Hey people I AM BACK!!!!! Thanks to the best guy EVER punknitemike He is my hero!!! Things in my life are not so good! I am trying to get it back together! I am currently looking for a job so I can save money for a car. I am ok overall just stressed over bills and other things! I should have my internet back at...
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bellica:
My looooooove!!! 
I've missed you so! I'm on my way to Mike's blog right now to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! I loooooove the new profile pic babes!!!
I've missed you so! I'm on my way to Mike's blog right now to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! I loooooove the new profile pic babes!!! 
punknitemike:
love the blonde and the straight hair, super hott! hope to see ya out here soon!
Well I wish I had good news but I dont! Not really I had a few moments of TRUE happiness and it all falls apart again! So i really shouldn't get my hopes up! But I do everytime and then i end up hurting again! SIGH VICIOUS CIRCLE! But what am I to do! I have NO idea whats gonna happen or if i will...
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tawanise:
nice outfit, interesting song, sad passage, damn, get crackers
bellica:
Awesome pic babes! Gorgeous as always, I haven't heard from you in a while and the damn new SG feed always fills up with blogs and comments and yours get lost! Hope everythign came out great with the yardsale and the mice and I KNOW you'll get through this, I'm here if you need me ok? Love you so much soul sista! Bell
BellTHank you to everyone who sent me birthday wishes! It hasnt been my birthday for long but it hasnt been good either up to THIS POINT! You all mean so much to you, you dont even know! Its so nice to feel so loved and appreciated! I havent felt that way in a long time! You guys make me feel beautiful and special! SO thank...
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zups:
aaaw thank you so much I'm glad you like it. 
you look so gorgeous, yum cupcakes!!!
you look so gorgeous, yum cupcakes!!!
katieokiedokie:
so happy really really late b-day .. I am so sorry I forgot it..and I'm sorry I missed your call the other friday. I feel so bad 
Hello all you who read this journal! Thanks for the nice messages and I am glad you like when I smile! You guys will love this journal entry then! Friday my dad, grandma, grandpa,aunt, uncle and cousin came out from San Fransisco, Vegas and Missouri to visit and we had sooo much fun! There was laughing and just being together and CRAZY pictures! My dad...
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bellica:
Happy Bday! In advance! 
bellica:
It's gonna be amazing some how, remember to always look for the bright side of things, even shitty stuff has it's bright side somehow... I dunno, I'm just really peppy today, will tell you later... I love ya birthday girl! My soul sister!
I love ya birthday girl! My soul sister! well Things are still tough although maybe looking up! I am working on getting a call center job working for FEMA! For those of you who dont know FEMA is the people who help people who have been affected or homeless from a natural disaster! I will be soing Data entry the people who need assistance call in and I put there information into the...
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ravioli:
yay congrats lady! i need me one them there job things soon too 
dorcas:
u so rock! that's exactly what i tell them when they question me bout it...i sure love ireland
Well here I am so unsure of everything! I will try not to make this Depressing! I am not depressed just sad and lonely! I don't understand anything! As soon as I think things are looking up and I may have a small chance at happiness It all falls apart and kicks me in the face! I hate feeling this way! All I want is...
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avidity:
awe sweetie, i hope you start feeling better soon!
hinch:
Its gonna be ok.
people like you have happy endings.
Its a fact,
sorry, you cant get around it.
You will be banished to a world of fulfillment and happiness and there is NOTHING you can do to stop it.
*poof*
Thank you for the sweet welcome message , Keep your chin up =)
PS i'm not kidding about all the happiness hoopla either
people like you have happy endings.
Its a fact,
sorry, you cant get around it.
You will be banished to a world of fulfillment and happiness and there is NOTHING you can do to stop it.
*poof*
Thank you for the sweet welcome message , Keep your chin up =)
PS i'm not kidding about all the happiness hoopla either
I SHOULD BE BACK SATURDAY!!! WHOOOOOOOO I am hoping anyway I called comcast and thats when they set up my appointment so we shall see! I really hope so I miss MY SG BUDDIES!! You guys keep me sane!!!! I love you all! I miss having the net something fierce plus I need to start making some money online! Which i usually can do but...
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burntsolace:
WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sandman3030:
Yay for interweb.
Well my darlings I will probably be MIA for a while! I am moving!! I HAVE A KICK ASS PLACE TO LIVE NOW! IT IS FABULOUS!!!!! Its gonna be tight the next couple of months but I think we will work it out! The computer is gonna be the last to go but I wont have internet there for a while not sure how long...
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punknitemike:
good to see you found a place, lemme know once you get all moved & what not.
im seeing GWAR in oct, ya jealous?
im seeing GWAR in oct, ya jealous?
bellica:
You're gonna be ok hun! I can't wait to hear from you again! I love you babe!
I watched the movie THE HOLIDAY! And I really liked it and related so WELL to it! There is this one scene that tears me up inside cause its just so true! Its like she was watching my life! Here is the scene!
Thes are the 2 lines that mean the most to me:just replace the shes with he lol
"Your hoping your wrong, and...
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Thes are the 2 lines that mean the most to me:just replace the shes with he lol
"Your hoping your wrong, and...
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elgeneral:
I like this post. 
katieokiedokie:
aww sweetie just hold on and remain strong.. you are one of the strongest people I know.. and I know it always seems like you are up against something, or someone.. I want you to be happy!! I wish I could be down there with you..to cheer you!!! I need a vacation..and I miss you oh so much I miss hanging out..and talking about girly things.. and getting to eat chinese..lol
I miss hanging out..and talking about girly things.. and getting to eat chinese..lolMy life sucks I have written this twice and lost both of them FUCK FUCK FUCK! Now I am not sure i want to fuck with it at this point! GOD DAMN FUCKING BULLSHIT! MY LIFE IS ONE BIG FUCK UP! I will attempt to do this agian later damn it! FUCK! I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNING TO SHIT! Sorry for the...
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bellica:
Hope you feel better soon babes...
katieokiedokie:
aww sweetie.. I hope things start looking up
Well here I am unable to sleep with a CRAZY headache! Watching Empire Records again! I love that movie! It gives me hope that even when everything feels like its falling apart it will turn out ok in the end! DAMN THE MAN! hahaha! So that makes me happy! But I just feel like I am screwing everything in my life up! I know what...
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bellica:
Great answer, I guess most men don't like to really read this kinds of blog because it means complicated thought, hehehe... However most answered truly... I'm glad you realized that babes...
katieokiedokie:
You makes me cry!! I LOVE your comments they are the best!!! and the pics.. I'm going to miss you so much!!! You are one of my true best friends.. you have become a part of our little family!!! I love you
Hey there sexy people! Things are going pretty good here! I have met so many great people here in ohio! Its really nice to have people care about you! Not really something I am use to as I have no friends in Virginia! I Love hanging out with my friends here! katieokiedokie Is the bestest, she makes me laugh until i want to pee my...
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punknitemike:
those last 3 pics of you are da cuteness!
ohhh GWAR, wasnt that a rough but fun time? im still a lil bruised and still got red on me. oh well. it was definitely worth it. guess i should send ya those pics, huh?
and how i already miss Hell City, i cant wait for next year!
ohhh GWAR, wasnt that a rough but fun time? im still a lil bruised and still got red on me. oh well. it was definitely worth it. guess i should send ya those pics, huh?
and how i already miss Hell City, i cant wait for next year!