.

2. You know what kills me? Feeling trapped. That's what ends most of my relationships, and makes me uncomfortable in many situations. My parents have the most amazingly sculpted hold on me these days, which I've yet to find a way to break, and it's killing me. Same with many people I know. Time to fix some things...

And, that, friends and random strangers... is that. I've recently lost six and a half months of journal entries at another site, and now think it's wise to invest more time into my radioblog.