Sometimes it feels like it's one thing after another. Just constant stress over my relationship. Fear of things I shouldn't fear, or shouldn't have to fear. Right now, I'm terrified she's going to lose her job, which means her money will be tight, so she won't be coming here often, if at all. She won't be working a quarter as far from me as from... Read More
Not too much to blog about lately. Most exciting thing for me has been toying with my PSP, but not many people here care about that, haha. That or the impressive feeling of mowing the lawn on Sunday/Monday. The tractor won't run so I had to mow two and a half feet of grass with a push mower. My shoes are a nice florescent green!... Read More
Spent yesterday with my family, was kinda nice, we went to Cleveland for some crap with the group they're a part of for Petey's dog training and such. Had lunch, then went to game stop where I dropped $75 in the parking lot and didn't know, then later got to see someone pick it up before I realized I dropped it. Good times!
Not much to announce with my life, I play a lot of video games, work 9 hours a day and go through constant up and down panic attack cycles. It's kinda blah, to say the least, but at least I'm working, and at least I can manage to relax for a while each day.... Read More
I've been letting my anxiety get the best of me lately, and it just exhausts me. Which makes it easier to give in and just stay home. I feel lonely and sad this morning. I've also been doing some thinking about how if I want to hang out with any of my 'friends' I always have to make the trip to them. It has made... Read More
I don't really have anything to write about, but I feel like it's been too long.
Life's going pretty well, which is awesome. I'm just extremely bored, I don't work enough and I can't manage to get to bed any earlier than 6am no matter how I try. I'm in quite a good mood generally, so there's no reason to complain!
I feel really lonely lately. I've felt this way before, and it sucks. I just kinda feel like no one really wants to be around me or talk to me sometimes. I can have someone spend all day with me and tell me it was a lot... Read More
