As I lay in bed last night, I got to thinking about where I want my life to go, and what I really want to do. Recently I have been telling myself that in order to be a lighting designer, I need a masters in lighting design. I am already a lighting designer. I have been telling myself that I want to teach, and to... Read More
Well, it looks like things are starting to turn around. An old college roommate of mine has a room available in her 3 bedroom apartment. The rent will be a third of what I am paying now for the cramped place I am in. And there is a kitty! It's in a neighborhood I much prefer living in to my current location as well. This... Read More
Still looking for a roommate(or to become someones roomate)...so if anyone hears anyting, a line dropped would be much appreciated, I'm also looking for work in july and august, so again, anyone hears anything.....I would be very grateful....otehr than the general stresses abolut life..nothing much has changed...
So physically exhausted from work but I can't shake the feeling that I really ought to go out and try to meet some new people (and have sex with them), broaden my social circle ( and have sex)...spend more of my time doing things for me (having sex) and less time worrying about things that are out of my control ( I really need to... Read More
We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love, never so forlornly unhappy as when we have lost our love object or its love.
Sigmund Freud