joshof13thfloor

yeah a girlfriend would have more trouble with a nudie site than a guy. I'm not worried he'd care about the nude girl thing, but people who don't use the internet don't quite understand why I'd need internet friends. that's my only concern.

Wisdom 13 but Charisma 3???

Hmm, that's another recommendation for the Hitchhiker's movie from a fan. Maybe I'll have to see it. I'm very skeptical.

I once discussed this same question with SarcasticMenace. We both agreed that the original Cape Fear is really good. Even though she hasn't even read the book it's based on, so maybe she should be disqualified.

I was actually gonna say I prefer to bake them but way too many people take me seriously on here. Don't want to OFFEND anyone...

Definitely fuck em! and mean "haha funny". Oh the stupidity of some.

We made some purchases also like those of yours last night. We got SleepWalkers , and FoxFire. I love them both. Yah for cheap priced DVDs!!!!!!!!!!!!

glad to hear you are ok..or so you say.
i donno.

love ya

ps i need your telephone number.

get your ass to the doctor. please. for all of us.

and woo! superfast porn!

yes, get your butt to the dr. there are some types of bacterias that can make you very sick for a very long while, and viruses are even worse, because they cant be treated but can be managed.

based on head hurt, and chest hurting, it sounds like bronchitis, or pneumonia, or plueresy etc. I know this because well you know how it is with me and how i get all those stupid bronchial viruses every SINGLE year. well, hell it could be a range of things... allergies make me feel like that, but so does strep throat... soooooooooo

that being said, josh get to the dr. now. dont make me call angie and tell her to take you. and you know i will... and i will call asap.

well.. i plan on calling monday, so feel better so i dont have to be an idiot when i call.


love you very much.

Hi! Yeah, it has been awhile, I generally am not around here these days. It's been a long long time since we've had a chat. I read your journal about loathing yourself and it made me sad. I hate when I look in the mirror and I see the stuff I hate instead of the things I could possibly like. I like you alot despite your writings and recent musings about your being worthless and all that.

You're a good friend to me and always have been and that's part of what matters here. I don't generally end up hating anyone...there is one person I do hate and he is no longer alive. Not that I took care of his no longer breathing, that was a natural death. Anyway, you need to talk, just post and I will reply asap.

HAH! I *LOVE* that. Stolen!

someone famous said that you can tell how free a society is by its ability to tolerate pornography.

Well I can certainly relate to feeling that way. And when friends disappear or drift away without explanation I always assume the worst. But I also know that a lot of people disagree with me. See things worth loving. And I know there are those same kind of people out there for you. And maybe, just maybe those people know better than we do. In your case I am sure they do.

come back Josh. i miss having you around. i just came back - you can't disappear like this.

THanks for worrying about me. It's nice to know that somewhere out there, someobody does! I was worrying myself too. Too much junk going on! I'm still working out the last of it and it won't be over for a bit yet it looks like. But, I feel better which is definitely more condusive to handling things well and just functioning happily.

You are sounding very optimistic and finding the shiny side to things! Good good!
Ask the universe for some of those things and it's amazing what it might provide.

My shiny side....although my other landlord is withholding my damage deposit, where i currently reside is getting a new roof! Very exciting! My house will look nice on the outside now and not half so ghetto.

I'm going to send you my email my address. I haven't forgotten your request, I just got sidetracked in a few things. So ADD.

I have an AOL password you can use, love.

I'm not that talented. Once you get the hang of all the Paint Shop Pro 7 quirks, it's pretty easy. Just very time-consuming.

Heh, that's funny. I can't draw to save my life, but I color fairly decent. Mayhaps we should colaberate?

I heard from my girl three days ago. Communication is very limited over there. She's doing just fine, though. Making the best of her situation. I've got a bunch of stuff I'm going to send to her on the 14th, as soon as her mailing address goes active.

When she called, she was still at the training facility in Kuwait, but by now she should be at her permanent duty station, up north. Once she's settled in, communication from her should be much more frequent. I hope so. I miss her so very much.

So, have you ever bludgeoned anyone with that cane? I have a list of addresses here if you want to practice...

wow.. a girl goes away for awhile and comes back to josh with dark hair. i loves it.

I was wondering if you would do me a personal favor and go vote for my lady in her modeling contest, it would mean a great deal to both of us if you did. Just go and vote for #14 Sahndra Yager. If you do vote I would be grateful.
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